Thursday morning, when i reach the office saw May talking to H at his desk. Totally know she is trying to flirt with him from her body action. Somehow decided to lunch alone that day and somehow bump into H. Since he was eating alone too, we decided to have lunch together. To be safe, we decided to lunch somewhere further from our workplace to avoid seeing some familiar faces. H was curious and ask me how come im eating alone that day, i replied saying i had some issues with May. Even though H tried to find out more, i just brush him off saying it a girl’s issue. That day after lunch, May keep walking pass H desk and try to flirt with him whenever she had a chance. But at the same time, i know H will be pretty safe from her cause i know H will never go out on a private date with her unless im joining too.
Guess what this morning, my phone woke me up while im still sleeping. It was really unusual to received an early morning sms I thought. I was shock when I open whatapps, May send me a picture. It was a picture of H sleeping soundly. May follow by saying she did it thrice with him and he was really great, now she understand y I wanted to keep H for myself. May follow by saying since she already got what she want, we should not be fighting over him. May then ask me out for lunch, as I was really curious what happen I quickly agreed. Somehow I was feeling pretty sore that H did it with her somehow. During lunch I found that May manage to ask H out on Friday night. Actually H agreed to the date somehow as he hope he can help both of us solve our differences as what May say. May told me she told H that night that I actually told her what happen between us. I guess H must be thinking im such a big mouth now. May also say H feel pretty shock to know that she know so many stuff abt me and H. May proudly told me that sex with H was great that night and H agreed to whatever she want that night, she basically treat H like a sex slave. When May went into the details of the sex act they did that night, it kind of affect me deep down, but at the same time I was pretending not be bothered by it. I was really sore that all this happen between them
sorry for the lack of update
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well after hearing what may told me that day i was really feeling sore abt what happen. Somehow i thought to myself dun ever spoil a friendship becos of a men and after all may and i were really good friends to begin with. Somehow i manage to get H off my mind for a couple of weeks till last Saturday. Somehow while i was out last Saturday someone tap me on my shoulder. I was rather shock to see H actually, somehow he told me he was doing part-time and ask me to keep it a secret. To be frank i was shock to see someone from my co doing part-time . After all im sure H was earning quite well with his position in the co and was surprised how come he was doing some part-time job. For whatever reason I agreed to catch a movie together after he knock off as I have no plans that night.
After movie we decided to head for my place for some drinks, however after few drinks I got bolder and question him how come he actually slept with May. I told him May actually told me what happen actually. H reply was simple, he told me he treat me as a friend and will never want to bed me. He slept with May that night cause he was really angry to find out his ex was still fooling around, somehow he feel like fooling around to get back in a way or another. Honestly I was really please that for once there is actually a guy who get close to me not because of my sexual appeal.
Missyqueenie back with update
was pretty busy for the last couple of weeks. Anyway H has been going out with me for normal activities lately. It was just simple clean fun whereby we will meet up for food, sports and movies. Somehow after knowing him i have been sleeping early, cut now on my drinking and smoking.
Just last weekend , we decided to go over to my place for a swim again. However this time round we started pretty late and was only back at my place at around 10pm. We then proceed to watch DVD on my bed, well we have been doing this for couple of times already without engaging in other activates. Mainly it will be DVD and then both of us will sleep. However the mood seem to be right that night as i did observe he was semi erected while watching dvd. I guess he was horny that night and so i move closer to hug his waist him while watching DVD. Somehow i sense he was fully erected at the moment my body was leaning towards his. At this point i guess he does have his need too and tired to touch his penis. Well H didnt stop me and begin leaning his body towards me. I guess he did enjoy being touch by me, i then proceed to pull down his boxer before giving him a blowjob. Well it feel really good doing a blowjob for him, when he was about to ejaculate he did try to move his penis away from me but however I told him it alright to shoot it itside. While he was cuming, I tried to suck him harder and faster and I could really sense his body shivering to goodness. However as I really hate the taste of cum, I proceed quickly to spit it off in the wash basin before going back. It feel really good to break H barrier that night.
When im back, I joked that we must not be selfish as he has already satisfy his needs while I have not. Honestly I was indeed joking to him but somehow I guess he got the wrong idea. He place a pillow for me and ask me to lie back while shifting back. Maybe as I know he will like to return the favor, I did as what was told. H proceed to gave me a really good session of oral sex, I have to admit he is really good with his mouth as I did cum quite a few times in quick succession.. It was only when I ask him to stop then he stop. I guess he will have go on forever if I did not bring a end to it but somehow I really couldn’t take it anymore. I feel I will die of heart attack if it goes on LOL. After we wash up, we proceed to sleep with H lying in my arms. I feel he really adorable, H feels just like a young kid in his sleeping position. But somehow I guess he was really insecure.
To be continued.
Merry xmas to everyone
im back again updating after a long break. Let just say H finally became my men, not of Bf gf status but maybe a friend/FB. As usual we still do what normal couple do but of course he does give me what i want whenever i ask him to bunk over the weekend. And sex was good especially i know he clean and not fooling around .Well of course im scared im too attached over him cause i do know we will never get married and i feel he pretty guility for having this kind of rs at the moment. Let just say he pretty traditional and of course i do know he will want to venture into a normal rs one day.
Let just say becos of H appearance, i had a super good sex life. We tried many different stuff and of course im the one requesting for it. One day while reading a article abt prostate massage, i have the idea of doing it for him but of course i do not know how to tell him. i just feel bad for wanting my hands up his ass but i really do want to do it after reading abt it. Came the weekend where he was suppose to stay over at my place, as usual i began teasing him during watching tv and before he knew it , my hands were all over him. As usual i love giving him the routine blowjob just that this time i begin teasing the area near his anal. After he got pretty arouse, i begin apply some lub and begin touching him. Of course im so scared he wont like it. In order to make sure he relax, i begin frenching him. After a while with my lube fingers i begin by slowly pusing my middle finger inside him. I guess he was pretty shock by his body reaction, but i did calm him and assure him it will be fine. Being curious myself , i told him to lie down and relax while i slowly insert into him. Let just say it does feel really good to be doing this dirty deed on him. With one hand in his ass and the other on his penis, it didnt take long for him to cum. And boy the ejucalation was really strong this time and can sense he had a great orgasm. Let just say from that day onwards, this became part of my routine on him.
Then came one day while i was browsing a sex shop, this pretty cute strap on attracted me. Let just say i brought it. Came one of the saturday when H was over my place again, as usual we had our swim and meal. But somehow maybe beocs of my pms, i got into a arguement while in the pool with an “inconsiderate” person. Let just say it was a bad day and i was pretty angry at H as he wasnt really supportive of that arguement i got in. But being a patience man he is, he put up with my tantrum.
Came that night while H was lying flat down , i begin my move on him. But having the thought of using the strap on on him and being the angry bitch that night. I request we try something different and took 2 towel to tie up his hands. Not wanting to dissapoint me, H agreed not knowing what i had in mind. After tieing his hands, i remove his pants and begin pushing my lube fingers slowly into his ass. Somehow i know he didnt felt that comfortable with this act but didnt want to dissapoint me. As he was lying flat down he didnt notice i had aready took out my new toys. It was not long before i slip into my new toys without him knowing and begin rubbing the toy tip on his ass. Maybe of the funny sensation he turn slightly and ask me what i am doing, that was when he saw me wearing the strap on. He was shock and ask me why am i doing that. I dont know why but i reply him i wanted to try this and that was for not supporting me . I guess i was still pretty angry over the afternoon incident. Before he can even react to me, i begin inserting the toy into him and can sense he was really uncomfortable. But with his hand tie up, he didnt really stand much chance. It took just few sec for me to fully insert the toy into him, at that instant he was in pain. I didnt stop but the pain look on his face even arouse me more. I lift his butt up and begin doing doggy on him roughly. I didnt know i would love this kind of SM all along. H try to break free, but didnt manage to do it. It took awhile for him to calm down and finally all he can do was to let me punish him. I finally stop after awhile after seeing him turn weak, i guess it was really painful and uncomfortable for him.
To be continue
Actually i guess the real reason why im pretty piss with H was partially due to the fact that he propose let not maintain this kind of RS in year 2012.
I guess that was y im finding ways to hurt him in a way or another. I dunno y but i cant bear to lose him even though there no future in us. Anyway i just hope i could have full control of him , like him obeying whatever i say. After that episode, he was pretty tense whenever i try to touch him. Im still kind of guility over what i did but even if he persist in ending this mutual rs, at least im sure he will never ever forget me .
I sound kind of creepy isnt it