I lifted J up from the sofa with my arms and carried her into the masterbed room’s toilet. J helped me undress and we were both totally naked by now, facing each other. Her hands cupped my jaw and her lips leaned over to mine and kissed it gently. My hands were around her tiny waist, slowly moving towards her bum and pulling it even closer to me. My erected penis was already in contact with her crotch and the bodily warmth further made it even stiffer. I must have gotten over excited and squeezed her buttocks alittle harder than I should and she sqeuealed.
J: ouch! thats painful..
I: sorry, so pain meh? your backside no meat all bones, thats why!
J: idiot.. really painful leh. I think blue black already.
I: small problem. my mother always say to use eggs to rub injured part. i will use my eggs to rub it for you. (pointing to my balls).
J: I dont want to be rubbed with those century eggs!
Perhaps the feeling of being with someone much younger infatuated me. I was always teasing and cheeky with J, almost back to the time when I was courting girls 8-10 years ago. I remember Ah Keong once said, one day when i die, the last part of my body that will be the last to go is my mouth.Too glib a tougue he said.
I turned on the hot rain shower. The shower cubicle was definitely too small for 2 ppl, but we werent complaining. After removing her facial makeup herself, I was busy soaping up her body, especially her breasts… going round and round in circular motion. She too was scrubbing me and my brother. I smiled to myself as I thought we were busy cleaning all the areas that will be in action later. We then frenched under the shower, the rain shower effect certainly made it seemed like we were in the rain and added a romantic touch to it. That was the longest shower I took in recent memories.
I took the liberty to wrap a tower round J when we were done and led her to sit at the edge of the bed near the hair dyer.
I: Can I blow for you?
J: ok.
I cheekily pushed her down the bed and went straight to her vagina and pretended to give her a blowjob. She was pushing my head away with both her palms and laughing hard. I backed off and took the hair dyer and proceeded to help her dry her hair. She commented that none of her previous bfs had done that for her. She sounded touched.. hmm..
I: top hair dried. bottom not yet.
J giggled.
J was seated at the edge of the bed and I was half squatting on the floor now. It was my first time giving her a blowjob and having such a close up look of her pussy. It was rather clean cut and intact as I would describe. One that I assumed had not been in much action (Till then, we have not exchanged any of our past sex acts). Both my hands then opened her vagina lips and attacked her clits. Alternating between licking and sucking, J was definitely enjoying it. She was using the back of her heels to caress my back. I could feel her softening as she threw her head further back and left out a loud sigh. It was getting really wet. Somehow I thought it tasted rather sweet..
to be continued..
J asked me to lie on the bed and moved towards my groin. Not wanting your pussy to be unstimulated while its still wet, I signaled for her to form a 69 position. With her on top, my finger was still stimulating her clitoris. My tongue was like a magical wand, performing wonders to her below. She was just beginning to warm up my brother with her mouth and I was also slowly slipping towards paradise. By then, J was already so extremely turned on that during her falatio on me, she paused several times to moan. Call it a man’s ego but it always feels good when your partner is turned on by you. Felt pleased with myself.
One hand holding the base of my dick and the other stimulating my crown jewels, J gathered pace and was sucking faster and faster. Not sure if it was her top notch skill that night or due to my poor form, I was on the verge of ejaculating a short while into the foreplay. I was half controlling my release and half reminiscing about unloading in her mouth once again. J could sense that I was clearly pleasured by her oral job but at the same time didnt want the moment to end so soon. She slowed down again, this time just lightly licking and sucking on my dickhead. The feeling of being close to releasing only for your woman to catch the hint and prolong the sex further by slowing down is indescribable. We were surely building a chemistry even though we were only together for such a short while.
I gently pushed J aside and put on a condom. In the missionary position, J guided my bro into her vagina. The ultra wetness lubricated it well enough for an effortless entry. I was moving at a slow pace, wanting the moment to last as long as I could. The thrusting was steady and firm; the rhythmatic sound of our fleshes getting into contact at each thrust coincided with the bouncing of her breasts.
I wanted to penetrate deeper and pressed her bended knees all the way up her chest level. I must have hit her sweet spot as J was almost scratching me, her fingers’ firm grip on my thighs intensified and her manicured nails were now sinking rather deeply into my skin. I could feel the fresh nail marks imprinted on my thighs. At that moment, pleasure probably held all pains subservient. I went even faster and deeper. We were both moaning out now, unified in one. Then with one further thrust, I was spent and collapsed unto J. I felt like I have completed a marathon.
I must have collapsed on J and not move for a good 1-2 minutes. Initially J bore with it but the dead weight must have been unbearable for her small body and she began trying to push me off. I play dead and refused to move.
J: U r bloody heavy! U need to lose some weight!
I: If we exercise like this every night, I will definitely lose weight for sure!
J: Cannot! I dont want!
I: Once a week? I promise I will let you in without security screening next time.
J: Yes u pervert! now can you get off me?
I moved off J and laid beside her.
I: Can I get you a drink?
J: yes.
I: Coffee, tea, whiskey or me?
J: hmm.. I had you already. give me whiskey.
I jumped out of bed and went to my kitchen to prepare 2 servings of whiskey with green tea. It was a rather strong concoction since I was running low on green tea. I returned to the room and passed a glass to J. J had now propped up the pillow against the headrest and lying comfortably with the blanket covering up to her shoulders.
J: can we have a talk?
I: sure.
I knew this conversation had to come some how. There was a long moment of silence.
J: Actually, I have been having many sleepless nights ever since our first time.
J took a big gulp of the glass as if to muster up enough courage to continue.
J: I feel really lousy and cheap. I.. I.. I feel I have betrayed my sis. What if she ever finds out? She will never forgive me and.. I dont think I can face my mum either. I have been living in guilt since we started.
Her voice was trailing off now.. choking with emotion. I moved over to her and brought her face to my chest, trying to comfort her.
I: Pls J, dont only blame yourself. Its my fault also. I initiated and didnt control myself. I just went with the flow because I couldnt resist you.
J: Actually on my way here, I almost changed my mind. But.. but I missed your smiles, I missed your jokes,.. I missed being in your arms, I missed your caress, I… I missed you.. I missed you badly..
I felt screwed. She was developing feelings for me. Those words were something beyond physical intimacy. Those words were piercing me like needles. Had I unknowing charmed her? were my language too ‘flowery’ and caused her to fall for me? wtf! It was never my intention to toy with anyone’s feelings, much less my own sister in law. Yes, I admitted to myself that lust was at fault, but toying with another person’s feelings? No.
I: Are you alright?
J: No, im not alright..I know I have feelings for you but I cant be with you because its fucking wrong! I am having an affair with a married man and he is my brother in law! Im sick! Im bloody sick!
J was crying now. I felt really bad and was trying my best to console her. I was feeling her pain and tears actually welled up in my eyes.
I: come on.. dont put all the blame unto yourself.. I played a big role too. I took advantage of you when you were feeling down.. i..
I ran out of words to console her. I guess I couldnt even convince or justify my own actions.
J’s arms went round me and was crying rather loudly now. I felt really lousy.
J: I want to go home now.
I: let me send you back.
J: no. I will go off myself. give me sometime alone.
J dressed up and left.
That was probably one of the worst days of my life. I felt terrible.
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Originally Posted by
blohsg
Ouch … this is the part where reality bites you back on your ass
Pls continue.
Bro, u r spot on. Reality hits u hard and sometimes at the least suspecting time.
I don’t know if ppl still wants me to continue since most only wants to mainly read abt sex and there isn’t much after this.
Thanks bros for following this thread. Bros in this forum share stories and experiences; some appear like fantasies, others real life situations.
Mine is to share this very dark inner secret of mine for 2 reasons. The first reason is bcos I wanted to release what is being penned up in me. I freely admit that I really enjoyed the physical intimacies that J and I had. In the last 2 weeks that I was writing it, I actually relived those moments and no surprisingly, they are still so vivid in my mind. She was perhaps one of the best woman I have ever made love with. I still think about it very often till today. However, the emotional baggage, the trauma, the heartache and the pain that come with it bcos she is my SIL hurt both of us very badly. I have not revealed this relationship to anyone for the last 2 years (except my best friend whom only know the tip of the iceberg.) and writing it actually was like a way of letting and releasing it out.
The 2nd reason is to share with bros here. Many, including me, are highly charged hot blooded men who may be tempted to commit acts that they may live to regret forever. I am not condoning commercial sex but what I have done is worst than that because it involved feelings and a next of kin to my wife. I aint no saint (i have already given a bare it all account), and it was a painful lesson especially for my SIL. After what we had gone through, I really hope no one will ever need to suffer from such a situation.
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Originally Posted by
sexmatrix03
Bro, not worries, I believe everyone will have a dark secret of their own, its just how much it weighs in them. Your’s definitely is one truely heavy one to bear, I can understand that penned up feeling that you wish to release.
Contiune your great experience. We are here to keep you company.
Thanks Bro… appreciate yr support.
After J left, I was totally devastated. I have hurt her deeply by submitting to my lust. Lots of “What ifs” came into my mind. What if I pushed her away when she first touched me? What if I didnt intiate to help her change that night? I was cursing myself now for the deep shit I have caused to J and her feelings. I was fearing for her more than anything else. For the first time, I came to terms that I have feelings for her too. Perhaps it was mixed with a tinge of empathy, I wasnt sure. But I knew I wanted to make sure she is alright.
I went to my kitchen and finish the remaining 1/4 bottle of whiskey neat. I didnt sleep that night and went to work straight. At the office, I was waiting for her to come online on msn. She didnt. I sms and called her. No reply. It was probably till late afternoon that I received an sms from J.
J: “dont worry, im ok”
what followed were several sms exchanges.
I: “how can i not worry! can we meet tonight?”
J: “no. im meeting my friends for a drink.”
I: “u wanna drink, u drink with me. can we meet?”
no reply for next hour. It was already past office hours and I called her on her phone. after several tries, she finally picked up.
I: where are u?
J: i already told u im going for drinks right?
I: Can i know where pls?
J: st james.
I: can i come along?
J: no.
I: u dont want to see me?
J: can you stop forcing me??
I: im not forcing u! I just dont want to see u like this.
J: like what?
I: like its all your fault.
J: im with my friends already. if u want, we can meet after my drinks but i dont know what time we will finish. i will be at dragonfly.
I: ok.
I didnt wanna go home and decided to wait for J at dragonfly. I walked to dragonfly and waited for J to arrive. Ordered a bottle and slowly nursing my drink. I must have waited for 30mins or so before spotting her and her friends walking in. I ducked and turned away, trying not to let her see me. I requested to shift to another table so that I could see her from afar. J and her 2 female friends were drinking and talking but I could see J wasnt her bubbly self. She was rarely talking to them and was hitting the drinks really hard. She was drinking on the rocks and must have drank 5-6 glasses in less than an hour. I knew she wasnt a good drinker and i wanted to stop her but couldnt. I felt really helpless.
I was sitting there alone for 3 hours. J’s bottle was finishing and from afar, I could see that they were preparing to leave after settling the bill. I quickly settled mine as well and followed J out. She parted with her friends outside and was alone now. I quickened my steps and tapped her on her shoulder. J was surprised to see me.
J: where did u come from?
I: dragonfly.
J: u were following me?
I: i was just sitting at a nearby table, watching you.
J: im not feeling well. can we meet another day?
I: ok. let me send u home.
J: No! i can go myself. pls.. can u leave me alone?!
J seemed to be on the verge of breaking down again. I pulled her towards me and gave her a tight hug. That was the trigger point. At that moment, all her penned up feelings just let off, free flow. She burst into tears and was crying out loudly. Everything seemed to stand still for awhile. My heart was aching. I felt the pain.
We were still not far from st james and by then, there were many ppl staring at us. I hailed down a cab to head home. In the cab, J was slowly in better control of herself. She was sobbing softly. I asked her if we can go to a place to sit down and talk. She finally agreed. I redirected the cab to a nearby quiet pub that i know. Once we reached, we sat at a far corner and ordered a bottle.
I: J, I know whatever I say will not be enough. But I really dont want to see you like this. Please, can you dont make me worry? your exams are coming soon right?
J: Yes.. but im not in the mood to study. I m feeling terribly lousy.
I grabbed her hand and pressed it firmly to try soothe her down. I wanted to interupt but decided to let her talk.
J: there are so many guys… but i had to like you.
I: u didnt tell me when it started when i asked u the other time.
J: i dont really know when it started. but i always thought you were very very sweet towards sis and i secretly wish i had a boyfriend like u. the first time you came my house was on a valentine’s day. I remember u bought 60 roses for my sis. i have never seen so many roses on V day before. u were always so accomodating towards my sis even thought she is forever throwing tamtrums. my mum and i always remarked that she is very lucky to have you. None of her previous bfs could tolerate her. and yet you are so nice towards her. And us.
She paused for a while and took a large sip off her glass of whiskey.
J: none of my sis’ previous bfs come to our house often but since u started going after my sis, we always see u around. i guess the presence of a man in our house was quite special since dad passed away quite long ago. you were taking over the dirty jobs like changing our blown bulbs and carrying all the heavy stuff. before that i was like the man in the house as they asked me to do all that bcos im the tallest. i began to feel happy whenever u are around, especially since you are always so funny with your lame jokes and sense of humor.
for the first time that day, J smiled a bit.
J: remember my little reno to my room? i was very touched that u volunteered to paint my room. i asked my ex that time to help me, but he said he was busy. I told you and u volunteered almost immediately. I guess i started comparing my bf to u from there. i wanted a guy like u. i find guys my age immature and childish. that was when i met R whom i just broke up recently. he is 30 and i thought he was mature and stable. at least something like u. but i was wrong. we lasted no more than 5 months.
to be continued..
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Originally Posted by
amenda
it is good. if you don’t like stay with your wife then just divorced your wife and get married with your sis in law.
Amenda,
i assume u r the first female that replied and i would like to think u are from where u state u r, USA. pardon me for not mentioning to everyone so far but my wife and i have a rather good relationship. im not saying its without problems but we are working out minor differences like every other couple. my problem was i literally screwed up and went into this mess.
however, yr idea of divorcing wife and marrying SIL does not work in most part of asia i guess, even assuming my wife and i cant work out. what would it mean if i marry my SIL? my wife (and probably her mum) would cut off ties with her.
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Originally Posted by
MarsIswar
Dude you remind me about the famous quote in shakespear… The pArt when romo said to juilet : I love you I really do, but fate do not allow us together..
Not so drama lah Bro. Lol
I was listening to J but my mind sort of drafted a little to recall when I started falling for her. And i thought: thats the bloody difference between guys and girls. guys always start with lust, well at least most of the guys i know. For me, i knew i was first attracted to J’s body. It was physical attraction initially.
J stopped and was staring blankly into thin air. I decided to break the silence and talk about our first bike ride..
I: actually when you hugged me on my bike..
J: stop stop stop.. can u pls not remind me?
I: no, i was just saying..
J: no, pls dont say anything about it.
I: cool it ok. why r u so agitated again?
J: im not…*long pause* i just feel..*long pause again* cheap.
I got the hint that she was referring to the incident where she first touched me. I kept quiet waiting for her to regain her composure. She didnt speak again and instead kept sipping her drinks. I decided to talk.
I: J, no matter what happens, no matter what you think, I have never seen you as cheap. Never did and never will. if u find it painful or disturbing, i will never ever say this again to remind you. And the thing is, i wasnt even talking about that. I was just trying to tell you that i always feel kinda of hmm.. for the lack of a better word, manly when u hug me tightly on the bike. i feel that i can give you security and comfort. That was why sometimes i purposely ride faster so that you can hug me tighter!
J broke into a broad smile and slapped me playfully on my lap. I realised that i missed her smiles.
I: I dont ask for anything. I just want to see you smile more often like now. I want you to be happy. Promise me ok?
J looked me in the eyes for a long time and turned away without a word. I wanted so much to move over and kiss her but at the same time, i dont want to cross that line to upset or confuse her again.
I: when are your exams?
J: 2 weeks from now.
I: wah! thats very soon. please for goodness sake, can you concentrate and get it over and done with? its your final semester right?
J nodded. I held her hands and said..
I: I want you to know that we got into this together and stop blaming yourself. if anything, i was more at fault than you. but more importantly, pls put it aside and concentrate on your exams. its the final 100m sprint for goodness sake! dont give up without a fight. i will support u alright?
J: and how are you going to do that?
I: i will buy you a big present. something u like.
actually, i do not have a fcuking clue what she wants. but i knew i had some time to find out.
J: u better make sure.
I: deal. its late, let me send u home.
J: ok
we left the pub shortly.