wtf… i type halfway yest, then go sleep, then today cont, when i tried to post, they say my token expire, i click back, and my chap is lost…
haha…. fate fate….
Will update tonight….
sorry to keep you guys waiting ahh…
thanks all bro for advise. No worries, i promise a good chap tonight. . Usually wad i do is i will copy before i submit, just this once i never copy and haiz….
Nvm, stay tune tonight. . Will update. . Cheers
did jeslyn like me? did she not…
i know she like me… but is she willing to go any further with me then holding hand? this i dunno… and i have to find out…
to be cont….
Chap 47 - a happy day
next day i go to work as usual.
did not really know how to face ling..
she came in office about 15 min after me, dress very normally and moodlessly..
in a knee lenght skirt and a normal loose blouse.
she did not look at me, did not greet me, and did not talk to me…
somehow i feel uneasy. and go on with some paperwork tat i usually will ask ling to do for me..
after about 20 min in office, i could no longer endure the uneasiness in the office. i took my business bag. and leave the office for the day.
when i left office, i feel a heavy burden off my shoulder. i believe ling have the same feeling…
guess it’s good for both of us to release the tension.
i got into my car, slump back. decide a good place to go is home.
as my wife is not around… i could have a well deserve rest…
but before i start driving, i decide to send out 2 sms.
1- to ling: do we have to be like tat for the next one week?
2- to jeslyn: halo… do u like the gift? hope u like it… with love from aaron; your half bf.
then i put my phone by my side and start driving home….
5 minute pass when i recieve the 1st reply/
jeslyn: yap, like it, in fact i’m wearing now..
thanks so much.
does this sms means she accept me as her half bf..?
i dunno/….
me: glad u like it… u working today?
jeslyn: nope, off day, just woke up..
me: u free? can i date u?
jeslyn: where u wanna go?
me: dating wif u.
jeslyn: now?
me: 1 hour time?
jeslyn: ok lo… wear wad?
me: erm… i bring u outdoor, wear casual lo…
i drive home, change to my tshirt and bermudas.
then i take my digi cam, sunglass, and drive to fetch jeslyn….
me: u ready? i reaching 5 minutes.
jeslyn: ok. cya.
when i reach there, she also just come down…
dress in a khaki bermudas and white singlet, she look so sporty yet cute… with her apple hairstyle…
jeslyn: so wanna bring me where, my half bf? hehe
me: let go to the ….. erm…. zoo?
jeslyn: really? okok, so fun!!
the sky is bright, as bright as our mood and as i take the pie/bke to the zoo, my radio is playing some countryroad song. i sing along to some song as i have this disk with me during long trip to kl. keeping jeslyn entertain and impress and happy..
i open my sunroof, and with our mood so good, i forgotten about my wife and ling and reach the zoo in no time.
when i reach there, i go ahead and buy 2 ticket, and she went to buy a ice cream which we both share.
to me, sharing an icecream is the ultimate itimacy of food sharing.
as she approach me with the ice cream cone in her hand, from about 15 meters away, i realise wad a slim and good figure she have…
can i just fuck here there?
our hand interlock as if it’s 2nd nature to us…
and we went into the zoo…
at the zoo
we go animal seeing, took plenty of photos, took the tram, watch the animal show. go to the farm, feed the horse, feed the chick, play with the rabbits.
go to the reptile area, watch the iguana, snake, crocodile..
we chat, we laugh, we shares drink. and we walk alot… making sure all animal are not miss, we saw the giraffes, elephane, tiger…. i make fun of her… and i know she’s falling deeper and deeper for me…
by the time we finish everything it was about 5 and we are shag…
i decide to go for chill out with her…
before fetching her home..
but not before i have to tell my wife i will be home late as i have some urgent meeting…. (another lie)
we reach the car about 6 pm, and i start driving to mt faber altivo…
jeslyn fell asleep in my car and i drive slowly to make sure she got enough sleep.
myhand was holding on to hers and place on her lap…
the 45 min ride was one of the longest in my life…
and when we reach altivo, i have to wake her up….
she rub her eyes. and we got off the car…
i got a seat by the side overlooking sentosa and the developing resort world.
i sit beside jeslyn and we order some drinks..
we were browsing thru the photos we took in the day(this memory will eventually remain in my pffice drawer till today), my face and hers not more then 10 cm from each other, i could smell her, even after a day out in the zoo, she still smell so good, so womenly… for unknown reason, my 2ic start to wake up…
as we were browsing the photo and laughing away, frm my position i could view her ZG, a loose hole just enough for me to peep in and see her b cup cupped in her seamless white bra.
whenever she reach for her drink, i always almost saw her nipple due to the release of the tight cup. but i never saw it… and it made me even harder…
such a sexy women, wearing so casually and playing peek a boo with me… knn….. buey tahan…
8pm
me: did u enjoy urself today/?
jeslyn: yap.. i did, thanks…
me: u look beautiful with the pendent…
jeslyn: thanks…. i love this double love pendent… so 2 love means.
me: 1 is you… the other is for you to assign who… so who’s the other love…
jeslyn: ok, for now, the other love will be the person who give me this… haha..
i tighten my grip on our interlocked hand.. showing a sign of touch and happiness and approval.
i look beyond her to her top where cabin after cabin of cable car enter the station and exit the station… she turn around too and saw the beautiful litted cable cars.
me: when is the last time u took a cable car?
jeslyn: more then 10 years ago le..
me: wanna go for a return trip?
jeslyn": haha. u think take plane ahh.. return trip…
i ask for the bill. then i hold her hand as we exit altivo. as we are seated quite deep inside. jeslyn got alot of unwanted attention from the customer of altivo…
we are both afraid of meeting ppl we know, but guess love is bigger then fear… our hand never part, i ignore all stares at her and we took the stairs up to the ticketing counter for the cable car…
no queue.
we board on of the moving cable car. sit side by side facing sentosa. and soon, the door close and we were suspended 150meters above air, supported only by a metel cable, in a enclose cabin. just me and her….
to be cont…
chap 48 - cable cable…
as the cable car leave the station, i put my hand over her shoulder… pulling her closer, she lie on my shoulder telling me she’s comfortable..
me: u really happy today?
jeslyn: yap… really happy.
me: not gonna reward me with a kiss?
after all my sianing, giving flower, giving bears, giving pendent, going villa bali, going zoo. going altivo, taking cable car. taking photos. car ride. all my stupid joke… am i still gonna fail?
jeslyn: on ur cheek?
me: up to u…. but before u kiss…. ok…. put it this way, i read somewhere on internet… kiss on cheek is for friends, kiss on hand is adore, kiss on lips is love, on ears is wanna have fun, on nose is to get stupid, on neck is wanting that person.
so u decide carefully where u wanna kiss… if not i might get the wrong meanign…
i turn to face her… close my eye, and wait for the kiss…
we are 2 minutes into the ride….
now over harbourfront…
i feel her breathing coming closer to me, and she plant a dry kiss on my lips…
i feel shock, i tot she’s gonna kiss me on my cheek…. she sit back and look out…
lips is for…. i try to recall… it’s for love…
things are running through my head….
lip lips…. love… love…
since she love me… does it means go ahead…
i put my arm over her shoulder…
me: erm…. lips is….
i turn her head over to face me gentlly, and return her a kiss on her lips….
i refuse to retreat… and i have my the otherhand over her waist…
me: romantic right… kissing in the air…
jeslyn: nope, with u not romantic…
me: lie… i press my nose on her nose…
jeslyn: really, with u not romantic…
i pull her closer and kiss her on the lips again, i feel her lips parting, giving me the go ahead to insert my tounge…
i slowly lick her lips. and then her teeth, then being my romantic tounge fight with her….
i could feel her hand around my waist… and our embrace become tighter…
i tried my luck by moving up my hand abit…
then i feel the lenght of her bare smooth arm…..AS the kiss get more passionate, i tried to slid my hand to the front and feeling the outside of her breast. she did not resist…. but only react by kissing me more passionate…
i feel on her soft breast…. and move my hand down again and go to her back….
i did not even realise where we were now…
over the sea?
from behind, i move into her singlet… and feeling the whole of her bare back…. running my hand across her bra strap at the back….
then inside her singlet, i move my hand to her underarms again and move to the front touching her breast in her singlet but outside the bra…
i was feeling her skin on top of the bra… part of her breast too…
and as i try to slip a finger into her bra, she stop me…
jeslyn: dun want…
me: why?
jeslyn: dun want… too soon….
me: where got different…
jeslyn: not prepared….
i respect her and move my hand back to her bare back and feel all the way up to her neck as our kiss resume…
we continue frencing and i continue feeling her bare back occasionally moving to her front outside her bra….
time seems to pass so fast, and we arrive at sentosa, breaking our kiss, we alight…
as we walk abit of sentosa island…
me: why stop me earlier?
jeslyn: dunno….
me: later on the way back can dun stop me…
jeslyn: dunno….
jeslyn: u la…… y u make me “lips” u?
me: huh? lips me?
jeslyn: u say lips equal?
me: love
jeslyn: ya la…
me: since is love, then u should not stop me ma…
jeslyn: dunno….. let go back la… late le,. and i tired….
me: dun stop me k….
then i kiss her on the lips, and we being walking back to the station for the trip back.
to be cont…
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Originally Posted by
Garfield-Mel
Wat a waste if not u gonna sex in the cable car.haha
Waiting for your next chapter.thankz alot bro.
haha…. stay tune to find out..
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Originally Posted by
rob_onny
Whoa Bro Andthenhor, r u going 2 have hot actions in the return trip?
BTW, will there b any meal during the weekends?
I’ll try, no promise thou…
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Originally Posted by
Lupsupkia
Those in the cable car going in the opposite direction watch free show sia!
actually wun see one la… they are not like next to each order, and at night it’s kind of dark.
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Originally Posted by
xwatx
wah bro, your story really enticing leh. cannot stop one.
I haven’t read for awhile since the last time le, spent the last 1 hour plus reading and reading cannot stop.
Hahas. Now 3am so late liao, but still, feel like sad sad to realize that no more to read for now!
Must update! Camping here and rooting for you!
Thanks bro! glad u enjoy.
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Originally Posted by
putra80
You make want to go visit the zoo and cable car soon…
zoo and cable car indeed is a nice place.
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Originally Posted by
pokeman71
Yao Lai Le, yao lai le. One more thread we can see jaslyn kanna, oo….ar…..
arr…….. piak, piak piak…….
lai le lai le.
hehe, wait till next chap ba.
me: since is love, then u should not stop me ma…
jeslyn: dunno….. let go back la… late le,. and i tired….
me: dun stop me k….
then i kiss her on the lips, and we being walking back to the station for the trip back.
Chap 49 - Cable cable part 2
we slowly walk the 50 meter or so back to the cable car…
holding on to each other hand.
i dunno why, after the trip to sentosa, i find her beauty grow by so much. she is now shy, sweet and soft spoken.
for me, again my brain is turning and turning.i feel so sex deprise. can i please just fuck this 21 yr old beauty on the spot…
me: why so quiet sunddenly?
jeslyn: dunno. can we dun…
me: shun qi zhi ran lo… such thing say beforehand also no use de..
jeslyn: u will only make me fall in love with u more lo. dun want can.
me: okok…
*in my mind i cannot think of such thing, i only want her…
it’s almost 9pm….
i check my phone.
no sms, no call…
ling really angry?
soon, we reach the cable car…
i hold her hand and our return trip begin…
i put my hand over her shoulder.
*sounding very serious… me: see, that’s where we come from… *pointing to the front
jeslyn:*laugh “of coz i know la.. haha, that’s a very unneccessary comment lo… ah bish…
me: scare u dun know ma…
jeslyn: ya, thanks for teling me… and that’s where we are heading to right?
me: clever gal…. can i kiss my clever gal?
she keep quiet
i turn her head towards me…. i i turn mine to meet her mouth… i hug her close and feel her breast pressing against my chest.. it’s so soft, like 2 erotic cushion pressing against my body….
me: dear, hug me…
she wrap her arms around my neck and back and i again smell her womenly nice smell…
i then kiss her ears, and lick her ear loop follow by the back of her ear..
jeslyn: hmmmm….
i move to the other ear and lick the ear loop then the inside of her ears… breathing abit heavier into her ear…
jeslyn: ahhh……ggggg…..hmmmmm….
then i move to her mouth and start to lick her lips and she responde by pushing her tounge into my mouth….
i then move my hand again under her arms to the front…. she retreat abit to create a space between our body so i can have access to her breast…
then i feel her hand coming toward my hand which is on her breast..
she is holding on to my hand and squeezing her breast..
me: u enjoyit?
jeslyn: ya….
i then move my hand down and up again into her white singlet…
as i move up, i move up beyond her bra and release one side of her bra strap… pulling it off her shoulder…
then i pull down her bra cup and start fondleing her breast… her soft and small nipple between my finger…
i expertly fine tune her nipple…
and her breast is so nice to the touch..
i pull her bra lower so i can have a full feel of her full breast…
then i move my head to her ear again, licking hard on her ears and blowing some hot air into it..
jeslyn responde by giving some soft and hot moan….
my the other hand guide her hand to my 2ic… which is fucking hard by now… ready to fuck…
she touch it from the outside of my bermudas…
and i’m fondling her breast in her singlet with her bra pull down slightly..
soon, we saw the cable car approaching the station… i remove my hand…. and she pull up her bra strap and adjust the cup from outside her singlet…
she look away…
me: why?
jeslyn: nothing….
me: angry?
jeslyn: no… dun ask…. i dunno…. it happen so fast, i dunno what’s going on….
when the cable car reach the station, she hurrily alight and walk down the stair leaving me trailing behine…. the attendent at the station give me a “wad happen” look. and i give him a shurg of my shoulder before i hurrily catch up with her…
i grab her arms from behine…
me: wad happen?
jeslyn: nothing really… can i go back?i think everything happen too fast….
me: ok…
i then drive her home, never hold her hand, never talk…. just keep quiet and enjoy the cold wind as i open the window to break any silence in the car…
*not all gals can accept married guys. but no one can resist love…
to get jeslyn to bed will require alot of effort and had i been single, we would have proceed weeks ago…
but because of my statues. i guess this is not for me…
the taste of failure stay in my mouth till today, not being able to taste the forbidden fruit, not being able to have her still is one of my today biggest regret…
ppl always say see no touch…. but i manage to touch, but no see…
how pain is that…..
when i reach her place…
jeslyn: thanks aaron for today and sorry for just now….
me: no worries… did you enjoy urself?
jeslyn: yap…. do send me the photos if u are free
…
me: so u going up now?
jeslyn: ya…. feel so tired….
me: ok….. must rest early k…
jeslyn: erm… can i give u a kiss…. ?
i kept quiet…
and she lean forward to give me a kiss on my cheek…..
cheek… = friends,…. i got it…. i understand….
me: thanks…
i kiss her back on the cheek…. and she alight…
i then put on R gear and drive home…
*i guess i should not carry on trying to get her… i’m married and is not practical to be involve in affair that require too much courting…..
we remain friends till today… sms, call, and quick lunch when i’m around her work area for appointment….
it’s amazing how we can be frens after the cable car episode….
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when i reach home, it’s about 10pm….
i log into my msn…..
* u recieve a message while u are offline…
ling: dunno…. few more days…. just endure lo…. i hope i can handle…. see u tomorrow…. do greet me “good morning” k….
i smile….. log off and go bath, then go to bed….
to be cont…..
when i reach home, it’s about 10pm….
i log into my msn…..
* u recieve a message while u are offline…
ling: dunno…. few more days…. just endure lo…. i hope i can handle…. see u tomorrow…. do greet me “good morning” k….
i smile….. log off and go bath, then go to bed….
Chap 50- ling in need
the whole night i was thinking about jeslyn… about so near yet so far….
in the end i figure out that family should always come first.
and affair is just for the extra spice you need in life.
following morn i reach office as usual. but the feeling is i have given up on jeslyn. at least she still kiss me on the cheek telling me we are frens.
ling came in not long after me…
“morning aaron” she said with a smile.
me: hi, morn…
she then go to her seat, seems like she in a good mood today.
email*
me: today so good mood?
ling: aiya, last two days le. just be happy lo. dun like see u so sad also…
me: ahh. now then u know u made me sad.
ling: i dunno, but see ur face like see justice bao
.
me: tat bad meh? u la… must be cause by u de…
ling: bleh… dun say i no good. today i take half day leave. accp u…. u want? tomorrow i last day le… cannot take leave also..
me: so good… wad’s up your sleeve?
ling: take it or leave it lo…
the next 3 hours was like torture, i keep doing my paperwork, but time seems to have stop. not moving anymore…
ling was wearing a casual dress, with a thick belt at the waist…
the tighten of the belt presented her boobs in the most flatering way…
12pm
sms*
me: btw, where u wanna go?
ling: huh…. i tot u will plan
?
me: ok lo… anywhere ok for u?
ling: sld be ba, as long not hotel lo…
me: ohh… that’s where i tot i want to bring u to…
ling: ah bish… might as well come my house…
me: dun want…. i dun like looking at your wedding photos. make me jealous only…
ling: jealous? serious ahh
…
me: wait for me in the carpark ba…
finally, 1230 le…
i go to my car, on the engine, and wait for her, within minutes, she come, hop into my car. and i start driving…
me: ehh.. women change is really 180degree one hor..
ling: aiya, i really dun want see u sad lo…
me: it’s u ownself also want me lo..
ling: rubbish…
me: ehh. can give me a kiss?
ling: for wad?
me: i read somewhere on internet… kiss on cheek is for friends, kiss on hand is adore, kiss on lips is love, on ears is wanna have fun, on nose is to get stupid, on neck is wanting that person.
she keep quiet, sitting there thinking abit as i exit the carpark… when i reach the main road, i ask her if she think finish already….
she put her hand on the back of my neck… pull me slightly over, she lean abit forward and bury her head in my neck and give my neck a kiss…
me: that’s wanting me leh…
ling: cannot ahh… i very greedy de
…
me: can…. (as my hand move over to hold her hand) so where should we go since u want me?
ling: u decide lo…. someplace quiet, someplace where i can relax, no stress
…
me: i say le… hotel hor… most privacy… most relax…
ling: aiya, u want that one say so lo… keep calling me go hotel…
me: ya la ya la…. i want la… u dun want meh?
ling: u very long nv do le izzit…?
me: yap… last time also with u…
me: erm… u?
ling: last time with u too….
i’m still driving… driving to nowhere… driving to no location…
i lean over her side…
me: u dun feel like it meh? no needs?
ling: dunno….
me: honest…
ling: maybe lo…
me: not honest enough…
ling: ya la…. dun make me high la
…
me: i talk only leh… i nv even touch u… but ling, i really want leh… i nv do with my wife coz i waiting for u…
ling: haiz…. like tat i no choice lo…
me: so?
ling: choose one that is quiet, not alot of ppl and got privacy one…
me: need condom?
ling: up to u lo…
me: aiya, no need lo…
ling: i dunno har… my period will be here anytime…
i go and ta bao burger king… and start driving to koven…
our hand holding tight to each other, as if we are afraid we might lose each other anytime.
to be cont….
(last chap coming up….)
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Originally Posted by
xwatx
Bro, great story, thanks for the update!
Pretty sad indeed, that you gotten that far, but I guess you are right.
Its going to be really tough for a girl to accept a man who is married, even if she’s in love with you, especially for a 21yr old girl who is actually attached.
Complicated stuffs you got there.
Jiayou on the updates! Like I say, will be camping here and rooting for you!
yap, usually i feel gals who can accept married guys are those who have work in a proper working enviorenment before. not jeslyn, a 21 yr old fresh grad who is pretty much craving for more romance… not something i can give.
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Originally Posted by
redlancer
Wonderful storyline that makes me craving more.the twist of the story and the description of the scenes gives one a chance to let their imagination run wild (: keep up with the updates
thanks bro… glad u enjoy..
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Originally Posted by
eeemen
Yeah, that’s right bro.
Anyway, I think you made the correct decision based on the thoughts that u had highlighted, particularly being married and requiring alot of effort. Count it as a blessing in disguise? Frees you from getting tangled and allows u other easier conquests?
Anyway, just sharing my personal thoughts. Thanks and looking forward to more, cheers ……..
yap… guess jeslyn is a fren worth having…. maybe years from now when she had enough of romance, i will be the one she turn to… hehe…
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Originally Posted by
wynchn
Bro andthenhor, i agree with you not all gals can accept married man…. tt’s wat happen to me oso….. sad….. sometimes i wonder is my wife the woman I truly luv!!! does this tot happen to any of the bros in sbf?
hmmm…. alot of ppl ask this question, do u truely love ur wife…. actually i can safely say yes… we love our wife…. the only prob is human are greedy… fling are just like chilli sauce. eat it without the main course(your wife) and it will taste real bad…
but put some into your wantan noodle. and it taste so yummy…
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Originally Posted by
Chery QQ
TS, you r the best ! All your stories can be published as a best seller.
Too bad, I still do not have the power to up you, all tang 1st.
thanks! glad u enjoy…
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Originally Posted by
Garfield-Mel
So near and yet so far.if mi I will go bang the wall.
haha bro, then i think my head already brain damage base on the failure i had before…
Quote:
Originally Posted by
bugmenot
Sad and bitter turn of fairytale with Jeslyn….. Case of bittersweet love story with no lust…..
Bro I had that kind of similar feeling before… I empathize with you…
hehe….. u gain some u lose some… no choice lo…. sometime not within our controll…
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Originally Posted by
GeMiNiZzzzZzz
Really good story, as not all sex stories must end up with sex ..that’s the good thing about this story bro …
thanks bro!!
Chap 51 - hurting romance….
i carry the burgerking paperbag and the smell of our fries and burger fill up the whole lobby of the hotel… i try to make it fast, get a bigger room for 4 hour…
then we hurried into the lift in case meet someone we know…
lucky not alot of ppl, we are both alone in the lift, going to the 4th storey…
i pull her towards me… kiss her on the lips… she refuse to engage… and soon we reach the 4th storey…
i find the room, fast fast open as she follow in behine…
i just cannot get over the feeling of opening a hotel room, everytime when u enter a hotel room, the smell of sex is just so strong…
i survey the room, wow… really good…,.
big and spacious…
we sit down have our lunch on the bed…. i was peeping her ZG like no one business…
then i proceed to brush my teeth, and she follows…
i then lie on the bed… hands behine my head…
me: tot u say u want me…
ling: dun want le, i want to sleep….
me: u dare…..
as i go over and hug her from behine….
hand moving up to cup her breast…
ling: dun want dun want, i want sleep….
me: haiz… last 2nd day le also want treat me like that…
ling: ok la, ok la…. do wad u want… haha
…
me: it’s u want me wor… not i want u… sld be u do wad u want…
we both kneel down on the bed…
facing each other… she begin unbuttoning me… and i unbuckle her belt and throw it one side…
then i lifted up her dress…. showing her black lacy panty, lift up somemore to reveal her flat tummy…
and up somemore to reveal her matching black bra… and she lifted her hand to allow me to slip her dress out…
in no time we are in our underwear….
will not go into details wad happen next….
i have some of the most enjoyable sex with ling yet.. no time pressure. no worries of getting caught…
i lick her and she come big time… and i was being blow like how a king should recieve his…
we got into 69…. and she give me a full body to body back massage…. using her very erected nipple to good use tickleing the whole of my back….
all the way down to my ass crack before pressing her breast on my back and move all the way up…
we have sex and tried all position and i finially come all over her body…. we ended up in the bathtub and had a 2ndround on the bed again…
knowing we just bath in the bathtub, i finger and lick her at the same time….
she give out moans so loud i’m sure ppl can hear it two blocks away…
when she shiver and come , i refuse to stop…. i want her to enjoy the good feeling of oral sex….
and finally we ended up lying under the blanket. hugging each other with my sperm all over her vagina area…
me: i’ll miss u de leh… how?
ling: no choice lo… enjoy me now lo…
me: wun u miss me?
ling: i will of couse. but also like tat… u married le… i dun wanna break up ur family u know,..
me: if i not married?
ling: dun talk about if la… just enjoy k… *and she give me a deep kiss to silence me…
we kiss and my hand went all over her naked smooth body again….
but i fail to come for the 3rd time…
in my mind, i keep telling myself… “please dun forget how this beauty look like when naked, the next time might be far far away….
me: so u decide ur future le ma?
ling: with my hubby? i wun tell u… dun get affected by my decision, i’m just a passer by in your life, after tomorrow i will be passed by le
…
me: haha… u so cruel leh…
she give me a kiss again, as if treasuring all the time we have…
in no time, the room is up…. i LL, really LL have to fetch her back….
ling: tomorrow u will be in office right?
me: yap, i will….
ling: cya tomorrow…
ande she alight… i began my lonely drive home yet again….
to be cont….
Chap 52 - My Colleague last day.
dragging myself from bed… i do my usual morning routine.. hating to accept that today will be the last time i will see ling in office…
no smile. no anything…. i kiss my wife goodbye as i go work…. she’s having bad headache and thus gotta take mc…
i reach office early, but hey, ling is earlier then me…
i saw her table mostly cleared…. she got 2 paperbag which i saw gift inside…
focing a weak smile…
me: wa… got preasent for me ahh?
ling: got…. of coz…
soon, col start to come in…
she give out identical size present to everyone….
then finally she give me a different looking present…
ling: na… a special one for u….
i took it…
me: thanks…
eric: wa… got special one de wor…
aunty sue: of coz la… u know aaron treat her how good or not…
ling just smile and walk back to her desk where she start penning a good bye email…
email:
me: am i suppose to open my present now?
ling: open in ur car when u going home ok….
me: ok…. any last word for me?
ling: nope… take care and treasure ur family ba…
me: u too k…. made the right decision, and always stay happy!!
i continue doing my paperwork… very un focus…
i have this very sour feeling in my heart….
just could not bring myself to accept that ling can just let go… But come on aaron, wad could she do??
cry?? dun be stupid…
i need to go le… the tension made me unable to stay any longer…
i take my bag, i walk to ling desk…
me: ling, i got to go for appointment le… u take care k…. all the best in ur future…
she look up… “orrhhh… thanks….”
i shake her hand and i turn and leave the office…. the next time i step in, she wun be around le…
when i reach the car… i took out the present and unwrap it…
it was hard…
it’s a crystal….
ling actually took one of our group photo and engrave in into a crystal….
below the crystal is a note…
“dear aaron… if only i could freeze the time…. but since i can’t, i freeze the memory in this crystal…. forget me not….
love, ling”
i feel a tears tickle down my cheek…. i wipe it away…. and as i took in the fact that i might no longer see her again, more tear roll down…
i dirve out of the carpark….
ring ring, ring ring….
wife
me: hello?
wife: dear…. i’m positive leh!!
Tears of joy i guess…..
The END