Until Now I Still Can’t Forget Her………


    Chapter #51

    Continuing……….

    Finally, I broke the silence…….

    Me:

    Now you have 100

    Jenny:

    Huh…what do you mean

    ….with a blank look on her face

    Me:

    That 1 mark you ask me this evening….you just earned it….

    Jenny:

    You ah….so bad one….make me work so hard for 1 mark

    …as she lightly pinched my nipple with her fingers.

    Me:

    Ouch…pain leh

    Jenny:

    Serve you right…bully me some more la

    ……as she try her stunt again

    Me:

    Ok… ok….sorry….eh ask you uh….just now didn’t use cap….ok right?

    Jenny:

    Haha…. scared now eh…told you want to make your baby….you now scared ah?

    Me:

    Serious la……. don’t joke

    Jenny:

    Ok la…very safe….you ah….. always so chicken one….you think I so stupid meh……I also don’t want baby before marriage…

    Me:

    If you really have baby…..I will marry you….serious

    Jenny:

    Don’t have… then don’t marry me la…

    Me:

    Don’t have or have also marry….you will be my wife

    Jenny:

    Aiyoh..…marry already become Mrs Goh Teng Kwee…..eeeeeee…..I don’t want…….sound so obiang

    Me:

    Haha…..Mrs Goh Teng Kwee….. let’s go get a bath….

    Jenny:

    Eeeeeeeeeee…yucks

    ……as she pretend to throw up.

    We held hands and went to the bathroom. There was only a shower stall, no bath tub. She put on a shower cap then she entered the cubicle with me. As the water from the shower head pattered down on us, I soaped the front of her body, all the way from her neck down to her toe, paying due attention to her boobs and her valley. She did likewise for me, playing with my little brother along the way. I told her to turn around as I soaped her back. Then my hands went to her front and play with her boobs. I tried squeezing them with my soapy hands but they keep slipping away.

    After a prolonged period of playing, I noticed she was getting aroused again as her nipples got harder and her breathing became shallower. I went closer and hugged her tight, while I continue to caress her boobs with one hand and her womanhood with the other. She turned her head around and frenched me. As our tongues started fighting in our wet mouth, I rubbed my brother against her butt crack. Soon, it got hard again. Jenny knew it was time, she broke away from me, bent forward, her hand on the shower railing, perked up her bum. Needing no further invitation, I penetrated her from behind with ease.

    There was no slow rock this time, just hard rough sex as I ploughed deep into her soapy sex box. All that I could hear was the sound of water pattering down on us complementing the sound of 2 bodies slapping against each other…. again and again….Jenny was urging me along with her sexy moans. It took a little longer, but we finally achieved another perfect climax.

    I don’t remember how long we took, but we finally completed our shower. We then lie on the bed in amatory embrace, talking, caressing, making love on and off, until finally drifted off into dreamland.

    When we woke up, it was already 10 am. I was a bit playful, trying to get her aroused again, but other than giving my little brother a few rubs and a quick peck, there was no further action. I think she must be tired. We were both hungry. We washed up, checked out and headed for a nearby coffee shop for breakfast before heading home.

    On my way home, I have a strong desire to make Jenny the woman of life and start a family with her. I want to marry her and felt it was time for her to meet my family and make my intention known.

    The very thought of walking down the aisle with Jenny in our wedding best bring a huge smile to my face………..

    Post #157
    4 comments
    Chapter #52

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    eeemen

    Bro TS, waiting to fall of my chair!!

    , hurry hurry!! cheers …………………

    Bro eeeman, now coming to the part….you will know b4 the week is out….hold on tight.

    BTW, it’s not my fantasy. I assure you this incident is 100% real, apart from some dialogue and the exaggerated erotic narrations

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    kiddy_tub

    Roverx, your story brings back memories as well …

    One question if you dun mind: my ex FB also likes the attention given to her & loves to reciprocate back with wonderful service. One thing I notice is that girls with poor relationship with their fathers, tend to yearn for caring boyfriends … Is yours the case? My FB hates her dad & doesn’t speak to him

    Absolutely agree. The more care and concern you shower on them, the more they will reciprocate. I guess it is their way to fill the void of missing father’s love.

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    kalamilk

    me reporting now, camping for story… waitr for your good story soon….

    Bro Kalamilk, once again thank you for your daily interest and patience. Here is the next installment…….

    Continuing my story………

    The following Sunday, just a few days before Valentine’s Day, happened to be my grandmother’s birthday. I thought it was a perfect opportunity for Jenny to meet my family members as the mood will be conducive.

    For some unknown reasons, she was apprehensive and very reluctant. I told her it’s the only way to ensure a successful long term relationship for both of us and it would be a perfect Valentine Day gift for me. We will have a memorable celebration to commemorate it. I managed to convince her finally.

    On that day, I met Jenny outside. She was dressed very decently in a nice off-white knee length sundress with small flowery motifs. She kept asking if she looked alright. I had to assure her many times. She brought along a dozen of Brand’s essence of chicken as a gift, paid by yours truly of course. As we were walking towards the house she asked again…..

    Jenny:

    Do I look ok?

    Me:

    Yes dear, you look fabulous..

    Jenny:

    I don’t mean that…do I look decent enough.

    Me:

    Yes…very decent…you look like a virgin.

    Jenny:

    Don’t joke la…I am nervous you know…what happen if they don’t like me?

    Me:

    Then…. I take you to my room, rape you….. then say I will be responsible lor..

    Jenny:

    Goh Teng Kwee…if you’re going to be funny one more time, I will turn back and leave

    ……….she was agitated

    Me;

    Ok ok…… I am sorry dear…I thought jokes will help you relax..

    Jenny:

    Please don’t joke….. I am very scared…..I don’t feel like going already …. I‘m afraid your family may not like me

    ………she said nervously

    Me:

    Don’t worry ….. I know my family well. As long as they see you a decent girl…they will like you….you’re the first girl I bring home…they will be happy to meet you…….just relax

    …………I assured her

    Jenny:

    I really hope so….…please stay close to me…….help me out ok.

    Me:

    Ok….I won’t leave you alone

    I held her hand tight was we proceed to my humble zinc roof house. I sensed that Jenny was tense as her hands were moist and she was quiet for the rest of the journey.

    When we arrived, I introduced Jenny to my grandma and the rest of my family members…..

    In Hokkien

    Me:

    Ah Ma….this is Ah Kuan

    GM:

    Ah Kuan si boh…le chin bin saek leh

    … (Jenny is it….you look familiar)

    Jenny:

    Ah Ma…happy birthday

    …..as she handed her the box of essence of chicken.

    GM:

    Aiyah…come good enough…don’t need to buy me present

    ……as she lovingly patted on Jenny’s hand

    Jenny:

    Just some cheap stuff…hope you don’t mind.

    GM:

    Aiyah…Ah Kwee’s gf give one…sure like….le chin swee

    .(You are pretty)

    Jenny:

    Haha……kam siah

    …….she laughed shyly

    GM:

    Ah Kuan … you know….he 1st time bring a girl home for me to see

    …..as she pointed to me

    Me:

    Ah Ma… don’t make me lau kwee leh.

    GM:

    If Ah Kwee bully you ….. must tell me….I will hit him for you.

    Me:

    Wah…you see so fast Ah Ma side you already…..like that jia lat liao

    Jenny:

    Haha ….so you better be good to me lor..

    I was happy to see that my grandmother and my mother has taken to Jenny. My sisters were very warm and try to make Jenny feel at ease as they offered her food and drinks. My father and grandpa were quietly happy. My grandma was the inquisitive one, interrogating her at every opportunity. I was comforted to see that my family members were accepting Jenny pretty well and she was more relaxed as the night progressed.

    The phrase “

    a calm before a storm

    ” could not be more true. Even in my widest dreams, I never expected what to happen next……

    Post #162
    10 comments
    Chapter #53

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    kalamilk

    finally the story has come to this far. will this happiness going on or maybe not?! waiting for your next installment soon… really can’t wait too long…

    Happiness? I’m not too sure…thanks for the support… read on…

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    ch33zy

    bro roverx.. this is one great thread that you have here.. enjoying reading every update of yours till now.. looking forward to the next update soon..

    Thanks, glad you enjoyed it…

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    Desper

    maybe the storm got some link to the funeral mentioned previously.. :x

    You’re smart…thanks for reading the details…

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    charsiew

    bro roverx, good story abd well written too… you have my support, please continue..

    cs

    Thanks for the kind words…

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    Oopsx2010

    TS, your story is addictive and it evokes the readers’ emotion.

    Up to this point of the story, seems like we have to brace for the bad turning of events.. already standby hanky for tears..

    Btw, do not be bothered by those jokers who brought down your thread rating from 5 to 3 stars.

    Yours is definitely a 5 stars piece of work! Keep it up!

    Thanks for the support and consolation. I am disappointed that it got downgraded. I just wished I knew what I said or did wrong. But whoever did it will probably not disclose…sob sob..

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    Tmade

    I’m addicted to the story, follow this thread daily. It invokes memories. Why rating drop suddenly?

    Bro TS, I support you pls cont. Don’t stop.

    Thanks for the support..

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    eeemen

    I guess the key word here could be the phrase/word “familiar” ??

    GM: Ah Kuan si boh…le chin bin saek leh… (Jenny is it….you look familiar)

    Could it be that you’re somehow related? ke ke , cheers bro …………….

    Bro eeeman, you are another smart one…disappointed you didn’t fall off your chair…thanks for your support anyway.

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    relaxguy

    Bro, you dont find girls like these these days…

    most are only concern about what you can and have sacriface for them inside of offering to sacriface for you (man), thats why most local singapore girls are a big turn off for me and many bros here.

    She is a keeper and gem in this sense. Sadly, most people only learn to treasure people and things after we really lost them…. if there is a lesson to be learnt, then it should be to treasure who is with us now, even if it dont seems this way.

    No wonder you cannot forget her… good story pls continue.

    <<Jenny: Then I tell you what….I will resign and find another job….. if it makes it easier for you.

    Me: Will you?

    Jenny: Of course I will…I will do anything for you.

    Me: But you will have to start all over again as operator…. a big pay cut

    Jenny: Don’t worry about me….. it’s not difficult to get another job…pay no issue….if can’t find one then….. you feed me lor..

    Me: Feed you no problem as long as you don’t make me pok kai…

    Jenny: I already sacrificed so much for you….. James, you must promise to take care of me ok?

    Me: I will…..promise>>

    Yes you are right….but later it’s a different story….thanks for your support.

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    Cerberus

    Wah, desperately waiting for the finale……

    You are such a good writer. I just saw this thread and keeps reading…..faster faster post the concluding episode.

    Thanks … words of encouragement like yours keep me going…enjoy reading…

    Post #173
    0 comments
    Chapter #54

    Thank you all for your support and encouragement. I am disappointed that this thread got downgraded…but what to do?

    Enjoy reading the conclusion of Part I……….

    Continuing my story………

    Towards the end of the dinner, my stomach was not holding the food well. I saw Jenny sitting with my grandma and mother chatting happily. I told Jenny that I need to excuse myself to go to the toilet.

    In less than half and hour, I was done. My stomach felt much better. When I went back to the hall, to look for Jenny, I was shocked. Jenny was no where to be seen. My grandma and mother’s facial expression tells it all. Something serious must have happened. What is it????………..In a panic state, I asked……….

    In Hokkien….

    Me:

    Ah Ma….Where is Ah Kuan?

    GM:

    Left liao…

    Me:

    What happened….why she did not tell me?

    Mother:

    You 2 cannot see each other from now on…..you stay away from her

    ……in a raised tone

    I was stunned by mother’s sudden outburst and negative attitude towards Jenny…

    Me:

    Why…I thought you both like her.

    GM:

    Cannot means cannot…you want to make me angry is it?

    ……..in a agitated tone

    Me:

    Why…..What did she do…..

    Mother:

    Don’t ask……just cut off all contacts with her from today

    …….raising her voice

    Me:

    What is wrong with you all….Did you chase her away…you are being unreasonable

    …………..practically shouting

    With that, I dashed out of the house to look for Jenny. My grandma and mother were calling out to me to come back, but I wasn’t listening. I was only interested in finding Jenny. I need to know what happened…

    From a distance, not far from the main road, I saw the familiar figure of Jenny squatting beside a fire hydrant. I ran up to her. I was shocked into disbelief when I saw her ….. To this day, I can never forget the look on her face …..

    Tears were flowing very freely, like 2 small black streams down both sides of her cheeks, dripping onto her dress. Her mascara ran very badly. It was a pitiful sight. The moment she saw me, she stood up, hugged me very tightly and wailed loudly in the most heart wrenching manner, so loud that I thought she might collapse any moment. I have never seen her so upset like this before. She was full of grief and anguish. It was distressing just to hear her cry……

    Jenny:

    Wahhhhhhhhh……….Wahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

    Me:

    It’s ok…it’s ok…I am here

    It took her a good 5 mins or so before she finally managed to calmed down a little and stopped crying. I really wanted to know what happened while I was away. Why did things changed so suddenly?

    I offered her my handkerchief. She took it and wiped her face. The combination of ran mascara, makeup and tears, made her face look unattractive. I helped her cleaned it up. My handkerchief was wet with her tears and back mascara in no time. She was still visibly upset. Even after she stopped crying, her body continued to tremble as she speaks…..

    As she sat on the fire hydrant, she related what happened earlier to me………

    Jenny:

    After…after you left, your granny asked me about my….my family

    …she sniffed loudly.

    Me:

    Then?

    Jenny:

    I…I told her…then….then she asked me if my father’s name…is Ah Ban…

    ……she continued

    Me:

    How did she know?

    Jenny:

    That’s why I’m shocked….I say how you know

    Me:

    Then?

    Jenny:

    Then she tell me

    ……..as she started to cry again

    Me:

    Tell you what?

    Jenny:

    Do you…Do you…know that your grandfather and my father are brothers?

    I was stunned beyond words…………….disbelief

    Me:

    What? How can that be?

    Jenny:

    Yes…it’s true…she says….she says she now remember that saw me at my auntie’s funeral last year.

    Me:

    Oh my god….what is happening……

    Jenny:

    I also…also cannot accept it, but…but it’s true. Your grandma knows my father, mother and everything…. down to the last detail…..

    Me:

    Oh my God….how is this possible?

    My little perfect world started to crumple right before me. My mind was in a turmoil….like a whirlpool…..trying to grapple with the facts… How could there be such a coincidence….

    Then it’s started to make some sense….we bore the same surnames…..the funeral of her auntie and my grandma’s cousin….Oh my God…. If my grandfather and her father are brothers…..that means Jenny is…… my aunt and we have sinfully committed….. incest……..OH NO………this can’t be happening…

    The very girl I want to spend my life with…..turned out to be my aunt….I am dumfounded….I was hoping that there was some kind of mistake or maybe it’s just a bad dream…..This whole thing is so disturbing….a disaster of epic proportion blowing up right in my face. …..

    Then Jenny broke the train of disturbing thoughts…..

    Jenny:

    Can we ….go somewhere quiet…just the 2 of us…I am very tired

    .

    Me:

    Ok… ok.

    I got to the main road hail a cab and I told the driver, the only place I wanted to go right that very moment….. East Coast Park…by the beach to reflect what happened tonight.

    Through out the journey until we find an empty bench, Jenny did not say a word. I, on the other hand was confused, not ready to accept what was painted right in front of me….there must be some kind of a mistake..….maybe we can elope to some unknown place that no one will know… I was in a state of denial….

    At East Coast Park, Jenny just leaned against me listening to the waves pounding onto the sand, silent, deep in her own little world. After a good 30mins or so….

    Jenny:

    James….what should we do now?

    Me:

    I seriously don’t know Jenny….I know I love you…but ….I also know it’s not right…..you and me.

    Jenny:

    James….I love you too…I don’t think I can live without you…..

    Me:

    Jenny….I…..

    Suddenly, she kissed me on my lips. But this time I felt different. In the past, it would have been hot and passionate, leading to sexual consummation…but not this time….just a simple kiss…..I keep reminding myself, she is my aunt.

    I needed to think of a solution out of this fiasco. After a long internal deliberation, I decided it is best to end it no matter how painful or sad it maybe, as our families and the society at large will not be able accept us together as a couple. But I need to do it gently with Jenny as she I am afraid she may not be able to take it.

    Me:

    Jenny…I think we need to cool off for a while and think through this.

    Jenny:

    I don’t know..

    Me:

    Jenny…look…. I know it hurts you as much as I, but we need to handle this right.

    Jenny:

    I cannot accept it…

    Me:

    Me too…. but we have to…no one will accept us together…your are my aunt and….it’s …it’s….incest

    Jenny:

    Don’t say….please don’t say anymore…..

    Me;

    Ok…. but you have to accept it.

    Jenny:

    How….

    Me:

    Jenny look….I don’t like it too….but we have no other choice..

    Jenny:

    James….Maybe…..maybe…..we can still see each other….stay in touch

    Me:

    Ok…….maybe…. as friends

    Jenny:

    Friends….ya right….friends……can we?

    ……. she laughed sarcastically.

    Jenny stared blankly ahead. Then she turned and hugged me. I held her tight. Remain as friends…..I knew it was not possible, I also know she felt the same way too. Even without looking at her face, I know she was crying silently ……..

    I don’t know how long we were there. It seems eternity, but to us it was probably our last night together. Things will never be the same again after tonight. Fate has played such a cruel joke on us. Our innocent loving relationship has suddenly turned into a disaster of catastrophic proportion. No words can describe the feeling of falling in love for the very first time and having it end this way. My heart was bleeding and there was no stopping the flow.

    Soon it was daybreak. It was time for us to part. We were both as calm as we can be. Jenny says she want to go home by herself. I respected her decision. I gave her a tight hug….

    Me:

    You take good care of yourself …..

    Jenny:

    You also….

    With that, she turned and walked away without looking back. I was hoping that she would, but then again, I wouldn’t want this pain to prolong unnecessarily. I knew she was crying as our hearts were linked. I silently stood there watching her, as her lone figure slowly disappeared out from my sight…… the love of my life.

    At that very moment, tears just rolled down my eyes. I wanted so much to run after her, but I stopped myself. I knew that it was time to let her go…..

    The date…..10 Feb……4 days shy of Valentine’s Day.

    ………..to be continued

    Post #174
    25 comments
    Chapter #55

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    tender

    What a good written story my friend , as I read , i really feel the heartpain too ..

    Thanks for your kind words

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    confused_girl

    i registered because of this story…

    i do hope to read more….

    Sis, thanks for your support…I noted you have issues of your own. Hope you get over it. Jiayou

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    Cerberus

    Oh my god!!

    This is like lightning strike. But I guess there is no other way out except breaking up. You made the right decision, in a moral sense.

    Still got continuation?

    Thanks for your support and yes, I will continue..

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    Tmade

    My God, Bro TS, what a tragic end. I feel for you. Is there more???

    Thank you

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    Oopsx2010

    haiz.. so so so 无奈!

    Hope that both Jenny and you have found own’s happiness after the incident.

    Thank you for sharing with us a great story!

    Thank you for your kind words

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    KallIan

    Hey bro what a turn of event. Really feel your pain but I know there’s nothing we can do nothing in situations like this. Pls cont your story I know every bro here wants to know what happened in the end.

    Thanks for your support…I will finish my story…that’s a promise

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    jushitit

    If i steal your idea and write a script for a movie, sure can make it man!..i feel for you bro..it is indeed a shock. but you did the correct thing.

    Thanks, I am flattered..

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    ml999

    how i wish these incident can be filmed as a local love-turned tragedy movie . The story line so intriguing and should hit the market well .

    take care bro .

    Thanks for your support and kind words, I am flattered.

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    kkk2ppp

    Visited again.

    Very interesting story>>>>

    Thanks brother.

    Thank you for yoru support

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    simb1

    It’s not the sexual part that got me reading till now. The build up of the story, loving yet kinda saddening, very much like my own. Sometimes the memories came floating in, esp on a long cold night. Just human afterall.

    Thank you TS for sharing…

    Everyone had their chance, the real one in heart…i lost mine, hope others hold it tight, never take them for granted.

    Bro, I am not good at narrating erotic parts anyway. Thanks for your support. I hope you handled your breakup better than mine..

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    Snuber

    TS, your story reminds me of the r/s between Yang Guo and Xiao Long Nu (teacher & aunt) which is frown upon by the society.

    But if the 2 of you follow ur own hearts at that time, alot more hearts would be broken, though maybe some would admire the courage taken for such a decision

    Haha, thanks for your support

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    gaipauchi

    what a terrible disheartening ending. guess life’s a bitch sometimes

    was hoping 4 a happily ever after…..

    Yes bro, that is life…no happily ever after. They only exist in fairy tales. From my intro, it’s quite clear hwo it will end.

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    kalamilk

    what a twist… very hateful …. first love end up to be like this. the world is really so small… please continue TS.

    Thank you fro your support bro.

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    weeklys

    sad. dont care whether it is true but if it is, its really sad.

    Thanks for your support and it’s true..

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    Fatty George

    RoverX

    Thanks for sharing your thoughts.

    It’s like watching a movie at Golden Miles theatre some 20 years over back, but yours is a reality.

    Can feel how it hurts. It’s so cruel to end.

    Got to move on, life goes on….

    Cheers.

    Thank you for your support.

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    abugga

    Sometimes, this world will be a better place if everyone were a little bit more selfish for what they really want..

    Bro not sure I understood, but given the choices, options are limited.

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    mercc

    Your story really touched me…

    I have been following your update every now and then…

    And as much as you were shocked,I am shocked too…

    It’s really unbelievable.

    Both of you were so happy together and just a step away from marriage

    I share your sadness

    Look forward to more updates!

    Thanks for your encouraging words.

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    Cytan7

    Oh shit… what a sad news!

    Let’s wait for the next installment

    Thanks for the support

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    cloudstreet

    Hey bro,

    That is so tragic. I’m sure we all in one way or another thought of incest as a fantasy but when it becomes a reality it must be shocking.

    I feel for you but I can’t wait to continued to read further.

    Thanks for your support..

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    ch33zy

    as sad as it can be.. reality is the worst of all in life.. not all good things happen in reality but for sure, there are plenty of hardships and cruelty found in life..

    TS, i hope you have gotten over it and may good fortune follow you for the rest of your life..

    Bro, I can’t agree with you more…unfortunately it still hurts

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    walle

    wah…TS u now still work in factory ah???

    Bro, no more, I have moved on….

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    noobcomer

    Wow, i didn’t expect such a shocker!

    Fate is really cruel I guess. I don’t know what I will do if I know my gf is related to me. I feel the heartpain for you bro. Hope you have recovered by now and is able to carry on with your life normally. Also hope you found or find another girl you can love as much as Jenny

    Bro, I can only say that no one will ever understand such thing until you are physically face it…thanks for your support

    To all readers who are following this thread:

    Some of the readers may question the authenticity of my story. I am least surprised as I know my story seems like a fantasy purely due to coincidences that defies belief. That was exactly the reason, why I was hesitant in posting my story in the first place. Unfortunately some path we end up with in our life’s journey can never be explained.

    I assure you for the most part, the incidences are as true as my memory bank can recall. But for obvious reasons, I spiced up the story with some exaggerated erotic narrations.

    I have mentioned it a couple of times and would like to reiterate that it is not my interest to garner for points, even though I have to thank those who did it voluntarily. I am only doing this, because I was hoping by sharing, it will ease the pain that is inside me.

    However I now realized it’s not that simple. I still get emotional penning down some of my thoughts, so I took a short break.

    In any case, I am back to finish what I started. I owe it to you for your unwavering support. I am now working the next installment and will resume posting my story soon

    Once again, thank you for your continued support, understanding and patience

    Post #200
    2 comments
    Chapter #56

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    sextraveller

    Bro TS, irregardless whether this is true or not as some of the samster will speculate. If it is true, it is also another way of letting it go by sharing. It is one big load of relief for you when you let it all out.

    I love ur story and it is the effort that you make of writing it down to share with us. Giving you my fullest support.

    Thank you for your encouragement…this is my source of inspiration..

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    rh8611

    TS, u have my fullest support!

    Thank you for your support…thank you..

    Post #203
    0 comments
    Chapter #57

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    RoverX

    With that, she turned and walked away without looking back. I was hoping that she would, but then again, I wouldn’t want this pain to prolong unnecessarily. I knew she was crying as our hearts were linked. I silently stood there watching her, as her lone figure slowly disappeared out from my sight…… the love of my life.

    At that very moment, tears just rolled down my eyes. I wanted so much to run after her, but I stopped myself. I knew that it was time to let her go…..

    The date…..10 Feb……4 days shy of Valentine’s Day.

    ………..to be continued

    Looking back, at times, I wished everything ended that night, but it was not to be……fate had other ideas…………

    So my story continues………….

    Needless to say, I had the most miserable Valentine’s Day. The days without Jenny was more difficult than I could imagine. I was heart broken. My heart was filled with grief and sorrow. I find it hard to accept the truth, constantly in a state of denial. However I never confronted nor questioned my grandparents, but they were obviously happy that the whole episode has ended. Now that I don’t stay out, it pleases them even more.

    I try to bury myself with work and spent the rest of my free time with long runs up South Buona Vista Rd, to tire myself in order to induce sleep. Insomnia was my worse enemy. Staring blankly at the ceiling each night, recalling the good times I had with Jenny until the wee hours of the morning became a norm. It was tormenting….

    I could not stopping thinking of Jenny. Many a times, I wondered if she was cooping well. It took a lot of will power to resist getting in touch with her. Stone hearted as I may be, I thought it was the best for both of us.

    I also applied for a new job opening, hoping that a change of environment will ease the pain. Weeks later, I was confirmed for a new supervisory position in a multi national company in Jurong, almost doubling my current salary. As required I was serving my contractual 1 month notice, but happy that I was leaving to start afresh as this place brings back a lot of sad memories.

    It’s been slightly over a month since Jenny and I last parted. All the various flurry of activities help me ease through my pain. Perhaps it was the knowledge that Jenny and I were related that made it easier for me to accept the consequences of a hopeless relationship.

    As I was serving my notice, I try not to work overtime, therefore my day usually ends on time, at around 5.30pm.

    I remembered it was a Thursday, just a few days short of serving my full 1 month’s notice. Out of the norm, I was working overtime as I was the only supervisor available that evening. After the overtime was competed, I stayed on to clear my usual paper work. Around 7.30 pm, I left the office. As I walking down the stairs, I felt a tinge of hunger and was thinking of dinner.

    I walked towards the hawker center opposite. That was when I thought I heard a familiar voice from afar, calling my name. ……No can’t be, I am hallucinating, my mind is playing tricks again ….I thought. But it didn’t go away, instead became louder and more convincing……

    I turned around. More than 50m and fast closing on me was the familiar figure of Jenny. I stopped, wondering why was she here…Is she in some kind of trouble? Did she not get over it yet? Did she missed me so much?…….Why? Why? Why?…… My mind was searching for an answer.

    She was dressed simply in a short white dress, looking as good as before, even though she look like she has lost some weight and a little tired. When she reached me….she surprised me by hugging me tight, I meant very, very tight….I don’t know how to react.

    Jenny:

    James, I missed you so much…..

    Me:

    Jenny…we shouldn’t see each other….I thought we agreed to it.

    Jenny:

    Why….you don’t miss me ah……forget me so fast liao isit?

    Me:

    No…… is not that…..you and I

    ………..I didn’t know how to continue.

    Jenny:

    Aiyah….I come because I have good news…I’m sure you will be happy to hear it.

    Me:

    What is it?

    Jenny:

    Later tell you…. I’m very thirsty…… can we go get a drink….

    I felt as if I was suspended in the air. What can it be? She found her new love?…. can’t be….so fast she found one…and if so why did she hug me and says she miss me? Is pregnant with my child? Can’t be….if so it would be disaster….. she wouldn’t be so calm…. What is it? The suspense is killing me…..

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    Chapter #58

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    juzz

    Thanz for the great, great story.

    Reminded me of my first gal…we had a great time together but there was always something not quite right in our relationship!!!!

    Broke-up before Valentine and my heart was almost broken also

    . Could never forget her as she was SQ-trained and had great personality and EQ.

    But the silver-lining was, without any bias, my next gal - my OC is unexpectedly an even better person

    .

    Upz you.

    Thank you bro for your support and pts…..I am glad it worked out for you in the end. Bless you

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    ManageYou

    Wa, cannot wait for the next installment. Jia yo!

    谢谢你

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    onlyhuman

    awesome stuff ts…if u sell your story to the koreans, it will be a bigger blockbuster than my sassy girlfriend lor…u will be a millionaire soon…

    pls continue…

    a firm supporter

    onlyhuman

    Ha ha….I’m flattered by your kind words. Thank you for your firm support

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    reflexk

    We feel the same too. Since you had endured it and knows how bad that feeling is, please be kind to us; please continue soon :P.

    Thanks for sharing your story.. Hope it is all for good..

    No worries, I will try to post everyday until the end……thank you for supporting

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    MichelleFLsg

    Bro, I like your story! It’s like an Alice in the Wonderland story! Just treat it as a dream in fantasy land! There’s many younger gals ard!!

    Thanks for your support….Ummmm …Alice in Wonderland….that would be nice

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    Johndimitri

    Bro, great story…keep it up.

    You have my full support

    Thank you for your support

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    Chapter #59

    Continuing………..

    We arrived at the hawker center, found an empty table. I went and order some satay and Indian rojak. I got Jenny a cup of sugar cane juice, not forgetting that all important lemon and a cup of kopi C for myself. As I settled down, I could wait no longer…….

    Me:

    So what is the good news?

    Jenny:

    Tell me first……..you miss me or not?

    What kind of question was that? Is she trying to rekindle the fire? I have to be careful how I answer her….I reminded myself.

    Me:

    Jenny…why don’t you tell me the good news first…..

    Jenny:

    Ok la…you no fun one…I tell you la…….last few weeks, I was very sad, I try hard to forget you, but I can’t…I miss you so much….now you know how I feel about you uh…

    Me:

    Yah….I know….. so what happened

    ……getting impatient

    Jenny:

    So I want to change environment…… I went to live with my mother….She see me so sad, ask me what happened…why I suddenly want to live with her…She think I quarreled with my father……I said no…. so I told her about us…

    Me:

    Really….you told her…..and what did she say….

    Jenny:

    Wait…. I also took the opportunity to ask her about my father and his siblings…and you know what I found out……

    Me:

    What?

    ………….getting more impatient

    Jenny:

    My mum told me that your grandparents are both adopted from young by my late grandparent……which means that they have no blood relation with my father

    ……she said excitedly

    I was shocked…speechless for a moment…Did she cooked this up? Did her mother made a mistake?

    Me:

    Are you sure…I mean…you very certain?

    Jenny:

    My mother is 100% sure…….In fact she told me that your grandparents were chased out of the house by their parents, because they didn’t approve of their relationship.

    Me:

    Huh……really?

    Jenny:

    Yes…my mother said that even though adopted, they are supposed to be siblings…cannot get married. That is why my father and late grandparents no longer accept them….

    My mind was in a blur…my grandparents…both adopted siblings….now man and wife…Me and Jenny…they knew, yet stopped us…..This is all so confusing……. why is my life so complicated?

    Me:

    So what did your mother have to say about us being together..

    Jenny:

    She was shocked…..

    Me:

    Does she approve of us together?

    Jenny:

    No…. she does not approve…she want me to stop seeing you….she says she will kill me with her own hand if she see us together..

    Me:

    Ohhh……

    I was not sure how to react…should I be happy?…. knowing that the disapproval will lead to peace at both families…but Jenny was happy how things turned out and looks like she wants us to continue this relationship…..what should I do now?……..

    As I was having an internal debate, suddenly Jenny jolted me from my thoughts….

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    Chapter #60

    *clap* *clap* *clap*

    Yeah! I like the surprise twist of the event!

    Please write more lah.. very very curious to know what’s next.

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