This story that I am writing does not contain a lot of sex & it is extremely long winded. Please feel free to steer clear of it and I apologise for taking up bandwidth if it does not interest you.
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It has been a difficult period for me. V has left for good. Now I am left with an empty heart & an empty house that is full of what once belonged to us. As I close the door behind me & scanned through the living room, vivid images of her come to life in my mind. Even though I was agreeable to the divorce after giving it much thought, I really believed that there was no love between us. Not until she has left.
The saying is true. We will only treasure what we have lost. I have lost a soul mate who had never bared her soul to me. I had chosen to believe that there was a lack of love only to realize now I am full of emptiness.
These past 4 years seem to have passed like a whirlwind. I can’t begin to make head nor tail of it. 2 years in a relationship & 2 years of marriage & suddenly everything’s over. How did I end up in this predicament?
I picked up a photo frame on the side table next to the sofa. It was a picture of us taken in a pub somewhere in town. Little by little, flashbacks of the day I held her in my arms trickled into my confused mind.
Back then I was already in a relationship with a girl called D for close to 4 years & we were the happiest & most loving couple amongst our group of friends for throughout those years, we had never once fought nor quarreled.
One day while at her place, D had suggested we should get married & live together to take things 1 step higher. My heart skipped a beat.
Me: Are you proposing to me?
D: Can I? (Trying to look serious while suppressing a silly grin)
Me: Ya right, now I become the pussy? (Not sure where this conversation was going. Was it a joke or what)
D: Will you say yes if I actually propose to you? (Still with that silly grin)
Me: Ok, break it off now. Quit joking. (I don’t find it funny anymore)
D: I’m serious. (And she knelt down & whipped out a gold ring from nowhere)
I lost track of time as I just stood there staring at the ring she was holding between her right thumb & index finger with my mouth half opened.
D: So will you marry me? Please? (Now she looked real serious & sincere about it)
Me: I… What… You… Ring… (I was totally incoherent & my mind was a total blank)
D: Is that a yes?
Me: Uh… You… (I slowly leaned forward & reach out to her raised hand while both my feet were still rooted to the spot)
She smiled & slid the ring into my middle finger. It was loose. The ring was too big but it did not matter. I was dumbfounded. I was at a total loss for words & all I could do was to stand there & stare at the ring.
D stood up & flung both arms around my neck & hugged me really tight. After what seemed like an eternity, I finally brought myself back to Earth & looked her straight in the eyes. D has the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen. That pair of eyes were what attracted me to her in the first place. Those eyes looked even more alluring as water gathers all over it. She started to tear uncontrollably and for once in my life, I cried along with her too. We just stood there hugging & sobbing away.
D: I was so worried you will reject me! (Choking on her words)
Me: I was so shocked you actually proposed to me & even bought a real ring!
She raised her hand & showed me the gold ring on her own finger.
Me: Hey! I’m supposed to put it on for you!
D: That doesn’t matter anymore.
She hugged me even tighter after those words & we just stood there, frozen in time.
Next morning, we rang up our pack of friends to meet up in the pub that 1 of the girls was working in. We could hardly compose ourselves but refused to let them know what was the agenda. We tried to sound solemn & only said it was something very important.
V was a bartender there & our cluster of friends was there too. She was wiping the counter when we arrived. All of them had a sickly worried face as we walked towards them.
V: You got me very worried the whole day. What happened?
I kept quiet & let D do the talking. The rest of the gang just closed in on us.
D: Let us have a beer first.
V fumbled with the mugs & hurriedly tapped 2 beers for us.
The rest of the gang started asking the same question too but D just sipped on the beer before emptying half of it in 2 gulps. I took her cue & emptied the mug before placing it back on the counter.
D: Last night something happened…
Everyone quiet down & looked at her. Bracing themselves for some bad news.
D: MoralEthics proposed to me!!!
What the melons??? Everyone gasped for a second before breaking out in cheers & laughter.
Me: Wait a minute! She was the 1 who proposed to me!!!
Everyone was still laughing all over and 1 of the guys put his arm across my shoulders before saying
Guy: Hahaha! Come on lah, propose to girlfriend also scared people know meh? Hahahaha!
I was still living in suspension while looking at D & she just stuck her tongue out at me before turning around & hugging the giggling girls.
I sort of settled down later & stop insisting she was the 1 who went down on her knees instead because seriously, I doubt anyone will believe my words on this. Not that my words carried no credibility but it just sounds absurd to all of them, including myself! I resigned to my fate & just drank away to each cheering mug of beer. Happy too that D and I were getting married.
It was somewhere then that V took out a digital camera from under the bar counter & started taking pictures of D & I.
V: I want you all to remember this very day! For my best friend D is getting married!
We posed for a few pictures together & then with our friends too. When D excused herself & made her way to the restroom to relief herself, V came up to me & passed the camera to 1 of the guys.
V: Here, help me with this. I want to take a picture with MoralEthics, the only guy in this world meant for D!
I put my arms around her waist & we both tried to show the camera all 64 of our teeth.
I wasn’t sure how many barrels of beer we drank that night but most of us were stoned by closing time. D was lying on the couch giggling away with a few of the girls while I had some problem keeping my balance on the barstool. 2 of the guys had their faces flat on the bar counter while oddly, V seemed very sober. Maybe because she still had to run the show. I reached out my mug at her.
Me: Where’s your beer? Cheers!
V tapped another beer for herself & our mugs clinked before finishing the content.
V: I am really very happy for the both of you. You 2 have my most sincere & well wishes to a wonderful marriage & lots of kids! Hahaha!
I laughed at the mention of kids, not sure if I am ready to be a father. I mean I’m well known to be a destructive person but to pro-create? To me, bringing a new life into this world ain’t no laughing matter. It requires much consideration & careful planning. And patience too.
V: I want to be the godmother of all your kids! Hahaha!
Thinking back then, I believe V was high too but I could be wrong. It was already past closing time & the other 2 waitresses told her it was time to close before they get into trouble with the law. I think they just want to go home. I can’t seem to be able to recall how they looked like. Maybe they weren’t attractive at all. That might explain why we had the pub almost all to ourselves, except for a few old men who slipped in once in a while for a beer or two before disappearing shortly after.
1 by 1 we stumbled out of the pub & some of them were madly flailing their arms at every passing car, believing all were taxis. Screaming after the cars that zoomed past without stopping.
I was gripping onto D while trying to keep my balance. My head was spinning all over. D was mumbling something & giggling to herself with her eyes closed. I managed to sit her by the roadside without her falling before dropping my butt hard on the concrete floor. Somehow my hand found my pack of cigarettes & I stuck one in my mouth. While seated on the ground, it was really hard to dig for a lighter in the pockets. It doesn’t help too that my jeans were very fitting. V had just locked the doors & she offered a light to me. I tried putting 1 end of the cigarette to the flame but just couldn’t get to it.
V: Look at you. You can’t even light a cigarette. Did you really drink that much?
Usually, I am the sober one. I never liked to drink till this state where I can hardly control myself but I can’t speak the same for the rest of them. They all like to get themselves wasted on alcohol. I’m not sure if they enjoyed puking all over but certainly I dread the sight of it, not to mention the pungent odour too.
Me: Mm… Ff… Pff…
V pulled the unlighted cigarette out of my mouth.
V: You were saying?
She then helped to light it for me before putting it between my fingers.
Me: Me… very happy tonight! Hahaha!
And that was all I remembered before knocking out.
I was awoken by a very ticklish sensation and when I opened my eyes, I only saw D’s head between my thighs with 1 hand holding my dick above her head & gently waving it back at me before squeezing it harder & harder till my dickhead turned dark red. She had both my balls in her mouth & she was sucking hard & twirling her tongue all over it. In between that electrifying & sensational feeling plus all that erotic slurping sound, it kinda hurt too but the pleasure overwhelmed the pain. I just closed my eyes & let her carried on.
Nice buildup for your story.
Bro, I think it happens to some of us. For me at least, didn’t marry my first love and the one I marry will be unmarried from me in the near future as we already have signed deed of separation. Once three years up, 99.9% will move to file for divorce.
Look on the bright side, if you have no children they will not have to go through trying to figure out why their parents are not together and was it their fault.
Hahaha… so you have decided to write!
Didn’t know we are in the same boat - divorced.
Waiting in anticipation to read more!
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rhys
Nice buildup for your story.
Bro, I think it happens to some of us. For me at least, didn’t marry my first love and the one I marry will be unmarried from me in the near future as we already have signed deed of separation. Once three years up, 99.9% will move to file for divorce.
Look on the bright side, if you have no children they will not have to go through trying to figure out why their parents are not together and was it their fault.
Well, I sort of realise I will eventually end up where I am today because I always felt distant from the one closest to me. In fact, up till today the only people who are really close to me are less than a handful & they are the ones who did not backed down when I stood up.
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Oink Oink
Hahaha… so you have decided to write!
Didn’t know we are in the same boat - divorced.
Waiting in anticipation to read more!
Nowadays there are so many of similar status around that it is no longer odd but more of the norm. Sad that this is how our society has become.
I will continue to write next week as I do not wish to spend the weekend alone in this house. I’ll have a better time somewhere else that can take my mind off this by doing something meaningful.
My head was no longer spinning but every pulse felt like a sledgehammer pounding on it. I tried to brush it aside & concentrate on what D was doing but to no avail. The hammering just got stronger to the extent that I felt my head was cracking open. I stopped D & just grabbed my head hard hoping that the headache will go away.
D: Are you ok? (Sort of mumbling with my balls still in her mouth)
Me: Please stop. My head is killing me!
D dropped my balls out of her mouth & snuggled up next to me. She pushed my hands away & gently massaged my head. Not that it helped but I still let her. With my eyes still closed, I asked her
Me: What happened last night?
D: We were all wasted except V. She sent us back. I have no idea how but she did it.
I tried opening my eyes again & this time round, I realize I was in unfamiliar grounds. The color of the room was wrong. The bed was a single bed, unlike the queen sized bed that both D & I had in our own rooms. I looked around & everything seemed foreign to me.
Me: Where are we?
D: V’s house. This is her room.
Me: Huh? What are we doing here?
Before D could answer me, the door swung open & V walked in. When she saw that I was naked from the waist down with my rod pointing to the ceiling, she let out a scream & ran out of the room slamming the door behind her. I still had no idea what happened until I realize my dick was exposed. D was laughing away and I heard V shouting from outside the room.
V: You guys!! Those are new sheets!!
I tried to pull my boxers & jeans up from my ankles but I just couldn’t sit up. D helped me do so while still giggling away.
D: He’s kept my toy. Come in!
The door opened slowly & V’s head slowly peeped in, making sure I am fully covered before stepping in.
V: You 2 are terrible! Taking advantage of my kindness & dirtying my new sheets!
D: We did not. We have not even started!
And the 2 of them started quibbling before I slowly drifted back to sleep.
I just remembered that I left my laundry in the washing machine since Friday evening. I’ll continue later if I’m not tired.
Its always better to go separate ways once the relationship stops working…Nothing is worse than getting stuck in a loveless relationship and you cant even get out…
Pitching tent and my popcorn all ready…