My sexual encounters

The stories are purely fiction but the people involved are real. I’ve had fantasies of these people but alas, reality is not so nice to let me have them as gf/FB. Enjoy the read. Do let me know about the writing style since this is my first time writing such stories.

Legend

:

Me = Blue

Girl = Red

My thoughts = Arial Green Italics

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This happened back in my secondary school. It was the age where girls were developing and guys started to feel attracted to girls. I was certainly no exception. Everywhere I turn, I could see all sorts of girls at various stages of development. Amidst the crowd, one girl caught my eye.

Her long black hair was gorgeous. She was also quite tall and the long hair seemed very fitting. Her skin was slightly tanned and her eyes were small but mesmerizing. She didn’t have huge assets but overall, she was certainly very hot.

When class began, I saw her again. It turns out we were in the same class!

“This is going to be a great year!”

" I thought to myself. Lessons were boring and I couldn’t concentrate. Much of my attention was on the girl. When it was finally recess time, I approached her and tried to make some small talk.

Me

Hi! I’m

Z

. It seems we’re going to be classmates this year.

???

Oh. Hi! I’m

H

.

Me

H huhs…that’s a really nice name.

H

Hahaha thanks!

The conversation was rather standard. We chatted about where we came from and where we lived. Soon, it was the end of the recess period. I went back to my respective seat and lessons continued. Throughout the day, all I could think of was how to get to know

H

better.

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After the first week, we were required to choose a CCA. It was mandatory at that point in time. I was uncertain what I wanted to be in but figured that this was a good topic to approach

H

again. After the first conversation, we frequently hang out during recess and chatted throughout the period. Still, it was very superficial and I wanted to know more.

Recess period soon came and I quickly went to H’s table.

Me

Yo! Any idea what CCA you’re going to join?

H

Hey there *smiles* ! I have totally no idea…*frowns*

Me

:

(Damn! That is so cute!)

Oh…umm…me too.

H

Hahaha! Really? There’s just so many things I want to try!

Me

If you don’t mind, let’s go for the CCA Open House together.

H

Sure! I don’t have anyone else to go with anyway!

Me

Great! Now that that’s settled, let’s go grab a bite. Coming?

H

Give me a moment…*tidies up her table*…Ok let’s go~

As she stood up, a sweet scent filled the air around me. Instinctively, I took a deep breath. I immediately felt good. At that point in time, I didn’t know that girls smelled so good. I was busy wondering where that scent was from. Unknown to me,

H

was already at the classroom door waiting for me.

H

Are you coming or not?

Me

Huh? Oh yeah, coming~ *runs towards door*

H

What were you thinking about?

Me

Oh…nothing much. Let’s go.

As we walked towards the canteen, the familiar sweet scent filled the air again. Very quickly, I learnt that girls have a really sweet scent surrounding them. It was very intoxicating back then to have a whiff of their scent.

When we were walking down the narrow staircase, I had her walk in front of me. Instantly, a constant stream of fragrance flooded my nose. I took in deep breath after deep breath, reveling in this new-found pleasure.

As I looked at her back, I noticed something. Our school uniform was blue. However, I saw a black line across her back and on her shoulders. I instantly got an erection.

She was wearing a black bra!

It was the first time I’ve seen a coloured bra under the clothes of a girl. I was in Heaven! I was extremely thankful that the uniform material was quite thin. I wished the stairs never ended so that I could enjoy this forever. Alas, we soon reached the canteen and the magnificent sight and scent was gone.

We quickly grabbed something to eat before the bell rang. As we walked back to class, I once again enjoyed the view and scent. We returned to our seats and classes soon began.

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The next chapter will be on the CCA Open House. Please do let me know how’s the writing so far =)

I have a really vivid imagination so I wanted to try putting my fantasies down in words and share with fellow forumers.

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The CCA Open House was loud, messy and crowded. Just the sort of scenario that you would expect in typical Singapore. We met up at the school gate before proceeding for the Open House.

Me

Morning!

H

Morning! Sorry I’m a little late.

Me

It’s ok. You look like you took quite a while to dress up.

*looks at her T-shirt and jeans*

H

Really arh? I don’t wanna look sloppy mah…like you

*teases*

Me

:

*points to shirt & bermuda shorts*

What sloppy?! I’m comfortable like that mah…stupid

H

~

*sticks out tongue*

Let’s go before the crowd gets even larger.

H

Hahahaha sure!

*smiles*

As we walked from exhibit to exhibit in the Open House, I couldn’t help but look at her attire. It was a typical girly T-shirt with some cute cartoons on the front. It looked really good on her. I wondered if she dressed this way everytime she went out with friends.

The Open House was so crowded that we often had to walk in a single file. Recalling my past experience, I let her walked in front. Immediately, I could smell the sweet fragrance emanating from her long black hair. I quickly shifted my sight to her back, hoping to catch a glimpse of what she wore underneath. To my surprise, it was black again.

“I wonder if she has any other colours…”

I thought to myself as I enjoyed this heavenly sensation.

H

Hey! Earth to

Z

! Are you still there?

Her voice jerked me out of my thoughts.

“Damn, did she catch me looking at her bra?”

Me

Oh hey…what’s up?

*nervous*

H

I’m hungry!

*frowns*

Let’s get something to eat~

Me

:

*sigh of relief*

Oh sure, let’s go then.

We had lunch while discussing about the CCAs that we’ve seen so far. Most of the CCAs were interesting as we’ve never seen it in Primary School before. We still couldn’t make up our minds on what to join so we decided to visit the rest of the exhibits after lunch.

H

I want to go see the Track & Field exhibit~

Me

Huh? You like that arh? Didn’t know you were so active in sports.

H

Aiya, curious mah~ Are you coming or not?

Me

Sure sure. Lead the way, Ms Athlete.

H

:

*blushes*

Actually…I don’t know where it is. I was hoping you could bring me there.

Me

:

(OMG! Her shy face is so damn cute!!!)

*slaps own forehead*

You could have just told me that -.-!!

H

:

*blushes*

What!! I don’t want to look stupid mah~

Me

Hahahaha ok ok. Here, take my hand.

H

Do I have to?

Me

Nope, you don’t have to but I’m not going to be responsible if you get lost in the crowd~

H

:

*holds my hand*

Fine!!!

*blushes*

I was in the clouds by now. This was so much better than walking behind her and looking at her bra. Even though I couldn’t smell her scent, being able to hold her hand far outweighed the loss and thus I didn’t really mind.

We squirmed and squeezed through the ever growing crowd before we finally arrived at the field where the Track & Field CCA was having their exhibit. There were various other CCAs having their exhibits at the field so we agreed to split and meet back at the same location after an hour.

+An hour later+

We met back at the same location. Both of us were tired from all the walking and decided that it’s time to go home. As we walked towards the school gate, I decided to ask what she wanted to join.

Me

So…have you decided?

H

Yup! Track & Field!

Me

Are you serious? I heard the training is tough and tiring.

H

It looks fun! Why not you join as well? Then we can be in the same CCA.

Me

:

*ponders for a while*

No thanks!

H

Why not??

*pouts*

Me

:

(Gosh…just how many expressions does she have?)

I don’t want to faint and disgrace myself. Everyone there seemed so fit and strong.

*pretends to faint*

H

Hahahaha wouldn’t lah! Then what are you joining?

Me

Hmms…some uniformed group.

H

:

*looks at me from top to bottom*

Seriously? Isn’t it just as tough as Track?

Me

Really? I think I’ll be fine. At least I can prepare for NS.

H

True…and hey…umm…

Z

…

*murmurs*

Me

Yeah? I can’t exactly hear you when you talk like that.

H

:

*rambles very quickly*

Thanks for what you did just now. It’s really sweet of you!

*gave a peck on my cheek*

Bye!!!

*runs off*

Me

:

*stunned*

Uh…bye…

I was caught by surprise. I never expected to reap such a result. As I slowly walked home, the events of the day flashed through my head. Unconsciously, my hand moved up to the cheek that she gave a peck on.

“You’ve got to be kidding me…”

. I smiled as I kept replaying the day’s events in my mind. This is starting to turn out to be a wonderful friendship.

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And that concludes the CCA Open House chapter.

Feedback welcomed =) I just want to try writing and see if there’s any area that I can improve on.

Even when lessons started on Monday, I was still reveling in the surprise peck that

H

gave me during the Open House. I don’t have many friends, certainly not female friends. I wondered if she did this for all other guys. The thought of that dampened my spirits a little.

After half the morning of boring lessons, recess period came. As usual, we went for recess together. After my usual routine of walking behind her, we had a chat while having our food at the canteen.

Me

Hey

H

…you know…there’s something I’ve been wanting to ask you…

H

Huh? What’s up?

Me

:

(She’s totally forgotten it?!)

You know…during the Open House…that incident…

H

OH!

*blushes*

That…

*looks away*

Me

:

(So she remembers.)

I just want to know if….if you did that for everyone…every guy…you know…that thing you did for me…

H

Of course not!!

*blushes*

What kind of person do you think I am?

Me

:

(Woah! I think I stepped on a land mine.)

Relax

H

. I didn’t mean it that way.

H

Then what?

Me

It’s just…you know…we’ve barely gotten to know each other….and you’re the first female friend I have in school…It just seems so unreal…

H

:

*blushes*

Can you stop mentioning it? It’s making me feel embarrassed…

Me

But why? Why did you do that?

H

I told you already, didn’t I? It’s because you’re really sweet. Just think of it as my way of saying thanks.

Me

Hahaha cool! I hope I can get more thanks from you then!

*tease*

H

Oh you naughty guy!

*blushes*

That conversation resolved the awkwardness that was between the both of us. Everything was back to normal. Somewhere along the week, there was a P.E. period. Our school’s P.E. attire is white and has no designs on it at all. The cotton material meant it could absorb quite a bit of perspiration during the lesson. As you will see later, this fact gave me access to one of the views that I’ve always wondered about.

Up till now, I’ve only ever seen the back of her bra through her school uniform. I’ve always wondered how it looked like from the front. I’m aware that girls in upper Primary School usually wear some sort of training bra but my Primary School uniform was red. This made it exceptionally hard to see anything. At that point in time, I was more interested in having fun than to see developing girls.

Now, with raging hormones within me, I suddenly found an interest in what girls wore underneath. I didn’t try to see

H

’s bra from the front as I didn’t want to be caught staring at her breasts. That would have been awkward.

It was during one such P.E. session that I got to view her twin peaks.

Me

Stupid P.E. attire. It feels so warm.

H

Yeah. I wish it was more like the uniform. The material for that is so much thinner.

Me

Hahaha. Are you sure you like it thin? You have no idea how many guys would ogle at you if the material was any thinner.

H

Oh come on! I didn’t mean it to be paper thin. Just more thin than this cotton material.

*blushes*

Me

Hahaha I’m joking. Let’s hurry. We’re going to be late.

H

Coming~

P.E. was tiring and involved running laps. Thankfully it was over shortly and we got to play games. As the period ended, we went back to the classroom to retrieve our uniforms. I ran ahead of her and checked back from time to time. That was when I noticed her front view for the first time. She was wearing her usual black bra but the

frontal view was awesome.

I didn’t know about cup sizes at that point in time but

they certainly looked big

.

The way those

black cups covered her breasts

and the contrast between her bra and the white P.E. attire was really obvious. I thanked whoever designed the P.E. attire to be made of cotton, the P.E. session and the hot weather. If it weren’t for these factors, I would never have managed to enjoy such a view. Of course, I got an erection from such a view.

At the end of the day, I approached her to start a conversation.

Me

So how was today?

H

Didn’t you go through the same thing as me? -.-!!

Me

I know lah! I meant P.E.

H

Oh that. Tiring, hot, wet, sticky. All the things that I don’t really enjoy.

Me

Hahaha you’ll need to get used to that. Track & Field is about all those and much more.

H

I know. I think I’ll get used to it.

Me

I think you will. I’m so looking forward to the next P.E. lesson!

*grins*

H

Why? I thought you hated exercise.

*raise an eyebrow*

Me

Oh. Hahahaha. I found a reason to like it now.

*laughs*

Let’s go home!

H

You sound like something good happened to you today. -.-!!

Me

Totally!

*wide grin*

Come on, I don’t want to stay in class any longer than I have to.

H

Alright alright. I’m coming.

*scratches head*

What’s up with you…

By then, I was already walking towards the door and I ignored her last question. My virgin view of what a bra looked like under a girl’s clothes kept replaying in my head as I looked at her face. I was one happy guy and I couldn’t have asked for anymore.

Of course, things happened and the next wave of discovery soon came crashing on my shores.

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End of this part. Any feedback on the choice of font, size and colour?

I’m not so sure if it’s conducive for reading so perhaps someone can let me know…Thanks =)

it’s a simple story that revolves around love and fantasy…

some of the events occur in real life while others are filled in by my own fantasy…

of cuz this isn’t going to be as steamy and hot as what others have written…

may not be much of a fap material so yeah…just wanted to let whoever’s camping know…i dun wan to lead people on a wild goose chase thinking that the story will be quality fap material…

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Ever since then, I began to spend much more time around her hoping to get another glimpse of those bosoms. I even stayed back after school to watch her in her Track & Field CCA. Of course, there were plenty of other wonderful sights to feast on but none could match up to the allure of

H

’s bosoms.

I always used the same excuse of going home together whenever her CCA ended. She had her doubts but didn’t ask any further until one day she couldn’t contain her curiosity anymore.

H

Hey

Z

…why are you always waiting for my CCA to end?

*stares*

Me

Huh? I told you le what. Go home together mah.

*grins*

H

There’s only a short distance to the bus stop. Moreover, your home is just behind that bus stop. Like that you also want to wait?

*raises eyebrow*

Me

Hahahaha. Aiya I happy mah. I happen to have too much time on my hand. Of course, if you don’t like it, then I will stop it lor.

*acts disappointed*

H

Oh no no…of course not…I think it’s really nice of you…just…you know…I thought…

*blushes*

Me

Thought what? That I like you?

(Did she really think that?!)

H

Huh?! No no no…

*murmurs*

Me

You know, I can’t hear you when you talk like that.

H

Nothing!!!!

*blushes*

H

quickly ran towards the bus stop as her bus was approaching the bus stop. I watched as that familiar back of hers grew smaller in the distance.

“Like her huhs…”

I smiled as I thought to myself.

All the while, even though I spend a lot of time with

H

, I have also been making new friends. There was one particular guy named

Shawn

. He had a familiar face and it was after some small talk that I realized

this Shawn

was the

same Shawn

that acted on

“Whizzes of the Void Deck”

that was

aired on Kids Central

.

Needless to say, I was pleasantly surprised to meet an actor even if he is just another student like me. After some time, he invited us to his house. It was there that

I first learnt of pornography

. Since the gathering was all guys and his parents weren’t home, he casually played adult games on his computer.

I was hooked instantly. Together with my vivid imagination, pornography threw my life into

chaos

. I could no longer view girls as wearing clothes. Whenever I saw a girl, my imagination would take over. It would

slowly strip the girl piece by piece

until she was down to nothing. I had erections multiple times throughout the day due to this.

I eventually broke off contact with Shawn as he was really quite an asshole. However, the floodgates have been opened and the damage was done. My innocent desires and thoughts have already been replaced with bottomless carnal desires and lustful thoughts.

H

knew nothing about this. Of course,

H

was no exception to my mental rape. Yet, I couldn’t possibly tell her that

I’ve mentally become a serial rapist

. I had no choice but to try and suppress all of it when I am with her. It wasn’t easy though. Coloured bras suddenly seemed much more tempting than they used to be.

+Months later+

It was almost

H

’s birthday. This was going to be the first time I celebrated her birthday. I decided to make it special for her and so I planned a little dinner celebration at Swensens. Everything was settled. All that’s left was to ask her out.

Me

Hey

H

. Are you free this weekend?

H

Hmms…I’m not sure. Why?

Me

Umm…well…I planned a little something and I want you to attend it.

*avoiding her eyes*

H

Planned a little something? What thing is that?

Me

It’s a surprise. Can you make it?

*still avoiding her eyes*

H

Well…since you asked, why not? Sure! I’ll be there.

*smiles*

Me

Hahaha thanks

H

!

*quickly turns and start to walk*

H

Wait

Z

. Why are so shifty? You keep trying to avoid looking at me. Is there something wrong?

Me

Oh umm…nothing really…

*tries and walk away*

H

Come on~ is it because I’ve grown ugly?

*acts panicky*

Me

Oh no no! You’re still really pretty and nice!

*looks at her*

I saw her looking at me and smiling.

“Damn! I fell into her trap…”

H

Awww~ that’s so nice of you.

*smiles*

Me

Hahaha…anyway I have something to do. See you later.

*runs off*

“I can’t possibly tell you what I’m going through.”

I thought to myself as I quickly disappeared from her sight. It was hard enough to talk to

H

without conjuring up nude images of her in my mind. It’s even harder when she smiled and looked so attractive.

“Damn you

Z

! Get a grip!”

I said as I mentally gave myself a kick.

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I added in a little Singlish (le, mah, lah). Is it disrupting for you readers? Just wanted to get a feel as I usually type in good English when I’m doing essays/writing…but it doesn’t quite get the feeling across as compared to using Singlish.

Just FYI, the portion about Shawn is factual…I was never exposed to any form of porno prior to this incident…even till now…i hate him for ruining my mental being…it’s been more than 4 years since then…and it’s only recently that i’ve been able to look at girls more normally…

took a serious toll on my self confidence and ability to communicate with girls…and im not kidding about the “mental rape” part….it jus happens with every single girl i look at…as long as my mind says this girl is passable in terms of looks….the next step that comes in will definitely be mental rape….

hahahahas i guess sometimes i only have myself to blame for being so curious about things….

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That day soon arrived. I was both excited and nervous at the same time. This was going to be the first time I met

H

outside of school and even though I’ve already seen her in casual clothes once, my mind couldn’t help but imagine the attire she would be wearing. Deep down, I asked myself if it was such a good idea to have asked her out. I could barely look at her without mentally raping her. How was I going to spend an entire evening with her while trying to act normal?

“Stupid

Z

…It’s a little too late for that now.”

The date was at Jurong Point. When I arrived, I got a message from H saying that she was on her way. It didn’t really matter as I was too early. I went window shopping while waiting for her to arrive. When she reached Jurong Point, we proceeded to Swensens. Along the way,

H

started to ask what I had planned for her.

H

So…what’s the big surprise?

Me

Hahaha it wouldn’t be a surprise if I told you that right? By the way, you look really good today.

*smiles*

H

:

*blush*

Thanks! I didn’t know what to wear so I just picked my favourite top and skirt.

Me

Hahaha well, now they’re my favourite too.

H

I didn’t know you were into female clothes -.-!!

*curious look*

Me

I’m not. I just like how they look on you.

*grins*

H

:

*blush*

You and your glib tongue…

Me

:

*smiles*

I wasn’t complimenting

H

just for the sake of it. She was gorgeous in her

white spaghetti top and pink skirt.

Her top was simple and had no patterns. The skirt was knee length and had a lace design on it. The attire was fitting for her pure and innocent personality. I noticed she didn’t wear her usual black bra due to the missing straps. I figured she was wearing a black tube bra as I could see a slightly darker tone on the upper half of her spaghetti top.

+At Swensens+

I didn’t notice it before as we were walking side by side. However, when we sat opposite each other, I noticed a shadow on her chest. I soon realized that was what people called a

cleavage

. Immediately, I had a reaction below. Her cleavage was not very deep but it was arousing enough for me. Before this, I was able to maintain some degree of sanity by not looking directly at her. This was possible since we were walking. Now, with this scene right in front of me, control was lost and my mind began ravaging

H

.

There was no sign of the mental rape ending and each scenario conjured only made my erection harder.

Dinner was really simple and we ended it with ice cream for dessert. When I was planning this dinner date, I ordered an ice cream cake and asked the management to help me keep it cold on the day itself. It was meant to be a surprise for

H

as she really liked ice cream cakes.

H

Ah~ that was good.

*smiles*

Me

I’m glad you liked it.

H

, I’ve got something for you. Cover your eyes.

H

Huh? There’s more?

Me

Just do it and no peeking.

H

Ok.

*covers eyes with hands but left a little gap*

Me

No peeking

H

-.-!!

H

Hehe~ ok ok

*covers eyes fully*

i asked the waiter to help me retrieve the cake and subsequently placed it in front of her. The candles were lighted and the waiter left our table after confirming that there were no other requests.

Me

You can open your eyes now.

H

:

*removes hands*

Hmms…

*blur look as eyes adjusted*

AH! Ice cream cake!

*surprised*

Me

Happy birthday

H

!

H

Oh

Z

! You shouldn’t have!

*blush*

Me

Why not? It’s the first time I’m celebrating your birthday. Besides, that’s what friends are for, right?

H

I…I really don’t know what to say…You are such a sweetie~

*blush*

Me

Let’s have the cake before the candles melt it.

*smiles*

After we were done with the cake, it was quite late. As

H

had a curfew, I decided it was time to send her home. After we sat down in the bus, H moved closer to me and gave me a

peck on the cheeks

. She then

held my right hand

with her left hand, pulling herself closer to me. My arm came into

contact with her bosoms

as she came closer. Her head then

rested on my shoulders

as she closed her eyes.

Me:

H

…what’s wrong?

*shy & surprised*

H

Nothing

Z

…nothing at all…

*smiles*

I really had fun today. Thanks

Z

. It really means a lot to me.

Me

:

H

…my arm…it’s…

H

It’s ok

Z

…just let me remain this way until I get home…ok?

Me

Ok.

H

soon fell asleep. The bus ride was rather long and quiet. Fortunately, there was no need for a transfer. I turned my head to look at her and I realized I could see what was

below her spaghetti top

. Her cleavage became more obvious and I could see the black tube bra covering her breasts.

Strangely, I didn’t have any erection.

“Weird. I should have gone crazy with such a sight in front of me.”

I thought to myself as I consciously tried to conjure images of

H

naked. Nothing came up. My mind was blank. There was simply no way I could imagine

H

being naked no matter how hard I tried.

As I turned my attention to her face, I used my left hand to brush aside that long black hair of hers. What I saw was the face of a

beautiful and gentle girl

who slept soundly on the shoulders of a serial mental rapist. For some reason, I felt at peace with myself. My corrupted mind had stopped working and it felt like I was free from its control. Not wanting to think too much, I gave the sleeping beauty a peck on her forehead. I gently leaned my head on top of

H

’s and took a quick nap…

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That’s it for this chapter. To be honest, even though the dinner never happened, the thoughts at the end of this chapter was real. At one point in time, I couldn’t picture

H

in the nude at all.

As for the reason why, it’ll be in the next chapter =) maybe tonight or tomorrow.

and…if it seemed like i hate my overactive & corrupted imagination of my mind….i hated it back then and i still hate it now….ruined a bunch of stuff for me

I was still quite bothered by the blank state of mind that occurred during

H

’s birthday celebration. I couldn’t figure out why it happened.

“Maybe I got bored and it just went away on its own…”

. That was my hypothesis. I decided to test this out when I went to school for lessons next week.

+At School+

H

wasn’t the only good looking girl in class. In fact, there were many others and I frequently got me a boner just looking at them. One such girl was

X

. She was

petite

and had

natural rosy cheeks

. It made her look like she was forever blushing. The moment I laid eyes on her, I could make out what she was wearing underneath her uniform. It was a really

unique bra

as I have never seen it anywhere before. It didn’t look like it had clasps and were

mainly just straps

. It was a

visible shade of blue

. Each

strap was rather thin

compared to the normal bra straps. It didn’t really matter though. I already had an erection just looking at

X

.

“That’s weird…guess my hypothesis was wrong…”

as I continued to enjoy the view. Maybe I was too tired on that night. I tried to conjure up an image of

H

. The image appeared as expected but she was fully clothed. She was wearing what she wore that night and smiling really sweetly. I decided to stop thinking about it as lessons were about to start.

During recess period, I waited for

H

before we went to the canteen together. Once again, I tried my luck but it didn’t work. I eventually gave up and simply enjoyed the fragrance that lingered around

H

.

H

Hey

Z

…thanks for that night. I really appreciate it.

*smiles*

Me

No worries. I had fun too. I wasn’t really expecting that last part though…

H

What last part?

Me

:

(How could she have forgotten such a major incident?)

You don’t remember?

H

I think I had too much fun. I guess I was too tired to really remember what I did.

*puzzled*

Me

Oh…ah then it’s ok. Don’t worry about it.

H

What did I do?

*stares*

Me

Nothing much really…

H

Really?

*puppy eyes*

Me

Oh come on

H

. You know I can’t stand it when you do that!

H

I know! That’s why I’m doing it!

*sticks out tongue*

Come on, tell me!

Me

Ok ok I’ll tell you. You took my hand and slept on my shoulder!

*said it out in one breath*

H

…

*blush*

Me

:

H

? Hey

H

…you alright?

H

Oh…yeah…I’m alright. Ummm

Z

…can you just forget about that whole incident? I know it’s a little unfair to you but please do it as a favour for me.

*looks away*

Me

Hmms? Didn’t know it was that serious. Sure. I’ll never bring it up again.

H

Thanks

Z

.

I spent the rest of my day looking at

H

. I sat somewhere in the back of the class so it was rather easy and I didn’t look suspicious. Previously, all I could think about was my erection whenever I saw

H

. Now that it was no longer an issue, I took a good look at

H

for the first time.

Maybe it was my mind playing tricks on me but

H

seemed more beautiful than when I first saw her. It was as if she was

softly glowing

. Everything else around me

seemed suspended

as I focused on

H

. I felt an

unfamiliar feeling

within me. It was

fast

but in sync with my body. I felt really

comfortable

. Yet, this feeling as a whole made me really

nervous

and I felt like I was at the edge of a cliff. It was similar to that of

excitement

and

thrill

but it was also

calm

and

warm

at the same time. I didn’t know what I was feeling at that point in time.

“What the hell is this feeling?”

I wondered as the bell went off, signifying that the day has ended.

As we were walking out of school together, I decided to probe a little and asked why she wanted me to forget the incident.

Me

Hey

H

, mind if I ask why do you want me to forget the incident?

H

Well…I just didn’t want you to get any ideas. It wasn’t on purpose.

Me

What ideas?

*curious*

H

Never mind that~ you like playing basketball?

Me

Yeah I used to play with my friends for leisure. Not really good at it though.

H

Hahaha me too. I’m playing this weekend. You wanna join me?

Me

Really? Can I?

H

Why not? I’ll meet you at my place. Ok?

Me

Sure thing! You haven’t answered my question though.

H

What question?

*act blur*

Me: What ideas?

H

That I like…

*murmurs*

The bus is here! Gotta run! Bye~

*runs towards bus stop*

I couldn’t hear her reply properly but it was easy to guess the missing words.

“She doesn’t want me to think that she likes me…”

I mumbled to myself as I continued walking home. I thought about those words before it suddenly dawned on me.

"

I like

H

…

" That realization lingered in my mind as I took the lift…

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H

was the first person I ever liked…so this last paragraph was really a fragment of my memory…not the events and stuff…just the part on my own feelings….as for

X

, she is also another person in my class whom i always thought about….but it never went any further than lust….

if this story ever gets written far enough….you readers will see that my corrupted mind stops working whenever i feel attracted to a person….

H

was the first person that helped me to discover this “cure”….the person i am attracted to becomes a mental block in my mind….preventing me from thinking lewd stuff….

dunnoe how it works but doesn’t really matter now….it’s all jus memories….