I have really lost my mind, lost all hope and everything till i come to a stage that i try to end my life by drinking dentol, swallowing lots of pills and cutting my pulse…
Expecting to die ending everything since i had lost everything (money, business, and soon my wife!) and in deep debts, i still end up alive and kicking even after 2 attemps of trying. My life was all blank and hopeless.. I never went back home for 2 days. Finally due to some reasons, i went back on the third dae.. Everyone was worry waiting for me, my dad, mum, bro, wife… That is the moment which changes me to be stronger and a will to live.
I end my business soon after that incident….
Still owning about 50k debts for past 6 months, i still manage to survive till now although everyday is like a hell (feeling both physical and mental stress from my debts) to me… Don be surpised that I did end up working as cleaner, dish washer, kitchen helper! Till i manage to find a good job in april.. But working there is only as short as 1 month..
Due to the stress of repaying my debts and other reasons, i end up kept the company’s one week sales money for personnal instead banking into company account although I know i am doing a crime..
Shortly I was reported to police regarding my case….. tusday will be my court case.. Read the papers on this wednesday, my case may be written in and then you readers will know who i am!
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This will be the final of my thread
Readers, thanks for reading my story.. i know it may not be as interesting as others. Its my life story and after i went through so much, i hope readers can pickup or learn something from this thread.
my wife, Ying till now is still with me (i was very touched). Although she say she will wait for me to out from jail.. I have told her to move on her life if she met someone better while i was inside.. I reali donno if i still can give her hope after i am out. I love her, i can die for her and i want her to live happy
…( She is my love, from a whore to a angel in my life!!!)
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Bro gara, not sure if this will help or too late for your sentence tomorrow. You can request for an adjorned to get a medical report. You can still plea for leniency and if possible get a psychiatic report from IMH for your stress and depression.
hi Gara,do not do foolish things … again.
u still hv family support & u still hv life aft release.
Hi Gara,
Yr thread, is short & simple, but very touching.
Do not give up hope
All the best to you
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Gara
my wife, Ying till now is still with me (i was very touched).
That’s nice of her. That should give you hope and inspiration. Loads of it.
And hope our dear SBF boss is reading this.
Once again, thanks for sharing. I am sure a lot of us here will benefit from those lessons you learned the hard way.
As one bro suggested above, you can try to get something from IMH and plead leniency. Suicide attempts, if they were documented will surely help prove that you were having depression.
Bro u let me know that love and feeling may not last forever but u let me know that support and care is forever,hope everythings go well on your court case may the force with u
Bro Gara,
Oftenly i will only read stories over here to pass time and rarely post any comments (be it good or bad). However this time round, after reading ur story, i hope i can provide some moral support to you.. By looking at ur story, both u and your wife really went through alot. No doubt situation changes from poor to wealth, then back to poor again. But I always believe, if you and ur wife can get together and survived through all the hardships… Nothing else will pull away that. I have faith in ur wife going back to u after u serve ur sentence. You are brave, and strong.. hope this “little” setback do not pull you down.
I believe bros in SBF do feel the same too? Right?
Jiayou! We hope to see you soon back here.
Regards
Ah Max
Hi bros, just on bail out from cantonment police station n at home now..got to attend court tomorow by 9am. I am surpised some r so many feedbacks encourging me although i believe there are others who curse and thinking ‘Serve you right!!’ in their mind. Anyway, thanks for those who care and i don give a damn for those who hate n curse me for wat i did.
After all, i am not here writing this thread to seek pityness nor impress anyone! I just hope i can prevent people following my foot step… You will regret it no matter how bad, how smart and how strong you are.
I am here to share my lockup experince just now in the morning now-
I went to report to my IO about 10.30am giving in my pasport. Soon, i was made to read my statements and sign on every piece (total 5pcs). Surpisely my IO isn’t the cocky and arrongant type. So everyone process was in peace manner, i even chat with him about his job!
Soon, i was bought to basement 1 (the lockup room).. while i enter, i saw SOMEONE. Guess who… ‘The tomboy killer who had killed the gal propety agent ( the one who had reported in headline newspaper everydae for the past few daes). She is very small and skinny size, was wearing red polo-tee, escort by 3 officers (donno heading to where).. And she was handcuff in black material thing unlike us, the normal metal handcruff… (Till now, i still wondering if some one had help her in her killing and move the dead body, after seeing her in real person…its quite impossible for her to move the body alone.)
I was lead to a room, full body check by an NSF, kept all my belonging in a seal plasticbag, then lead to another room talking blood samples, take front and side pictues and lastly to the lockup room (1 free meal are provided)..The lockup room was cooling, clean about 500sqf big.. But still, My hand are to be handcruff in the lockuproom as well.. I was not alone, there another 2 in here.. a malaysian lockup same my case, another overstay (no visa).
Anyway, its a good experince for me to go through all these to learn and c hows it look it (i just take this in positive way
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Alrite, bro..me going out to catch my last movie (harry potter) with my wife and daughter. Will post some important tips/ advices (actually i intend to post yesterdae but i just too moody to do it) tonite to you brother when i back.
Hang in there bro. It is just because of your lack of willpower which have put you into this predicament. Hopefully you will be able to learn from it and not to make the same mistake again. I think your wife has forgiven you and also understand why you gambled all your $$ away. Just remember whatever happens, your family is always around to support you no matter what. Cheers