Quote:
Originally Posted by
ol’coyote
yo…it’s NEVER the end…
there will always be a silver lining after the storm clouds part…
u will probably be in for a few months…
after u r out…will be difficult to get a job…but never give up…keep looking…
take on any job that able to at least feed yourself…
from this job…work yourself up the ladder again…
if the wife / gf has not abandoned you…count yourself very lucky…
start your life with a fresh start…let the past be lessons…
to be reflected on when making decisions for the future…
Thanks for the advice and concern!
Chapter 3 - My free lucky sex (Part A)
By standing at the entrace of IPANXXXX while waiting for the bouncers allow us to go in, i can already feel my heart beat following the loud music played inside the disco.. There are sexy bitchy chicks wearing all sorts of sexy wears walking in and out, some with groups, some of their ‘customers’, some sitting and standing at the lockers area (inside the entrance) waiting for their targets to appear.
Less than 5 minutes, we are in..fully packed, crowded, squeezing our way in, but hardly to find a table to settle down. Luckily with the help of their waitress, we got a table just near to the live band area. Music and singing was loud, the bands are locals but plays well and the female singer sing with power voice.
The male locals, ang mos, even the black skin and the chicks there are all enjoying it.. (Welcome to the hell paradise full of sex,lust,women,drugs,alcohol!)
After the beers are served to us, ben and ruk went disappear. I was alone, excited but nervous, looking around the surronding and at the hot chicks but yet scared to chat or approach any of them as i just cant bear to spend my hard earn money anyhow… One short time booking include hotel will cause my half month salary gone..and so i controlled!
After bout 15mins, ben and ruk returned with a young looking thai gal.
Ben looking at me only with a wicky smile when appoaching me..
Moon is not that chio..(just passed), slim small body with only simple make-up, long black hair, dressing not sexy and abit like kampong gal, small lips but got eyes that can talk. Abit fair skin, standing about 160cm and think breast bout CUP-B.
Ruk: Gara, this is moon. my friend, just come singapore yesterdae. From same town. (speaking in broken simle english)
Moon: Sawadeekup (Looking shy during our eye contact)
Me: Sawadeekrup.
Ben: Moon now alone, no friend. Her friend go with customer already (meaning go fucking already) Me and Ruk must go soon.. You take care of moon. Ok?
Ruk communicate in thai with moon for a while and then moon looking at me shyly. Within another 10 mins, Ben and ruk left after paying another 3jugs of beers…leaving me with moon alone.
Me: how old are you? You stay singapore where?
Moon: 18. balestxxxx. (she reply slowly only after i repeat my question twice)
Me: Why u alone? where your friends?
Moon only nod her head without answering (Guess she may not even understand what i am talking)
Me: ………
………About 1 hour had passed after enjoying with each other, dancing, listening to music, drinking, smiling and eye contact with each other (without much communication).
Looking at my watch, almost 1.30am.. got to home already as got work the next dae.
Me: I want to go home already. You going back anot? i take taxi sent you to your home first. (wondering she understand anot while my hands took out $20 and pass to her as tips which ben told me to do so before she left)
Moon: Mai Hou (saying meaning don wan shaking her head and seem to be abit drunk, push my hand with the money away)
Me: …………………….You wan go my house? (Saying out without much thinking)
She paused her head and nod her head. Without hesitation, i hold her hand and off we go…
I am staying in CCK that time with onli my dad.. My dad is doing night job and so the whole house was empty when we reach home. I lead her to my bedroom, putting her bag, passing her a towel for her to clean up her face. She went to the washroom straight while i lie on my bed waiting for her to comeout and i was preparing for a shower as i reali damn tired and feeling abit dizzy. But in my mind, i am prepare to eat her after i am ok with my shower although i am tired. (Never think much of whether i need to pay her for it anot)
10 mins passed…….
Closing my eyes relaxing and waiting for my turn to shower, i hear door open sound and foot step walking nearer and nearer towards me. Before i can open my eyes, she was already on me. Not feeling heavy on me, i slowly opened my damn tired eyes..
She was on me, body covered with the towel i passed her, the water from her messy half-wet hair slowly dropped on my warm neck. I can reali see her smooth shoulder, neck, and her half-drunk expression on her face clearly with my lights on in my room.
Before i can speak or react, she lower her body and head towards me with her hair landing on my neck, ears.. I can start hearing her slow gentle breath now, her lips start touching my ears, slowly licking my left ear with her tongue.. i close my eyes, start to relax while hearing her breathing… From ears to my lips, her tongue slowly find its way into my mouth, having a tongue fight for about 2 mins with my hands hugging and touching her back to her boost, her tongue left my lips and while my eyes are closed, i can feel she lower her body and her tongue slowly lick and suck gently around my neck.
Slowly, she glab my slip on t-shirt and force it out from my body slowly , making me half naked now, her tongue starts to work again. Start from my neck, it went slowly all the way down to my left nipple while her right hand move slowly towards to my small brother (He is already awake and firm). After i automatic remove my pant and underwear…She start to suck and lick my nipple gently while her hand slowly grab and rub my small brother. All i can do is only lieing down, mourning softly while one of my hand glab her hair trying to push her head to go down lower and another hand trying to untie and removed her towel from her naked body..
Slowly and slowly, her head move lower and lower. I can still feel it with my eyes closed. Suddenly, my body feels relieve and more energtic, my 2 balls make me feel hot and cold, her tongue was the cause of it.. Licking and suck my balls gently into her mouth repeated for bout 2 mins, never to say… my penis went into her tiny mouth after then.With one of her hand grabbing my penis, the other hand wanders and rub around my naked body..
(Damn it, trust me..thais are good in sex compared to local gals after she show me what she can do for the start)
While i can feel and glance her head moving up and down with my penis feeling warm and cool again and again, i move my right hand to reach her CUP-B breast, then glab and start massage it gently … It is soft yet firm, smooth and believe me, although her nipples are in chocalate colour and not in pink… Her firm nipple head will reali makes you want to lick and suck them.
She lick around the head of my penis……………………………………… ……………….. (To be Continue ‘Part B)………………………………………… .
Chapter 3 - My free lucky sex (Part B)
While my penis are as hard as a hammer in her mouth now, her sucking and blowing are becoming more faster and aggressive. I control myself by lying down without moving much as i want and see whats her next move, although I do realli wan to push her down, sucking and liping her nipple and using my finger to dig into her sussy hole in return!
I closed my eyes again, relaxing my mind and after a while of her continuous blowing, I can feel her body movement suddenly, Slowly opening my eyes to s whats she up to, Watching her tooking out a condom from her bag nearby our bed, then slowly put it onto my penis!
She slowly climb up and sit on me with her right hand glabbing my penis straight and slowly by slowly, she place my penis deep into her hole without my penis feeling hurt (Shes already wet).
(To be honest, I hate to use condom in sex…It always take me a long time to cum wearing the condom and can’t feel much when fucking, only the last 10 second cumming part will feel the same as not wearing… But for safety purpose, no choice)
She ride on me using 1st gear speed… I can now see her full naked body clearly! Nice smooth body with slight curves, firm soft breast which i can fully cover and glab by one hand, average looking face and a small rose tatoo at the upper left side of her breast!
Without hesitation, both my hands went and glab her breasts, massaging it, her mourning voice are louder and louder when she shift her gear speed from 1 to 2, then 2 to 3 (meaning she ride on me faster and faster).
Few minutes passed, i wake my body up, turned her around, positioning her tiny firm boost facing me in doogie style, with my eyes looking at her pussy virgina… I jet my penis into it… (‘Yah….’ She mourn out loud) Without giving her a time break, i start to my engine, jetting her hard and deep.. In and out, in and out… I can feel my heartbeat beating faster and faster.. With my left hand playing her left nipple and my right hand hold and glabbing tight her hair, minutes had passed and i start to jet her faster and faster… All i can hear now is my deep breadthing, her bitchy mourning voice and the sound: BIAN! BIAN! BIAN! BIAN!!!!!
I know She cuming… and i want to cum with her, I turn her around, slowly glab her shoulder and land her lying down on my bed… Using my both hands to spread her two slim legs apart, I jet my penis into the centre of her hole gentlely… I lower my head, lick and suck her left nipple and with my hand massage and play around her right breast. My penis going in and out fast and hard in my every move now.. She glab and pull my hair.. and we HA…….HA………HA………………………. ………………………………………….. ……………….OUT!!!!My soldiers are finally out trapped inside the rubber while she lying on bed, breathless, releasing her hand slowly from my hair!
My head slowly landed down on her breast area and……………………………………….. .( To be continue Part C)………………………………………… ………..
Chapter 4 - The whore from Tower Of Sex who change my life (Part A)
I lie on her body……………………Sent her back home in the late morning when i was on the way work (Skipping the minor details due to limited time I have. Readers can ask me anything if wan to know what happen to us in between)
We did exchange and meet each other always a few times in Orchard Tower and end up going to my house to have free sex war for the next 2 weeks. There was no real feeling involved in this relationship (Acutally i have a 3years local gf). Shes not the type i love but i am just attracted and hunger for her body. Till one day, she told me no more… She got a ang mo take care her as well and hes coming back to singapore soon. Thats the reason on we end this but still remain as ‘friends’.
Weeks passed….
Till one day evening, Moon came to my working place with Ying (Mentioned in chapter 1).. To find ben for hair colour and hair treatment. Ruk (boss gf) not with them as she went back thailand. I was abit surpised as it has been bout 2 weeks i and moon had not contacting each other.. While Ben settle the hair treatment for Moon, i shampoo the hair for Ying (i work as shampoo boy).. We had eye contact with smile through the mirror while i shampoo her hair and giving her a good long head massage (all lasted bout 20 mins..its ok cos whole salon i only work with ben and there are other customers).
Ben had settle the treatment for Moon and now start colour for Ying.. Need to wait at least another 1 hour to close shop. I sat the seat in between Ying and Moon to wait after my jobs done. I know Moon turns her head to me once awhile looking at me (i just act to read magazine)
Suddenly…
Ying: You massage good…
Me: …………. (giving a smile back and was surpised she speak english to me)
Ying: You how old?
Me: 21….
Ying: xxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxx xxxxx(Looking at me smiling through the mirror while commuicate with Moon in Thai then)
Moon: xxxxxx xxxxx xxxxx (in thai language reply to Ying)
Then they laugh…. (What the fuck? Talking about me? I wonder..)
After the hair are done, they waited for me and ben to close shop… eat dinner together nearby and then, once again..we decided to head down to orchard tower for chill out!
And everything that change my life starts in this moment……………………( to be continue Part B)…………………………..
Chapter 4 - The whore from Tower Of Sex who change my life (Part B)
During the 2 hours dinner session with ben (my boss), ying and moon, somehow i get to know more about the background of Moon and ying although they can’t communite in good english to..Ben (my boss) somehow are able to translate it (He learn his thai langage from his thai gf).
Moon and ying are actually good friends even before they come singapore,
which i believe beside Ben ,Ying also know about my unusual relationship before with Moon.
Ying just came back to singapore 1 day ago from indonesia (her ang mo who take care her are posted there to work there shortly after they met each other in orchard tower)…which is the reason on y i never meet Ying again ever since our first meet-up (mentioned in chaper 2). She got a week visa staying in singapore now, then got to go back indonesia again … Moon has a ang mo take care her as well which she met him bangkok even before she decided to come singapore to find more extra money.. Her ang mo are posted to singapore to work suddenly which is the main reason that led me n her stop everything. Ying is 25yrs old (4 years older), married once but divorced. Got 1 daughter (3yrs old) in thailand. A single mum whom got no choice but to come singapore to work for survival. She can listen and understand english, only the speaking part is diffcult for her. She was lucky enough to meet a ang mo who sent money to her and take care her shortly just after 1 week after she came to singapore.
The first impression (in chaper 2) Ying to me was i find her was normal. But after the dinner, i was somehow attracted to her which i cant explain clearly wat and why is it.. Its a feeling that is unexplainable and make me want to know more and more about her yet i know i am nothing to her compare to her ang mo.. 1 thing i notice she don seem to be happy and willingli to talk much about life in indonesia and about her ang mo…
For moon, i will not mention more about her now as she is already a history whom left me a unforgrtable memory.
Its getting 1.30am by the time we (Ben, me, ying and moon) reach Orchard Tower. While deciding which pub (less crowded) to settle down, a phone from Ben’s wife was made to ben.. He left after answering the call. (i know something must happen to him and his wife..the unhappy expression was all over his face when he told me he got to go which i never ask him much about it)
With only me, Ying and Moon.. We end up going back the pub (Quexxx Bar) where i first met Ying (mentioned in chapter 2). Its a Tuesday nite, not much crowd and chicks in the pub.. We sat a table at the corner near the pool table. We chillout, play pool, dancing and we manage to finish up a bottle of Chivas (i pay from the money win from my soccer bets) by 3.30am (pub closing) The pub start switch on the lights and music are off at 3.30am,..We are drunk. I seat down on the tall chair, closing my eyes to relax for a while before leaving. Then Ying appoach me, standing in front of me, she place her hands on my head and start doing some head massage for me.
(She say to me: Close your eye.. i massage you to feel good)
I open half of my eyes looking at her blurly and closed it again as told. Her hands are warm on my forehead.. Feeling her fingers moving around, massaging from my forehead to my face then to shoulder, Her massage was slow, gentle yet strong enough to relax my mind, body and soul. My penis do react alittle along the way while she massage…
Her massage was good enough! She stopped after about 5 minutes..
Ying: Feel good?
Me: Thank you (nodding my head with my eyes half open)
Moon:…..(Sat another chair just beside Ying looking at us smiling)
We silence for 10 second
Me: Can you teach me? (Looking at Ying)
Ying: Can. (He expression shows like she think i am joking)
Me: When?
Ying:……..
Me: Today?
Ying: Huh? Now? Here? (Showing a look full of surpise)
Me: ………………………………….Go my home (I am drunk and don reali know what i want to talk at that moment, but i am reali keen to learn the head massage)
Ying…….(Turning her face to Moon)
Then Ying and moon communicate in thai to each other (i donno what they talk), i went to washroom to vomit during their conversation………….
Ying and moon was already standing at the entrance waiting for me when i back from my vomit.
Ying: Take taxi sent Moon go home first, ok?
Moon: ………..(in silence looking at me with her drunk red eyes, smiling)
Me: ok.. Then you? (Looking at Ying) Go back tomlixxxx or go teach me massage?
Ying: Your home got people?
Me: Now no.
Ying:…..(Nodding her head)
Ying holds moon hand, while i voluteer to carry their bags. We walk to taxi stand, got up a taxi shortly.. First to balesxxxx senting Moon then back to CCK with only me and Ying
.( in taxi, i wonder what Ying and moon had talk about (communicate in thai after i ask ying to go back with me)? Why ying is willingly to follow me home? Wats moon and ying thinking as i alreadi had sex with moon before and now tell ying to go with me? whats so special about me?…….But readers, believe me..that moment i just reali only want ying to teach me the head massage so i can use it on my customers while shampooing for them during work!)
We reach home about 4.30am, Bringing her to my bedroom to settle down and put her stuffs. I went to toilet for another round of vomit.. I came back to my room after my vomit and a quick shower, Ying are alreadi lying on the bed without her shirt on but still with her bra on……………..
………………………..(To be continue - Chapter 5 Heaven and Hell, the happiness and suffering)……………………………….
Chapter 5 -Heaven and Hell, the happiness and suffering (Part A)
Her plain black t-shirt was on the floor, i can’t see clearly how good is her body as with the lights off and i was shack after vomit. She lie on my queen’s size bed hugging on my pillow, sleeping sideway with her long hair covering her face. When i look at the bin, i know she must had vomited quite alot while i was at the toilet. I went to bed as well after wearing my home clothes. We did not talk while i sleep beside her on the bed. I feel uncomfortable nothing to hug for sleep as she took away my pillow. I turn my body to her (her back facing me) puting my hand across her waist (no reaction from her as she was alreadi asleep) and i close my eyes….
Nothing happened throughout, both of us are die sleeping…….
I open my eyes, it was already 11am and it was raining heavily (This day i off, no need go work). Seeing her sitting on the bed (with her shirt on already) with her back facing me..sketching her head and body… I know She had just woke up as well. I move my hand and touch her back, She turn to me……….
Me: Good morning.
Ying: Morning
Me: How r you feeling? (touch her forehead with my right hand)
Ying: Hangover.. hurt head. (Then lie down on bed and sleep beside me)
Me: You want coffee?
Ying: Wait…
Me: What time you must go?
Ying:…..(No reply)
I look at her very clearly now (she sleep facing me but her eyes are closed). Her looks is not the sweet type nor cute type. Her look is like Jacelyn Tay (ex mediacrop actress who went bankrupt before) i just can’t keep my eyes off her cos honestly, shes the type i like. Without thinking much, i move my body to her nearer.
While i was about to kiss her, she tried to turn her head away.. Using a bit of force, i manage to kiss her while she was trying to push me away. My tongue went into her mouth, touching and twist with her tongue. She try to resist but stop and let off her hands on bed shortly. (I know I got her now from her body language. I don expect any service from her..i just want to serve her well) I slowLy move my hand, touching her from her face to her body. Slowly by slowly, my hand went undereath into her shirt, reaching her breast, i glab it gently (it was soft and i can feel it was huge.. She start to breath harder) I removed her shirt and bra, then using my tongue to lick her from her lips down to her nipple (She is closing her eyes all the way, no resist and i can hear her deep breathing all the while). My fingers start to play around her right nipple and once my mouth reach her left nipple, i suck it hard yet lick the nipple around with my tongue gently inside my mouth.
I can hear her moaning starts and i know she is relaxing and enjoying it..
My hand starts remove her jean and underwear. Then use my second finger to rub against her vingina, It was already slightly wet.
Her pussy was shaved cleanly
.. My mouth went to her lips again ,kissing her mouth to mouth. I jet my finger into her hole (she moans slightly louder). Digging it till it was wet enough, I jet my penis in (as i can’t wait and control any longer)…
It was warm and tight
!
………………….( To be continue - Part B)…………………..
Apologise to all readers who have follow my thread from the start till now.
Today is already sunday and it will be my last day of freedom. Need to report to Cantonment Complex tomorrow by 10.30am to hand in my passport and attend court on tues. So i got to settle alot of personnal things by today!
However, i will not left this thread uncomplete.. Now i got to summerise my story as short as possibe. Bear with it and hope you read till the veri end for me. And then you will find out my main motive for writing this out..
Thank you!
The first sex with Ying was unforgetable and we did a 2nd round shortly on the same dae……..
We did spend days together thereafter. Like any normal couples, I bought her to movies (I still remeber our veri first movie watching together is ‘Fast and furious Part 1’, watch it at the old marina square), having lunch and dinner, tour her around singapore. I will always go meet her without fail after my work. All my mind are only on Ying at that period, thinking of her every moment whenever i am not with her. Although i know she is a whore, fucked for money, already have a daughter, and also got a ang mo whom take care her (she doesnt like him and only did it for money)… I can tell you that i am reali crazy about her till i reali don mind where she come from and what she do. Power of love, its a feeling that is totally different with all my ex before which make me want her to be with me (some friends did think that she do spell on me, which i think is impossible becuase i got nothing for her to hope). I even ditch my singapore gf (3 years relationship) for her…
I can say we are deeply in love shortly. She moved in and stay with me soon.. we spend even more times together thereafter. There are happiness, sadness, suffering and enjoyment.. For the start We had communication problem, different thinking on cluture, food was another issue (She don get use on chinese food), I was jealous and hurt whenever she go back indonesia to meet the ang mo which make me always sleepless at night (think and imagine image one her with the ang mo) while she was away with the ang mo and went back thailand whenever her visa is finish. Sometimes she will purposely tell me to stop everything as she is not a decent girl and is not good enough for me. Asking me what care for her so much?
Yet We do had happy moments.. she cook for me almost everydae, we drink wine and spending time communicate with each other every nite, we had wonderful and romantic sex in nites trying out all sorts of positions everytime. We massage each other oftenly and spend times at home watching dvd… My dad never reali care and nor go againest our relationship as well.
I did went holidae with her in bangkok leaving good memories
There are moments that I did ask myself on is she worth enduring and torturting myself for this relationship? What can i do for her? Do we reali have a future? Can we really be together forever?
Months passed, i decided to quit my job as shampoo boy just for our future. I need to commit more for her. First i ask her to get married, i want her to stay in singapore longer..( that time stay of visa is only 2weeks per visit and flights are expensive as buget airlines still have not started yet). We got rom in singapore, most of my relatives attend our rom day.. And Moon attend as well. (We got blessing from Moon)…
We never did any wedding dinner after rom (No money but still we are already veri happy)…
Soon after she stop her relationship with the ang mo for me. But time was hard for us at first, she want to change for me and care for my feeling by stopping, but yet she can’t find any job as shes still not a PR which lead her no choice but to go back orchard tower ’not’ to sell body, but work to sell ladies drinks (make commission) and find tips from the male customers (entertaining them by chatting and playing pools). At that period of time, my new job’s income are not able to support the both of us. We got moments so poor till sharing meals together, sharing every single cents we had together. There was even a dae (till now i cant forget) that we left only $2 to survive. (Still we manage to go past that hard moment).
However, heaven is helping us…Things start to turn well soon. I manage to apply a long term visa for her and i also manage to get a better job working in one of the biggest retail company in singapore as manaement trainee.
(First month was tough for me as no much money for standby, i ate on apples, oranges and lasi lemak for lunch and control back home for dinner after work)
But Working in this company had change our life better. I work hard and commit all my time and energy for 3 years.. And this 3 years of my hard work had got my wife a PR status, a average monthly income of $3.5k, held a marriage function in her hometown thailand… And most important of all, she doesnt need to go back orchard tower to find money. She came to work with me in the company operating one of the largest store in singapore together. We work hard, 10am-10pm 6 days per week daily till we have some savings and got credit cards and cashine facuilty from banks.
In year 2007, While life is getting better, we bought her daughter over to singapore to stay with us and study here. But Our mindset in work start to change soon after our daughter is in singapore. We start to feel tired in this current job slowly and we had no time for our daughter! With other reasons and oppuntity involved, we choose to resign and start our own business.
Starting out in retail trade, we rent a shop in one of the mall in singapore (I used up most saving and cashline funds) and import our goods from manufactuers in thailand. Lucky enough we not making looses and business was ok for us for the first year although our income is not as much as wat we made before. We had more time in famiy.
(But I and my wife starts to quarrel more often due to business and work)
Year 2008, as the shop contract are ending.. i decided to not to continue and switch to wholesale/ distribution trade. With this and other reasons involved, my dad sold our house in CCK for $240k to support…….
With the support extra funds, our new business plan are able to kickoff smoothly.. Business was develop fast and good in coming 2 years till 2010.
(Year 2010) Years passed quickly, i and ying have already be together and married for 6 years. Things and relationship had slowly change throughout in this long duration, to be frank, although we are together seeing each other days and nites, i just feel our love,sweetness and romantic moments are no longer strong same before. She starts to change, more business-minded now which is totally different from her before. Our sex life had reduce as well… Her daughter are growing older and giving me more headache. Business starts to drop, our clients dragging payments, some run away, business competitors keep increasing.. all expenses increase onli sales of business keep dropping.
It was a veri tough and stressful year for me in both work and relationship.
In year 2010 december, my wife went back to hometown with daughter for 1 month as usual (school holidae). I am alone again taking care of business for whole month.. One day feeling stress and bored, I made my first visit alone to marinabay sands casino …
MY BIGGEST NIGHTMARE BEGINS……………………
My first visit to casino won me about 3k and second visit (the following day) won me about 8k. I go back again and again thereafter hoping to win more to support my company and settle the business debts to banks asap.
But weeks later, believe me…i lost back $130k in MBS and RWS (all savings including company funds)
Ever since, everything change, she also change.. Sad, angry and disappointed in me after she come back and know the truth. Theres the veri first moment we coming to a divorce stage!
That moment, I have really lost my mind, lost all hope and everything till i come to a stage that i try to end my life by drinking dentol, swallowing lots of pills and cutting my pulse…
……….(to be continue)………..