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Guess she wasn’t a virgin. How was her sex life before you? Have you guys ever discussed it?
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Apart from the first time, cruise, airport roleplay, and her B’Day in hotel, did you guys have sex? If so, how often did u have it?
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Was the B’Day sex in hotel you guys’ last (till now :P)?
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Originally Posted by
reflexk
btw, I might be an ass to be asking this, but
No, i didnt take away her first time. i didnt want to discuss her sex life before me because i thought it wasnt relevant? we did talk about our sex lives and partners.
besides those few times i mentioned here, we did it quite often especially after her bday. so, the bday wasnt the last time we made out.
dear all,
i have already given all the updates i have till date. guess i dont have much more to say except needing just a little bit more time to heal all the wounds. thanks for everything.
out of sight, out of mind. i always feel that im recovering, until i see J. anyway, J is something i can never avoid. i guess i will see her till the day i die.
the last bit is probably something i have not said here. J and I are music lovers and we shared many songs, new and old ones from all genres. as and when, we would always give each other a tinkle on a new song or a song we would like to sing together.
on a random basis, i guess i will post links here should i come across one from time to time. let me start off with this one.. J’s all time favourite Celine Dion song. u guys and girls have been great to say the least. hope u like this song too.
yours truely,
sl
thanks bro Faraway and Vaks for your kind words..
i remember much earlier on, a bro disturbed me about being ‘wa dee’ (andy lau) cos i rode a bike. actually there is a song i like alot from him and do sing quite often in ktv till today..
not sure if anyone heard this before and likes it? my all time favorite..
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Originally Posted by
reflexk
Sorry to dig this thread up - to a good extent driven by curiosity (as someone who was following this thread closely), and a bit by concern.
Bro TS - how is your relationship with your SIL now?
Mind giving us some updates?
hey, its been awhile. thanks for asking. some things did happened… one of these days when i have some time, will update.
cheers
4 months ago, i went to my friend’s bachelor’s night party in town on a friday. We were at a ktv near selegie rd. between 12 of us, we ordered 5 bottles of whiskey and with the girls and dice games, it was finished within 3-4 hours! then one of my crazy buddy ordered another 3 bottles! wtf! i knew i was gonna be sloshed that night. i was already slightly slurring in my speech and couldnt even pee or walk straight by 11ish.
the bottles came and we again drank. some were already drank and went off. i remember it was only 4-5 of us left and by 1plus, i had already vomitted and flat on the sofa. the rest of the night was a complete blur. i remember making a call and couldnt remember anything else.. who i called, who helped me back home, etc.
next thing i knew, i was sleeping on my bed. it was already 11am when i woke up. the mother of all hangovers was inevitable. my head was still spinning and i vomitted again. i tried recalling what happened after 1am but was unable to. called my wife who was working and she told me that i had managed to come home myself around 4am. she said i was awake enough to press the door bell but was slumped against the gate dead drunk. then around 1pm, i received an sms.
“u ok?”
It was J.
i was extremely surprised. how the hell did she know that im drunk? i replied her in sms.
“thanks, im not well. still having headache and vomitting. how you know?”
“u called me last night at 2am and was talking gibberish. ur friend took your phone and told me he needed help to bring u home as u r totally drunk”
Fuck! why on earth did i call J? i must have dialed subconsciously. i really cant recall. i hesitated if i should call J to thank her. after awhile, i decided it was the right thing to call her to thank her. somehow, my heart beat faster as i was calling her. she picked up after a few rings.
“hey, sorry for bothering you last night. had a drink too many.”
“its ok.
*awkward silence*
i broke the silence and continue: “ok.. thanks again. bye..”
i was waiting for her to say bye to hang up. there was another pause. then she spoke..
“can you manage to get lunch yourself?”
“dont think so. i will cook instant noodles later.”
“since i am going out, i will drop by in about and hour and get some food for you.”
“oh.. ok. thanks. see you later.”
J was coming over. I suddenly felt a little eager to see her and at the same time, anxious and awkward thinking about her arrival in a short while. damn it.
To be continued..
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option69
bro, your story and the song by david tao (the one your sil dedicated to u in the bar) really ring a bell in me and brought back a lot of fond memory of a past relationship.
hope u will continue to update us.
p/s forgot the song name. issit, “love is not easy” or something like dat?
its 愛很簡單 David Tao
thanks for all your concerns about J and me.
been quite busy at work and sorry for the late reply. heres what happened after that…
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As I was waiting for her to come over, I tried again to recall what happened last night. Thought long and hard but could very vaguely remember myself slumped at the back of a car and someone helping me up to my house. I suppose J must have helped me to the door and chose to walk away before my wife came to open the door. it would surely be weird for my wife to see her bringing me back when i was out with the boys on a bachelor’s night.
As i was awaiting J’s arrival, I realised that it was gonna be the first time we are alone together after our breakup almost 1 1/2 years ago. Though the emotional pain had somewhat subsided, my feelings for her hasn’t. All along I was using time to forget the past and channeling all my energy and focus on work instead. But when faced with her again in mind, I felt I was transported by a time machine back to where I was the very day we broke up. Memories of our yesterdays came flooding back.. our confession of love towards each other, the first time we kissed and made love, our constant bickering and me poking fun at her, the many trysts we had, her birthday celebration.. I could see her face even with my eyes closed, could still hear her melodious voice and her laughter, smell her breath, see her smile, feel her touch.. it all seems so surreal.
I tried not to think too much and quickly took a cold shower even though my head was still spinning quick a bit. Once done, decided to put on a shirt instead of the usual toplessness at home. About 30mins later, I heard the doorbell. I quickly got up and open the door for J. I attempted to hide my happiness and attempted a weak smile when I saw her. She smile slightly too.
I: hey.
J: You better now? heres your lunch. got you fish soup and rice. (She was still at the gate and handled me the packed food.)
I: thanks. erm.. you want to come in and sit for awhile? (I knew deep down I was gonna be rejected but nonetheless, decided to ask.)
J looked at her watch and grimaced. After what seemed like eternity, she nodded. I was over the moon.
Without a word, she took over the packed lunch and transfered it over to a bowl in the kitchen. I was like a little sick boy, trailing after mummy and waiting for my meal. nonetheless, it was still a rather nice and warm feeling. by then I was seated at the table while she sat opposite me. I finally had a chance to see J up close after such a long time. She wasnt that little fresh out of college girl anymore but a rather attractive young woman now. The banking industry has certainly changed her. Her eyebrows were shaped and she applied makeup even on a saturday which was fairly unsual in the past. I could still smell that distinctive Chanel No. 5 perfume on her, and for the first time felt that she could carry the maturity of the scent well. She was slightly skinnier than last time but much fairer probably from her work indoors as compared to her school days. J was wearing a simple one piece dress that was flaunting her curvy figure. I must admit she looked better and more attractive than before.
I was careful not to make her feel I was scrutinising her and turned to look straight into my food and ate quietly. She just sat at the table, hands on her lap and stared blankly.
I decided to break the silence.
I: really sorry again for bothering you last night and then now again. Seems like I am forever bringing problems to you. ( I cursed myself right after I said it.. why must I say things related to the past?!)
*silence*
J: why did you drink so much?
I: its my buddy’s bachelor’s night. otherwise I wouldn’t have drank so much and furthermore be in a ktv if not entertaining clients. by the way, who sent me back last night?
J: your friend xxxx and me.
I: hmm.. does you sis know you sent me back? (still trying to figure out)
J: no, I helped you to your doorstep and was hoping you could at least be sober enough to open the door yourself.
I: then how did I get in here without your sis knowing?
J: I tried for a long time to wake you up but failed. in the end, I gave up and pressed the bell and left before my sis opened the door.
I: oh.. so how long were we sitting outside?
J: more than an hour.
I felt a little touch that she still bothered to do that. I diverted the topic and went on to ask her about her job but was also careful not to thread into the past or be drawn into any conversations that would do so. I was simply contented just looking at her, having her beside me and talking general stuff. J started talking more freely and was bitching about her boss and job. The lunch was actually making my stomach churn a little but I was still trying my best to eat really slowly and drag my time spent with J. Eventually, still had to finish the last drop of soup and rice albeit in the slowest possible time. J hinted she needed to go already.
I: what are you doing after this?
J: just going taka to get some books and magazines.
I: with boyfriend?
J: no.
I: not meeting him today?
J: no.
somehow, I still couldnt get over that jackass since the one and only time I met him last year. I wanting very much to stop asking, but my curiosity got the better of me. I decided to ask.
I: wah, he is so busy until he cant even meet you on a saturday night?
J kept quiet.
I: you want me to drive you down?
J: oh pulleassee! you cant even walk really straight lor..
By now, my stomach was churning rather badly. I suspect it was the milk added to the fish soup. J saw my eyes twitched a little as my hand went over to rub on my tummy.
J: you ok?
I: not really. I think the milk added to the soup is making my stomach churn.
J: oh ya hor! i shouldnt have added milk! aiya! sorry..
J grabbed my arms and assisted me to the sofa. I glanced at her from the corner of my eyes and felt so much like planting a peck on her cheek or to give her a hug again. Being so physically close to her once more aroused me in a sexual way, but I was fighting against all the evil thoughts in my mind. For once, good triumphed over evil. I didnt do anything to J.
J: U better sit at the sofa and rest.
I: i think i need to vomit.
I ran to the toilet and was lucky that I was quick enough as I must have threw up at least 1/2 of what I ate. J quickly followed behind and patted my back. After I was done, we made our way back on the sofa and J was sitting next to me. I hurried her off and insisted I was fine.
J: u really ok?
I: yes. Much better after vommiting out. (I regretted saying yes the moment I said it.)
J: ok then. call me if anything.
she stood up and left.
My stomach was still churning but somewhat still very happy about how the day went. At least J was finally talking to me rather normally now.
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evilair
Bro, good progress with J. I feel that the stage is set and it is up to you to decide if you want to re-start you special relationship with J. I also feel that J is also waiting for your lead. Do decide soon else she will just remain as SIL and nothing else.
Looking forward to the next update!
Restart? I seriously don’t wanna ever think abt it. It was a shithole that we unfortunately got into.. And created this mess which could have had massive repercussions if it is ever discovered. I only hope we can get back on talking terms and a proper closure if there is ever a chance. I will be lying if I say that I am not physically attracted to her anymore but it’s impossible to have a sil as my fb esp when feelings are already involved
Yes, this relationship will never get anywhere and I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me to still secretly yearn for her.. look out for her. Fml
Yes, this relationship will never get anywhere and I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me to still secretly yearn for her.. look out for her. Just when I thought everything is going back to normal, it isn’t. Fml