Until Now I Still Can’t Forget Her………


    Chapter #11

    Continuing….

    Back then, Esplanade was beside the sea, next to the old satay club, a popular lover’s haunt. During the journey, Jenny kept very close to me. So close that I could hear her heartbeat. I was thinking this is so surreal, it’s happening too fast. I’m no longer in control of the situation. My mind can’t think straight anymore……

    Soon we were arrived at the Esplanade. I paid for the fare and we got out, Jenny was holding on to my arm, squeezing it tightly. Light cold breeze was blowing as we walk towards the sound of crashing waves. I could feel a slight shiver from her, so I draped my wind breaker over her shoulder. We continue walking silently for a good 10 mins or so.

    There were many courting couples, I was nervous, afraid of being spotted, constantly scanning the area. We came to a quiet spot by the railing, facing the sea. We stood there listening to the waves. Finally Jenny broke the silence…..

    Jenny:

    Do you want to know something?

    Me:

    What?

    Jenny:

    Since the first time I saw you….. I like you……I want to be with you…

    She shyly leaned her head against my shoulder. I never cease to be amazed by her directness….

    Me:

    Are your sure?

    Jenny:

    Ah Goh… do you know how difficult it is for a girl to open her mouth to say something like this?

    Me:

    Call me James…Ah Goh sound so odd. But at work, pls call me Mr Goh

    Jenny:

    James huh?….Hmmm…….so James…. do you like me?

    Me:

    I’m not sure…everything is happening so fast, I have no time to think

    Jenny:

    What is there to think….got feeling or not … so simple…also need to think meh?

    Me:

    Yes, I have some feeling, but….

    Jenny:

    But what…don’t tell me you have a steady already?

    Me:

    No, no…I don’t have any girlfriend…..it’s just that I am not sure of myself.

    Jenny:

    Don’t tell me you only want to play play with me uh…

    Me:

    Of course not……. I am just a bit worried that’s all

    Jenny:

    Worried about what?

    Me:

    Worried how all these is going to turn out when we go back to the factory, I am your supervisor, you are my lead and now we are a couple…what will others think?

    Jenny:

    Aiyah, you are forever worrying about this and that…just live by the day and let nature take its course..….don’t think too much ok?

    Me:

    Ok, I’ll try.

    Jenny:

    My heels are hurting, let’s find somewhere to sit.

    We walked further down along the pavement. There was this secluded spot under a big tree. It’s quite deserted. There was an empty bench, just vacated by a couple. We both sat down. Jenny immediately took out her heels, put it on the bench together with her handbag. She leaned towards me, snuggling up close. I could smell her fresh hair against the sea breeze. I adjusted her windbreaker to give her more warmth. Other than the waves crushing against the concrete wall, there was complete silence. I looked around, a good distance away from us on my right, was another courting couple on a bench, in full embrace, oblivious of the surroundings.

    Suddenly I felt Jenny’s cold hand, turning my face towards hers. She was looking right into my eyes. Against the light moonlight she looks so attractive. I couldn’t resist. We kissed again. I could feel her tongue trying to force her way into my mouth. I opened up and our wet tongues met. They rolled and twisted in my wet orifice. We were now embracing very tightly. I thought I heard an unmistaken soft moan from Jenny.

    But what she did next caught me totally off guard…….

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    Chapter #12

    Continuing…………

    Jenny took my hand to her breasts. I was momentarily stunned. This is the first time I come in contact with a woman’s breast.

    With my fingers, I traced the outline of her bra through the thin dress fabric. She was wearing a strapless bra that exposes half a cup. I felt her exposed top of her breasts, rising in tandem with her now heavy breathing. I caressed her breasts gently. At the same time, I felt her tongue fighting getting more intense..…..

    A little later, I felt something rubbery protruding out of the top of her bra…..it’s her nipple. It had slipped out. Instantaneously, my thumb and finger caught it and gave it a few light twists. Jenny let out a long moan. Her lips pushed hard against mine, so hard that it actually hurts. She was horny……I thought.

    Then with one swift move, she brought her hands to the front and started unbuttoning the top few buttons of her dress. Needing no further invitation, I slide my hand in…..her breasts were soft and smooth, slightly bigger than my palm. Her nipples were like small little peas, but growing harder with each touch. I tried my best to provide them equal treatment.

    But Jenny had other ideas………

    She broke away from me. Using her hands she gently pushed my head towards her chest. I could see that she was wearing a padded skin colored strapless bra. I use my hands to push it up to expose her perky A sized boobs. My mouth attacked her little peas earnestly……licking and sucking and teasing them non stop. Jenny’s eyes were now fully closed and her head arched back.

    Ummmmmmm…….

    ” she let out another moan. True to her form, she took my hand to her valley in front. I rubbed it for a while. Like an automatic gate, her legs opened wider. Getting bolder, I slipped my hand under her dress.

    OMG……..the front of her silk panty was soaking wet. I continue to rub the front of her crotch, while my tongue did not stop attending to her now very hard nipples…

    Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh,……

    ” she let off another loud moan. That instant I stopped, looked around to make sure we are not attracting unwanted attention.

    Shhhhhhhhh….you are too loud

    ”……. I put a finger to my lips. Jenny pushed my finger away and kissed me hard.

    My hand continued attacking her wet crotch…… “

    Put it in

    ” she pleaded sexily…With that, I pushed aside the band of her panty and push my middle finger into her love hole. There was totally no resistance at all, as my finger went straight in…….So this is how the inside of a vagina feels likes….wet, smooth and soft…..I thought

    Ummmmmmmmm….

    ” she moaned again. Jenny is so wet that my finger was soaked in her juice. I gently pushed in and out, unsure if it will hurt her….

    Suddenly I felt Jenny’s hand rubbing my little brother. As I was getting aroused to the point of busting, I simply pushed her hands away, and continued to finger her with quickened the pace……….then more furiously……

    Ahhhhhhhhhhhh……

    ” she let out a loud groan. Without any warning, I felt Jenny’s thighs clamped hard on my hand.

    I withdrew my hand from under her dress, feeling satisfied. For a novice I was happy I did not act like a dummy. I passed my first test….

    Jenny leaned onto me and looked at me with her kitten-like eyes……..

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    Chapter #13

    Continuing…………

    Jenny:

    You so bad…..you make me so weak now I cannot walk properly

    ….. she said as she buttoned up and straightened her dress.

    Me:

    Sorry lor ……I thought you like it ma

    Jenny:

    I love you James…….I am your girl now…… you must treat me well ok?

    She gave me peck on the lip, then passed me a piece of tissue from her bag to clean my hand. Jenny suggested that we go for a walk as she felt uncomfortable. I looked at my watch. It’s already 1.30am in the morning.

    Me:

    It’s morning already, let’s go home

    Jenny:

    No, don’t want…. I want to be with you longer.

    We got up and started walking, arms around each other. The air was a bit cold now, I helped her carry her handbag while she put on the wind breaker. In the distance, the moon was covered lightly by the clouds. The only sound was that of non stop crashing wave. My mind was still in a swirl, everything was happening too fast. Am I dreaming ………

    Strangely I wasn’t tired at all. We soon reach the end of the pavement. There was a concrete slope of the breakwater, opposite the National Stadium. The spot was very secluded. It was dark. I could not see very well, but from a distance, I saw the silhouette of a couple lying on the slope in full embrace.

    Jenny:

    Let’s sit here and enjoy the sea breeze…….

    Me:

    ok…

    She removed her heels and sat down. I settled down beside her. The sound of pounding wave provided the background music. The clouded moon provided the ambience. It was picture perfect for young lovers…..

    No long after, I told Jenny that I needed to pee. I walked some distance away to the water edge to relief myself. When I came back, she was lying down, with the windbreaker protecting her back.

    Jenny:

    Come and lie down with me

    ….. she waved the hand.

    Me:

    Aiyoh so dirty leh

    Jenny:

    Then you lie on top of me lor… I got wind breaker to protect

    Me:

    Eh… I am quite heavy one, I will flatten you…

    I sat down beside her. She turned around and pulled me to her. All of a sudden, I’m on top of her…….

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    Chapter #14

    Continuing……

    Jenny:

    Why so shy…don’t tell me you have never done it before?

    Me:

    Do what?

    Jenny:

    Make love to a girl la.

    Me:

    ………

    I remained silent.

    Jenny:

    You are a virgin aren’t you? You never have sex before?

    ………… She pursued

    Me:

    Ya la ya la

    …………… I felt embarrassed.

    Jenny:

    Really…..haha…….. I don’t believe you.

    Me:

    I swear it’s true, I never touch a girl before, until just now….

    Jenny:

    OMG…I can’t believe this…you are so cute…

    Me:

    Ya la, Ya la, go ahead and make fun of me

    ………….I turned my face away pretending to be upset..

    Jenny:

    Sorry dear… I promise I won’t make fun of you ok ……

    She hugged me tight and gave me an assuring kiss..

    Jenny:

    I want you to take me tonight….let me be the first girl you make love to

    Me:

    Got no protection leh

    …. if you pregnant then how?

    Jenny:

    Don’t worry, it’s my safe period…

    I wasn’t too sure about it. But when she gave me that sultry look once again, how could I resist? I unbuttoned the top of her dress and pulled up her bra. My hands immediately massage her soft, creamy twin mount, while my tongue was busy playing with her nipples.

    Jenny gasped and closed her eyes …..moaning softly

    Once again, she took my hand and headed south….This time my hand went straight under her dress, expecting a wet silk panty but I was shocked……

    Greeting my hand was her wet pubic hair…. She had no panty on….She lifted up the front of her dress exposing herself…..My God, this girl is really something….I thought.

    In her most submissive voice, she purred…… “

    Take me..….make love to me

    ”. With that, she pulled me and frenched me hard. By then I was very aroused, my little brother was painfully straining in the confines of my pants.

    I nervously unzipped the front of my pants and brought it out. Jenny took it with her hand and guided me to her love nest. She was already so wet, with little effort I penetrated her.

    So this is how it feels to have sex…..I thought….

    Jenny used her legs to wrap around my butt and pulled me closer….she was moaning more now…I pumped a couple of times…suddenly I feel my balls exploding….

    Shiiiiiit

    ”….. I quickly pulled it out, using my right hand I squeeze on my little brother…but it was too late, it spurt all over, some landed on her dress…..She sat up..

    Me:

    I’m so sorry, I can’t control it…

    Jenny:

    It’s ok

    Me:

    Sorry….so sorry

    Jenny:

    Hey…. .it’s ok

    ………….. She gave me an assured peck on the lips.

    Jenny took out some tissues from her bag and handed it to me. She wiped my cum stains off her dress and buttoned up her front, while I cleaned myself and dressed up. Fortunately, there wasn’t very much damage. I managed to avert a major disaster.

    But I felt so useless. My first time ended even before it got started. My ego was totally deflated…………..

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    Chapter #15

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    DunhillSmooth

    bro, your story damn nice…

    Thanks

    Continuing …………

    Jenny:

    You ok?

    Me:

    Yes….but I am so sorry about just now.

    Jenny:

    I told you it’s ok.

    Me:

    I feel so useless….so kan cheong….can’t even make love properly

    Jenny:

    It’s alright…now I believe you are a virgin…but I am happy you gave your first to me…l am now your老婆…you must love me and take care of me ok?

    Me:

    Yes…我亲爱的老婆

    I was surprised when she took out the silk panty from her bag to put it back on. She must have removed it when I was away relieving myself earlier. She was combing her hair when suddenly…..

    Jenny:

    OH NO!!!…I think I may be wrong…it may not be my safe period…. die

    Me:

    Don’t joke leh……I panicked.

    Jenny:

    Haha…nae ni nae ni pu pu….got you

    Me:

    Wa lan…. I thought you were serious….you scare the shit out of me

    Jenny:

    Why… if really got baby….you will run away huh?

    Me:

    If really so… tio baey pio already…. first time only strike

    Jenny:

    Ask you huh….if I really got your baby will you marry me?

    Me:

    Eh……….not sure leh……maybe not

    There was an immediate change in her face….

    Jenny:

    GOH TENG KWEE!!!!……you jerk!!!

    …she pushed me away

    Me:

    Ok lor…. then baby no father la…

    Jenny was facing away from me. I noticed that she was quiet for a while. I turned her to face me…I was shocked….. tears were rolling down her face…..she was crying.

    Me:

    Hey…I was only joking

    .…I wiped the tears from her face with my hand.

    Jenny:

    James, you know I really love you…but if you ever hurt me, I will really die in front of you

    …she said sniffing.

    Me:

    Ok ok…….

    I reached out and held her tight but I was still reeling from shock, taken aback by her sudden change in mood. A case of fatal attraction???…….

    It was 6 am when we left the place. I sent her back in a cab before heading home. She stays in a 1 room flat at Prince Charles Crescent. My parents wasn’t happy that I stayed out yesterday night. I was tired and headed straight for my bed.

    Facing the ceiling, I was recalling my first love making session. Still feeling embarrassed that I did not perform like a real man, but her assurance provided me some comfort.

    Thinking hard……should I treat Jenny seriously….give it a try …. or should I find a way out of this mess….

    Soon fatigue got the better of me. I fell into a deep slumber………..

    Tomorrow is 25th Dec 2010… I would like to take this opportunity to wish everyone a very merry Christmas….

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    Chapter #16

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    cestycesty

    steady man this TS. excellent writing ethics.. never let the bros here wait long for next installment. early morning start already

    kudos man!

    Thank you. So long as there are supporters, I’ll continue to expedite. This incident happened many years ago, it takes a while to draw from my memory bank. As I have mentioned before, I will re-enact it as factual as I can remember. There are no sordid fantasies, neither are there superhuman feats, just an ordinary bloke recollecting and sharing his painful past, one that I would like to forget but find it difficult.

    On surface, it appears to be a simple love affair, but it is not. Stay tuned and I promise you a decent story. How good it is? I’ll let you be the judge.

    Prolific writer I am not, however the one man author cum editorial board is cranking overtime. Do pardon me for unintended mistakes made.

    I am not here canvassing for points, even though I appreciate those who up me voluntarily. However an occasional word of encouragement will go a long way.

    Merry Christmas….

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    Chapter #17

    Continuing………….

    Next morning, I walked into the factory with a very strange feeling. I try hard to keep my mind focus on work, but each time I have to interact with Jenny I get distracted. There was this sense of awkwardness.

    Fortunately, the busy schedule kept my mind from wandering. As the week progressed, the tension lessened. I felt better. But it’s wasn’t the same as before. I avoided Jenny wherever I could. If I have to, I make sure there were others around and I avoided direct eye contact.

    Since we last parted, other than work related, we have not spoken to one another. At times, I felt she wanted to, but I did not provide her the opportunity.

    My ideal life partner is someone more educated, an office girl, more inhabited, nothing like Jenny. She was too bold, too wild, totally different from my character traits. I have my doubts of a long term relationship with her. But I enjoyed the intimacy with her as it was new to me. It felt good.

    At the same time, I was afraid. “If you ever hurt me….I will die in front of you”….This statement is disturbing. Will she really carry out the threat if I end the relationship? ….

    As the weekend approaches, I was anticipating. That Saturday, after overtime work, when all the workers were queuing up to clock out, she approached my desk holding her production file close to her chest.

    Jenny:

    Nuh…. today’s production and quality report all inside. There is also something inside you must read.

    ….. she winked her eye, turned and ran towards the others in the queue.

    My heart skipped a beat. What is it? After the last operator left, the whole place was very quiet. I opened up Line #5’s production file. Sitting on top of the report was a small piece of crumpled paper, written in her distinctive handwriting……

    “7pm…Majestic Theater…. 不见不散”

    Once again, I was caught in a fix, not sure if I want this to continue. At the same time, I was not sure how to end it. Perhaps, I should take it one step at a time…. I decided to meet up with her.

    It was 6.50pm when I arrived at Majestic. I look around but there was no sign of her. This time I am early. Should I go and buy the tickets?……I questioned myself….better wait, not sure what show she had in mind….

    I was standing on the steps, back to the cinema, facing the road, waiting for her, when a slap on my shoulder jolted me..…..

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    Chapter #18

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    yang punk

    up u already … don’t stop your story!

    Thank you bro…Merry Christmas…

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    Chapter #19

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    loster

    Bro, I like your story. It reminds me of a recent story that I had with a FL. Still can’t forget her.

    Thanks…memories sometimes hard to erase, doesn’t matter sweet or bitter.

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    spadeass

    nice story.. keep going TS.. and Merry Christmas to all~

    Thanks.

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    kwaychup

    Nice story and Merry Xmas to you

    upz u for your nice recollection.

    sounds like an ah lian ah hua type to me

    Bro, thank you very much. Not wrong to group her under this category.

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    GeMiNiZzzzZzz

    TS - This type of meimei just is so fantastic isnt it, we always do not appreciate when we were young

    Agree…but sometimes…well read on.

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    Chapter #20

    I appreciate all the readers for your continued support. Thank you.

    Continuing my story………..

    I turned around, standing no more than a couple of feet away from me was Jenny. She looked very pretty in her spaghetti strapped light yellow dress with rubberised gathers in front. Her radiant face compliments the small flower prints of her dress. As usual, her hair was nicely combed up. Except for her trademark thick black eyeliner, her make up was light. She carried a bigger bag this time. Wearing a big smile she said….

    Jenny:

    Hi…waiting for your girlfriend is it?

    Me:

    Wah you scare me….. I thought I was early…didn’t see you

    Jenny:

    I was here at 6.30, queuing for the ticket

    ..…waving the tickets in front of me.

    Me:

    I actually was thinking of buying but not sure what show you want to watch

    Jenny:

    Don’t worry, I already took care of it…but you must buy me dinner after the show ok?

    Me:

    Ok…..Deal

    Jenny:

    I promise you dinner quite cheap wan…..I like the fish ball noodles at People’s Park……We can go there after the show

    Me:

    Ok…your call…. What time is the show?

    Jenny:

    7.30…. I think we can go in liao

    She held on to my arm and we walked into the cinema. No surprises…. it was another tear jerker, her favourite. Though out the whole show, Jenny snuggled close to me. During one romantic scene, she hugged my arm tighter and moved to kiss me on the lips. Her light perfume smells like fresh flowers in spring….I was feeling very comfortable.

    Soon the show ended and the lights came on. We headed for the exit. Jenny was behind me as we walked along the rows of seats heading for the main aisle.

    Suddenly I froze and my heart just went cold….

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