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Originally Posted by
Sen5eS
It’s not estimating high or low … just feel that you have a charmed life
Surprised you think that way Bro… if I had a charmed life. I wouldn’t be in this self-created situation now…
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Originally Posted by
curiouslala
Maybe its because he wanted ur adventurous life too?
I think there are few bro who wish to be in ur shoe..
Well sis, sometimes too much adventure and excitement is not good for health…
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Originally Posted by
mightly
good boy? dun buff Bro E.. i always believe have 1st time sure got 2nd time..
Believing doesn’t mean it will happen. Unless you have first-hand experiences you would like to share?
I admit. I am a horrible person. I have left a trail of hurt wherever I go.
No matter what I do, someone inevitably gets hurt. Whether it is a committed relationship or a fling, it never ends well.
Shirley - I had a chance at a normal relationship yet blew it when it became clear all I eanted was sex. I chased her away, she got pregnant with someone else’s kid, eventually lost it. I rejected her when she wanted me back. Eventually, she left the country and is probably never coming back. I did reconnect with her recently over whatsapp. She’s fine. Happily attached. Wishes we never went further than the sibling relationship we shared. Chapter closed.
Jenny - We never really had a problem relationship-wise anyway. She was, and maybe still is the only person who I have let in emotionally or otherwise. She is also happily attached now. And I would never do anything to compromise her happiness.
Nicole - A big regret. When I finally mustered the courage to check in on her, let’s just say it did not go too well. To quote “When all I wanted was a relationship, all you wanted was sex, when all I wanted was sex, you wanted a relationship. I’ll never forget what you did. Don’t ever contact me again.” I tried to apologise but was replied with her sister calling me up, and letting me listen to her cry. Well done.
R - It was never meant to be and never should have been. I fell for someone who would never have the same feelings for me. I would not call it love, for I know not what it is. But it made me realise I had emotions. It did not feel good. At all. What happened to the cold, emotionless me. Finding out I still had emotions and could be affected by them really hurt.
In the end, I guess retreating into my shell is the best option.
As with everything that has happened, there is no happy ending to this story. I inadvertently ended up hurting the only person who cared enough to bother about me. Perhaps there is really no hope for humanity any more.
She says words are cheap. But I am truly sorry.
The End.
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Originally Posted by
Vulvacious
Have been silently reading your thread for a good half a year. Your writing skills are highly commendable and you most certainly know how to keep your readers on their toes with your aptly placed cliffhangers. Great storyline, the way you took your time to develope and bring your characters to life certainly gave your story more depth. Your story has inspired me to share some of my own experiences. Thanks once again for this great read!
Thanks, your writings are good too…
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Originally Posted by
sexpert
Are you still haunted by the memories of Shirley?
Haunted? Not really. Regret maybe…
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Originally Posted by
kinky83
Bro Silent reader here. I am sure you will find ur love someday… Hopefully soon… But there’s a saying using force is not the best way out… maintain your liveliness go out and enjoy… someday somehow ur 1 will be there… Good luck to u bro…
True love is the hardest to find and it probably hurts the most…
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Originally Posted by
deludedgal
I like this thread too.. it’s beyond my imagination at times
Well, imagine more…
sometimes its good to suspend your impressions of what’s normal and not..
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Originally Posted by
BMW69
Bro I’m reading this thread again because it’s so so awesome. The part about charmaine really reminds me of my ex. But I was her first bf and we didn’t have sex. But I knew she has very violent tendencies and she always wanted to tie me up and fuck me. Reading this makes me so glad that I got out of the rs.
Abusive relationships are never good… glad you got out…
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Originally Posted by
nonSen5es
How’s the situation on your side?
Update update !
No updates…
This story is over….
The situation is FUBAR.
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Originally Posted by
nonSen5es
hehehe well … there’s still an update right ?
And if it’s F.U.B.A.R. the only way is up when it hits bottom hahaha
We’ll see…
I’m writing fiction for the time being… but no inspiration or motivation for now…
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Originally Posted by
DarkFayt
Was a silent reader here and just want to let TS, EnigmaSorrow that he has inspired me to share my stories and to live a life without regrets.
Thank you TS for your wonderful life story.
Thanks for the kind words, unfortunately, a life without regrets is something most of us can only wish for.
As it is, I’m still picking up the pieces and tiding through the fallout of my indecisiveness.
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Originally Posted by
DarkFayt
Wish you all the best. Well, till the end, we are all human, we make mistakes. We can’t turn back time, but we definitely can move forward.
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Originally Posted by
ohmaigawd
I am just ninja in this forum viewing threads and reading story without posting anything. But today I would like to break this silence and wish you all the best in your future. Hope by this day prior to your previous encounter, you managed to overcome certain fear and regret weighing around you.
Thanks for the great story!
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Originally Posted by
Annabelle93
nice story..
Thanks for the support…
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Originally Posted by
davidguetta
i still hope deep down u would update this thread time to time…
this is the best story i ever read..and hoping to know u in person as well..
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Originally Posted by
MrStyleKing
1 of the best story I have read! UP
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Originally Posted by
blade
am actually still hoping for more.. haha but great story. came back here when i saw activity.
Once again, thanks, but I doubt there will be any more real life updates.
It’s just too painful.
What started as a diary of sorts slowly became a nightmare.
I’ll stick to writing fiction for now.
Do support my other threads!