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Originally Posted by
reflexk
Also, one humble request - this thread had become almost an obsession for me, and I hit F5 at least a 100 times today.
Sorry to be pushy, but could you please update ASAP
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thanks for your interest bro. i will try my best to update asap. cheers
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Originally Posted by
Joe987
I also do wish hv a chance to bonk my sil.
We do all know that is wrong. But the mind is if we nv try we nv die thinking.
Since u hv done tat bro, think to really consider are u still consider to continue?
bro, had i think with the right head, i wouldnt be in this stupid shit right now. pls let your mind continue to think, but dont ever cross the line.. even if u have to chance.
J: surprise!
yes, I was caught totally off guard. I must have grinned like a cheshire cat. couldnt believe J was able to pull that one on me.
I: u took my spare key? *J nodded*
I: what made you change yr mind lady?
J: I had to go home first but i want to punish you for not telling me earlier! U cant blame me right! first, u didnt invite me for a stayover until the very last minute so i wasnt prepared. second, i didnt bring extra set of clothes.
I: hmm.. clothes are optional really.. I really dont mind if u go without them *me grins again*
J pinched my butt really hard for saying that. We were once again fighting with each other playfully. I guess i really like to irritate J and must say i do enjoy the couple bickering between us. its quite funny how J always ‘opens’ herself up for me to disturb and be cheeky with her. i figured out that that was one of the main reasons how we developed feelings for each other.
I apologise to stop the fight and asked if J wanted to have a little soak in the bathtub. she agreed and went to the bathtub to fill it up with water. I poured 2 glasses of red wine and place it beside the bathtub. then for the first time in what seemed like a very long time, i helped J take off her t shirt and shorts. It doesnt matter how many times I looked at J’s well endowed chest, I still get an almost instant hard on. J saw my erected manhood and pinched it playfully with her fingers. We helped each other removed our undies and submerged into the tub, each taking an end.
I proposed a toast and we sipped our glasses. The toilet has a window which overlook the marina bay. it was especially lovely that night, probably bcos J was with me. We must have finished and topped up our glasses at least 3-4 times. I asked J to come over to my side and she moved in front of me, her back facing me. I rested my chin on her shoulder and hugged her rather tightly. my dick was errected, poking J’s lower back and J began stroking it gently. As her hand was in an awkard position and I was also rather aroused, I suggested we leave the tub and take a quick shower. We stood in the shower room and were kissing passionately. The alcohol must have gotten to J and she was rougher than usual. Her kisses were forceful and strong, her tongue was maneuvering at a faster pace, twisting and turning. She was taking control for once and I gladly submitted to her. I felt we were almost behaving like a couple doing a quickie where time was of the essence.
We came out of the showers and continued our frenching on bed. J started necking me while her hand was caressing my chest. She then moved her lips to my ear and starting licking. Her heavy breathing was even louder now and I could even feel her heartbeat as her chest was resting on my shoulder. I tried to lean over and lick J but she pinned me down with quite some strength. I have not had much experience having my woman initiating this much but nonetheless enjoyed the hunger in her. I decided to place both my hands by my side to enjoy the moment. J was kissing and giving small bites around my neck. Her hand also went down south, fondling my inner thighs and my testicles and occasionally brushed against my penis but never touching it. That was certainly a real teaser for me and J kept doing it for a while. I couldnt take it and flipped J over. she knew I was unable to control anymore and smiled at me to declare her victory.
It was my turn to seduce her and i wanted ‘revenge’ for the teasing. I grabbed both her hands at the wrist and brought it over her head. In a half squatting position over J’s tummy with one hand on her wrists and the other fondling her breasts, I returned the favor by french kissing her hard, biting her lips as our mouths parted on occasions. Our tongues intertwained, battling furiously. J’s armpits were fully exposed all these while and for the first time i realised how white and nice they are. I couldnt resist the temptation to move in and sniff at it. She was a little conscious about it and fidgeted, but I wasnt gonna like her win this time. I tighten my grip on her wrists and kissed her armpits. I do not have any fetish for armpits but i certainly thought J’s armpits were too silky smooth and white to resist. I moved on to kiss her breasts, alternating between sucking and licking her areolas. By then, my fingers were already moving slowly down her body, passed her belly button. I found her clits and began in a slow but sensual circular movement. Her vagina was already wet. For once, i loosen my grip on her hands as I wanted to head down to her beaver. The frenching was definitely a good warmup as my tongue began performing wonders and J was moaning within seconds. She was pulling my hair lightly, suggesting that I do not stop. I must have given J a good 5 mins of blowjob and her moaning got louder and louder. By then, her gentle pulling was almost turning into a rather strong tuck on my hair. I decided to stop and cap myself.
I entered J in missionary position and started thrusting inside her. J’s eyes were closed but she was still moaning, her hands holding on to my thighs firmly. I slowly gathered pace and thanks to the alcohol, no matter how hard or fast I was thrusting my hips, i had little feelings on my dick. The physical actions was perhaps strenuous as I was perspiring especially on my underarms and the back of my knees even though the room was pretty cold. I helped J out of the bed. Guiding her hands unto the table, I entered her doggy in standing position, my hands on her hips. I could see our reflection from the mirror and it was quite a turn on. The speed of my extremely fast thrusting caused J’s breasts to bounce really hard and my eyes were glued to the mirror. Both of us were enjoying and our moaning were almost synchronised. The physical exhastion and pleasure must have been at quite a heighten level as i felt J’s legs softening. I decided to go back to the bed to rest her legs.
When we were on the bed, J surprisingly didnt want to be passive and instead took the liberty to go on top of me. Her hands on my chest, she rode me hard right from the start. The alcohol had already wore off by now and I was experiencing the high. J rode even faster and in a final moment of esctasy, I decided not to control my cum anymore and ejaculated. I pulled J towards me and hugged her tightly, both of us too exhausted for words. We rested a while before washing up. Upon returning to bed, J laid on my chest and I hugged her to sleep. Both of us fell into a deep slumber immediately, having had such a long day.
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Originally Posted by
jeremyl118
Nice Story Bro,
I read this whole tread in a day…
Just wondering, did your wife not suspect you??
Since you meet J, did you still have sex with your wife? or was she a turn off already? How is your sex life with your wife?
I could imagine your situation , as I have been in those situations where its hard to let go. Knowing its wrong to continue but the heart hurts when you dont see her.
But your case is slightly different,
Do you think if you are able to spice things up with your wife, this wouldnt happen? I do understand that some broken relationships/affairs happen are due to bad sex life, just wondering , do you think that if this is one of the reasons?
Bro, my wife didnt suspect me. She was a lady that is not really into sex but that suits me fine. i wouldnt consider myself a high sex drive person.. i can go without it for a week somtimes, i can do it 2-3 times a day if im sexcited. But no, my wife is not a turnoff.
i have tried to spice things up even before marriage but probably her pragmatic behaviour was the reason why our marriage couldnt escalate to another level. it pains me to say this but she is good as a wife but not as a lover. u know what i mean?
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Originally Posted by
joew2005
aiyah … jz continue with the stori la …..
dont be impatient lah bro. sunday is family day.. i try my best..
anyway, sorry if its too long winded. its finishing soon. i reckon another 4-5 postings.
We checked out of the hotel the next morning.. and life returned to normal..
Meanwhile, J started working in the bank which she did internship during her uni days. For the next 2 months, we were doing what normals couples do.. shopping, movies, dining together, karaokes, clubbing etc. We were holding hands, exchanging kisses and hugs, stealing glances at each other, whispering sweet nothings… enjoying each other’s company. However, we were careful not to do it in crowded areas.. I guess deep down, both of us have a mutual understanding, an unspoken awareness that we could be seen by ppl who would not approve of this relationship.
As we grew even closer than before, somehow J’s expectation of me increased as well. She wanted me to be a part of almost everything she did or required some decision making (eg. whether she should take up her masters, other job options etc.). Perhaps age being a factor and she needed guidance, I do feel mentally drained sometimes. However, I tried my best to be there for her, whenever she needed me. There were several occasions where J asked me to join her friends. I declined and she was always upset. I tried making up to her in other ways and she would usually be appeased by me, or at least I thought so. There were also many times where she wanted to meet me, but I couldnt because my wife was not working. J was rather understanding. she did not make things difficult for me. I felt guilty especially when I couldnt accompany her on weekends. And on several weekends, J just stayed at home when I was not available. I knew she has many friends to go out with, but she made a choice not to go out. I felt awful.
The biggest awkward moments during those 2 months were family dinners at J’s place. My wife and I still go back on Fridays and it was really very uncomfortable having my wife sitting beside and J sitting opposite me. I could sense that J felt really uneasy too as dinners were no longer cheerful and happy like it used to be. My wife, J and I often teased and laughed at each other ever so often in the past.. but since J and I got together, it was often rather quiet. I guess the main reason was me. I was often the ’life’ of the dinner, often poking fun at everyone, myself included. But I could no longer do it. It also didnt help that after dinner, our regular fruits and tv sessions were turning unbearable too. My wife would once a while snuggle up beside me, her arms under me and lying on my shoulder. From the corner of my eyes, I could see that J often steal glances at us but turned away very quickly. She would sometimes walked away and announced she had something to do in her room. I figured she felt uncomfortable too. We never really discussed all these when we meet but somehow, we knew those awkward moments will be unavoidable when J and I are together…
Unknowingly, reality was slowly seeping in..
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BossQ
A crucial learning point for me as i was about to taste the ‘forbidden’ fruit with my sister-in-law myself. Nearly got into the deep trouble.
bro, im glad u didnt get into trouble. im also very glad that my sharing has prevented you from making a very serious mistake.
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horsehliao
bro seow lang,
first, i must congratulate you on your great writing skills n expressions bcos you are writing from your heart with lots of emotions.
i have experienced some parts of your story too, thats why i can feel for you.
second, your story is quite unusual and rare but also interesting at the same time, tho the sex part description is minimal and clearly understood, the overall situation is still very sexciting indeed and it still make great bedtime reading.
third, while you sounded like a nice man, the feelings of lust n emotions will turn you to be “naughty” and dangerous at the same time if you both get caught, it will be the end of you and also for your SIL.
but at the end of the day, I am wondering how will your marriage move along down the road when you have said that you love your wife but she is not good in sex n here, you have great sex n feelings for your SIL, very contradictory.
I always believe that love needs good sex, failing which you will still be hunting for it, with any other women, openly or in dark secrets.
I have been married for donkey years n my home sex is zero, so I have to bonk outside my home, but I need bonks with “feelings” otherwise, I have problems with my little head down there.
anyway, I did enjoyed reading your write up very much, especially with the climax and anti climax parts, burning my midnite lamp…from 2am to 3am…. ha ha….
finally, I hope you have a good ending and also for your SIL, she sounded like a nice lady too.
cheers and best wishes to you and your loved ones.
thanks bro. much appreciated.
I do agree that a great marriage requires great sex as one of its component to be successful. that is however in an ideal world and unfortunately, we do not live in one. i have had several girlfriends before i met my wife and i can tell u that my wife fares mediocrely in terms of sex.
i have learnt to manage my expectations over the years. A person cant be good in all areas. while my wife may fall below expectations on bed, she made it up with her other qualities (i mentioned before in previous post) which my other gfs do not have. we gain some, we lose some. and if i have to choose again, id still rather lose some great sex and have those great characteristics of hers.
Maybe lust always gets the better of me. i can separate having sex and making love. i can still have sex without emotions involved… just pure physical attraction.
It was nearing year end and this is the time of the year that my work load is heaviest and pressure is up to the neck. I was spending little time with J. I knew she wanted to see more of me, but i couldnt give her the time. There were also some business trips here and there. One of the trip was 10 days in USA due to some unexpected delay. Due to the time difference, i dont have time to talk or msn J. I called her before I left JFK airport and told her I was waiting for my flight to come home. I was arriving Spore on a Friday morning..
J: So u like finally called me!!! I missed u.
I: I really missed u too.
J: u are arriving tmr early morning?
I: yup.
J: ok, i will apply urgent leave. I’ll pick u up at the airport.
I: hmm.. your sister is already picking me up.
*silence*
J: oh ok. in that case, should we meet tmr night?
I: Dear, I cant as well. your sis and I are driving up to KL with some friends on Friday night. Sorry I forgot to tell you earlier as I was over loaded with many meetings. we are only back on Sunday night.
There was a very long silence. I knew J was extremely disappointed.
I: im sorry dear. can we meet next week?
J: ok.. have a safe trip back.
I: im really sorry.. lets meet monday night?
J: we will arrange again. bye.
I: ok bye.
Initially when we couldnt meet often due to work, she would always greet me with a tight hug when we finally met. We would spend hours talking over dinner or drinks, catching up on lost times. But as times go by, J’s work load began heavier and heavier. I was beginning to see lesser of her especially after my trip to the USA. I didnt think much about it but accepted her reasoning that she wanted to prove herself since its the first job and her company is willing to groom her. There were several occasions where I was free in the evening and suggested picking J up after her work but she couldnt even leave the office at 9 or 10pm. I was worried but she assured me that she could take it. In a way, I thought J was like me, driven and motivated in work.
It went on for another month of very little meeting and by then I was beginning to feel something was amiss. And it was that faithful weekend that confirmed it. It was a Friday night and we didnt meet because J said she had work to do in the office. My wife was finally working on that Saturday and I immediately called J up early in the morning to ask her out. For the first time in our relationship, J was not able to meet me on a weekend when I was able to. She said she was sick.
I: Are you ok?
J: no, im not well. lets not meet today.
I: can i come over to your place?
J: my mum is home. its not convenient.
I: tell u what. I go pick you up and u can rest at my place. I can cook porridge for u.
J: no lah. I really dont want to go out. let me stay at home ok?
I reluctantly said yes and hung up. I was appalled, frustrated and angry. Why didnt she want to meet me? I drove to her house wanting to confront her. When i was at her door, I sms her that im outside and that she come out because I really wanted to talk to her face to face. I was in a confrontational mood, but I restained myself and spoke to her nicely when she came out.
I: Dear, is something wrong? I can tell that u do not want to see me. did i upset you in anyway?
J: no. you are thinking too much. im just sick and want to rest.
I: i know u are sick but… im surprise u dont even want to come my place to rest.
J kept quiet and kept looking at her feet. I knew she was hiding something. I decided not to beat about the bush and asked her.
I: tell me.. are u seeing someone?
J: no im not.
I: i will not be offended. I just want the truth bcos its just not u to turn me away like that. Pls tell me ok?
J was still looking at her feet and my hand tipped her chin up to face me. There were tears in her eyes.
I: Darling! whats wrong? u are scaring me. Pls.. tell me!
J: im just feeling emo. Im fine… I… I… *long pause for probably 30 sec* I just need some time alone.
I: Ok. u are not happy with me is it?
J: nope its not that. anyway, i’ll be fine.
I: ok. u go and rest first if u dont feel like talking. lets meet tomorrow or monday?
J: ok
I left her place with a heavy heart. Something was very wrong and she seemed to be hiding it from me. I was feeling very depressed and worried. Fuck my life..
On that very saturday night, I received an sms from J. it read..
J: I have sent u an email. pls read it. If u respect me, pls do not call or sms me back. I will call u when im ready. gd nite.
Bros (and a small number of sisters), I had thought for a while how i should relate what J wrote to me. in the end, think its best i give the email as it is. I have copy and paste the email below. except for the undersigned name, nothing was changed.
there was an attachment with the email, its our song. if u want to know exactly how i felt that night, u may want to click on this link before reading below.
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Dear,
It took me a very long time to decide to write this to you. I know I can never say this to you face to face. Im sorry dear. As I am writing this, I am listening to our song, 愛, 很簡單.
It has been 7 months since we are together. I love you deeply and I believe you know it. You are the best thing that happened to me. I have never felt so at ease with another man, never been so immense in laughter and happiness. There was never a dull moment with you.. even when you are sleeping I just love to lie next to you and look at you. Your smell, your breath, your everything. During these few months, I have experienced the happiest moment of my life… and pain as well.
You want to know why I always keep looking at you and not speak a word? Cause ever since we started, I knew it will end some day. I want to have a good look at you, because I don’t know when will be the day that I can never see you up close again, cheek to cheek, eye to eye, like all couples do. I want to be able to see your face as and when I want to do it in my mind. The way when you are laughing, telling me jokes or making fun of me, when you are happy, even when you are sad or stressed up with work, or even when you have your eyes closed and asleep. I want to remember everything about you that I have visuals of. I’d never want to forget you.
Thank you so much for all these times while we are together. You have showered me with love, care and concern, time, devotion and lots of gifts and surprises. I know it is not easy for you during these months too. At times I tried to put myself in your shoes, and try feeling the difficult position you are in. It must have been very hard to lie to my sis ever so often, to find time and energy to meet me. I know you are extremely stressed out at work and even though you are drained out after a long day’s work, you found time for me. I am really sorry for putting you through this… I really do.
Dear, I am also sorry that I have lied to you many times… Lying that I am happy the way it is now. Lying that its fine for my bf to be heading home everyday but its never to me. Lying that not having you around on weekends cause you have to keep my sis company is fine. Lying to my friends that my boyfriend is always busy and unable to attend dinners, drinks etc. together with them. Lying that I am very busy with work that I can’t meet up with you. Lying that everything is ok.
You asked if I have changed… Yes I think I have. I have changed my perspectives of life. I know we can never be together eventually and I may never find another man like you in my life. Thus, I choose to work and only in work can I get myself emotionally and mentally detached from our problems.
It is painful, very painful to me that I am not able to see the future of us being together. I do not know how you see it because both of us often refuse to accept reality. And the reality is, you are married to my sis and I can never, ever be with you. Dear… I think these few months are already long enough for us to be in this way. It is a chapter of my life that I will never ever forget. Please.. Let us remain as what we are.. you as my brother in law and I as your sis in law.
We may not have a chance to be together this live but if people do get reincarnated, I want to marry you and be with you in all our future lives… for better or for worse… I love you.
Yours,
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I didnt cry after reading the letter. I wept.