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Originally Posted by
Sen5eS
hahahaha worst part is Samstress turns out to be a Samster ! hahahaha
TGIF …. have a smashing weekend
Hmmm. Never considered the possibility of a fake samstress. Haha. Perhaps i should i be more careful with who i meet online? Haha.
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Originally Posted by
kittymae
Awww c’mere bro S *hugs*
Lols!
I’m sure there will be updates soon enough going by his track record
Den we will all be back!
you make it sound like i’m some super player. Lol. Nah. No updates. Nobody wants me. Haha.
I’m just a lonely soul with his left and right hands for company. Lol.
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Originally Posted by
kittymae
Okayyy
I rephrase my sentence to “bro E don’t need de lahz”
Ermmmmm . Cos he isn’t a cat person
Bro S, don’t try too hard lahz
Actually, I AM a cat person. Had a couple of felines a long time ago. Haha.
Now i like the pussy as well. Lol.
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Originally Posted by
Sen5eS
yeah … I’m starting to crack …
Curtain closing … end of encore *Period*
You can open the curtain. For a short while…
Out of nowhere, I received a missed call from her while I was at the gym. She did not answer when I returned the call so I ignored it.
I was having lunch when she texted me.
R: I think we need to talk.
I was half tempted to reply sarcastically but decided that I could not do so.
Me: Sure. When?
R: I’m outside your camp.
Me: What? I can’t leave just like that.
R: It’s ok. I’ll wait her until you’re done.
Me: That’s like 1730.
R: I just hang around here.
Me: No. Give me five minutes to get back to you. I’ll take urgent leave or something.
R: Ok.
I texted my CSM to see if I could take the rest of the day off for personal reasons and he agreed. I texted her.
Me: Give me 15 minutes. Gonna take a shower first.
R: Ok.
Once I was done I drove out of camp and saw her standing just outside the main gate. I stopped and she got in. She was wearing a hoodie with shorts and sunglasses.
Me: What’s up?
R: How much time do you have?
Me: All day?
R: I won’t need all day.
Me: Where do you want to go?
R: Anywhere. I just want to hug you.
Me: Er. Ok.
I drove to Punggol Jetty and we walked along the riverside till we reached some sort of shelter. The sky was cloudy so even if it rained, we would be quite safe.
Me: Come here.
She came towards me and buried her face in my chest, while wrapping her arms around my back. I did the same.
Me: What’s wrong?
R: I missed you.
Me: Missed me or the hugs?
R: Both.
Me: Why?
R: I don’t know.
Me: Why contact me all of the sudden? I had the impression you never wanted to see me again.
R: I didn’t.
Me: Ok.
R: I wanted to have a clear mind when trying to work on my marriage. If I kept contacting you, I might give you the wrong idea.
Me: Wrong idea about?
R: That I like you? I think it’s pretty obvious that you like me.
Me: Do I?
R: You don’t?
Me: I’d rather not answer that.
R: But you were willing to spend so much time with me when I was down. Even overnight.
Me: Maybe all I wanted was to sleep with you?
I expected her to push me away and slap me, but she did not.
R: If I didn’t let you, would you still have accompanied me?
Me: Maybe.
R: Would you have taken advantage of me?
Me: Perhaps.
R: Can you be serious?
Me: I am being serious. I don’t think I’m very good at handling relationships. So I’d rather not be in one. I thought we could be fuck buddies.
R: I thought we could be as well.
Me: Even though you’re married?
R: I wasn’t satisfied. You seemed like a nice guy. Then I found out he cheated on me.
Me: If he didn’t cheat on you would you still have slept with me?
R: Yes.
Me: Why?
R: I wanted to experience it.
Me: Does that mean you’re attracted to me?
R: Maybe.
Me: I’ll take that as a yes.
R: You’re attracted to me too right?
Me: Physically? Of course.
R: In other ways?
Me: Even if I was attracted to you in other ways, it’s not possible for us anyway.
R: Because I’m married?
Me: Yeah.
R: What if I’m single?
Me: If both of us were single, I’d definitely wanna date you. Start a relationship even.
R: But you only wanted me for sex now?
Me: I’m not a very good guy. That I’ll admit. I have my needs too. You seemed willing, so…
R: I really don’t feel like you took advantage of me.
Me: I hope I didn’t. You were in a vulnerable state.
R: I don’t regret it.
Me: Would you regret it if we continued seeing each other for sex only?
R: I don’t know. Maybe.
Me: I wouldn’t.
R: Did I really make you that horny?
Me: You made me way worse than horny. I’m addicted to you. Which was what you wanted right?
R: How do you know I wasn’t mind fucking you when I said I wanted you to be addicted to me?
Me: I don’t. I guess I’ll never know. But you’ve achieved your aim.
R: What if I don’t want to sleep with you anymore?
Me: Then I probably did not do enough to make you want to.
R: Maybe next time? When we can do it legally?
Me: Really? Or are you mind fucking me again?
R: You can decide for yourself if I’m mind fucking you or not.
Me: Ok.
R: For now, I just want to enjoy your hugs.
Me: Fair enough.
We broke free from the hug briefly and sat down on the bench before she cuddled up to me again.
It started drizzling before the rain got heavier. We just sat there in the shelter hugging each other, listening to the pitter-patter of the raindrops on the roof of the shelter.
Sometimes a guy just wants to feel appreciated by a girl for the things he does, be it big or small, sexual or non-sexual. It felt good that she needed me, it made me feel like my existence was somehow validated.
The circumstances and timing were definitely not right, but it did not really matter. The indescribable feeling I got when she was lying in my arms was what mattered. I hoped she felt the same way too.
We waited for the rain to lighten before heading back to the car. I sent her home as she had to prepare for work later in the day. I would have parked the car somewhere and walked her to the lift lobby so that we could enjoy another hug, but that would come at the expense of her husband possibly seeing us if he was hanging around. Maybe I would get beaten up, but that did not really matter.
I guess I live for such moments of fleeting happiness. They may not hold much significance for others, but to me, it is more than enough. Sex would obviously be a bonus.
Even though we spent a mere two hours together doing nothing more than hugging, I returned to camp a happy man. Hopefully, she would ask me out more often. But even if she did not, life still goes on…
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Originally Posted by
kittymae
I told you so. Saw it coming already…
Need any more predictions?
Advice dispensed. Up to u to heed or not And exercise self restrain
Counsellor signing out. All de best heading fwd bro
One more thing: u mentioned about being appreciated/validated. In ur history of girls, I think they did in their own way. Every girl shows it differently. And forgive me if I say this bluntly, but even as u say its impossible with Jenny or
Shirley, they also appreciated u in their own way. And how is it any more possible for u to keep seeing R?
she was the one that pushed u away and u ask her to come to u, to hold her.
I dunno, I think R is really just gettin to me. Just get really irate, perhaps its cos i dont loke characters like that. Sry, but I can’t read on any longer for this R chapter… Enjoyed being a loyal reader this far.
Adios..
We’re not seeing each other anymore. I believe today is the last time. She’s moving on with her life. If we were to meet in the future it would be as friends.
Thanks for hanging around and dispensing advice though. Appreciate it. Maybe we can discuss that coffee some other time?
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Originally Posted by
kittymae
One more prediction. My final… She will divorce her husband. And u will be the reason she does that, especially after u affirmed u would definitely want to try a relationship with her.
But the guilt will catch up with u one day. I speak from my own experience. Nothing less, thus I felt vey much the need to persuade u agst this thing wih R (truth be told, her actions also remind me of someone I used to know…)
U might not be the direct cause but u did become a contributory factor.
If she was serious about all she said, not contacting u and all, she can easily delete ur details. but why do that when u willingly continue to let her play u ard?
I don’t know u personally, have no agenda, only commenting in all honesty and sincerity as like other sisters have. Is the concern of strangers not a form of validation that u crave also? I hope u really will wake up fr this spell she casted on you.
And like what some will say, I can choose not to read if I got issues….
I guess I will.
Bro Sen5es, if ure reading this, catch ya ard at some other thread
Well, let’s not judge her too quickly shall we? The past 2 weeks has been tough on her. And just because I may want to try a relationship with her doesn’t seem to be strong enough for her to want to divorce her husband.
I really appreciate your frank and honest, if not somewhat harsh comments. At least you don’t sugar-coat the reality.
Well I suppose you won’t be hanging around here anymore. Will miss your opinions.
There won’t be any more updates.
Taking an indefinite hiatus after the recent events.
Hope everyone has enjoyed whatever I’ve contributed so far…
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Originally Posted by
Sen5eS
He’s not MIA I’m sure … just no updates for the moment … but looking fwd to new installments
Sorry to disappoint everyone. There will be no further updates. I’m gonna be a good boy for now… haha…
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Originally Posted by
Sen5eS
You’re a good boy because you’ve found a good girl who’s taking good care of your Bad Boy? Hehe
Well Bro, I think you seriously overestimate me… I’m spending my time now reading other threads…