Me: Nat, I can’t. As much as I want to. I can’t.
She stroked my dick, which by now was half-erect.
Nat: Your body betrays your mind.
Me: It’s not my mind. It’s my heart. I don’t want to be that kind of guy anymore.
Nat: You already started. Why stop now?
She dropped to her knees and licked my balls. I pulled her up.
Me: Please don’t. I don’t want to make things worse.
Suddenly, her door unlocked from the outside and Nicole stepped in still naked. She threw me a towel.
Nic: Dry yourself.
Me: Thanks.
I dried myself and turned to leave. Nicole grabbed my hand.
Nic: Where are you going?
Me: Home?
Nic: Will you stay for dinner?
Me: Erm.
Natalie grabbed my other hand.
Nat: Yeah. Stay?
Me: What’s for dinner? Does it include eating pussy?
Nic: If you want to.
Me: Whose?
Nat: Mine!
Me: Both of you are crazy. But I don’t mind real food.
I shrugged them off and exited, entering Nicole’s room.
Me: Hey! Where’s my clothes?
Nic: I put them in the wash.
Me: Why?
Nic: They smelt like they needed a wash.
Me: Right.
She sat down on her bed and patted it.
Nic: Sit with me?
Me: For?
Nic: I want to cuddle.
Me: Er…
Natalie entered.
Nat: When’s my turn?
Me: I don’t think I can.
But I sat beside Nicole anyway. Natalie sat beside me.
Me: Tempting as this may be, I seriously doubt I can handle both of you.
Nic: I just want to cuddle:
Nat: And I just want to fuck.
Me: Can’t either of you find your own man?
Nic: I’ve got one.
Me: And you’re willing to share?
Nic: Why not?
Nat: Yeah. Why not?
Me: Perhaps I should intro you to my brother or cousin.
Nat: Huh. Don’t want la. Your brother how old.
Me: 4 years younger.
Nat: Oh… Is he cute? Or hot?
Me: He’s acceptable…
Nat: Your cousin leh?
Me: Same age. Not cute or hot.
Nat: How big are they?
Nic: Nat. That’s enough.
Me: Big? You mean cock size? Brother about the same as me. Cousin no idea.
Nat: How do you even know how big your brother is? You wank each other?
Me: Remember the threesome with my fuckbuddy?
Nat: Not really. Tell me!
Me: We both fucked her. At the same time.
Nat: Wow. I’m speechless.
Me: No big deal. I fucked both of you at the same time too.
Nat: Different leh.
Nic: Don’t get any funny ideas.
Nat: Who me?
Nic: Yes you.
Nat: I never had a young cock before.
Me: You make it sound like we’re damn old.
Nic: Yeah.
Nat: The thought of it is making me horny.
Me: You want to fuck my brother?
Nat: Or your cousin.
Me: Whatever for? My youngest brother want or not?
Nat: Can also!
Me: You’re crazy.
Nat: You said you can’t handle us both. Jie, how?
Nic: How what?
Nat: Let’s fuck his brother. And his cousin! And his younger brother!
Me: Are you on drugs or something?
Nat: No. Just really really horny.
Nic: You can go ahead. I’ll just stick to him.
Me: Why are you even encouraging her??
Nic: Cos it leaves you for me.
Me: What the fuck…
Nat: How? Call them la.
Me: Who?
Nat: Your brother and cousin!
Me: Seriously?
Nat: Do I look like I’m kidding?
Me: Er. Nic?
Nic: Just indulge her.
Me: You can’t be serious. You wanna fuck them too?
Nic: No. I only want you.
Nat: I want you too!
Me: I think we should send you to a psychiatrist.
Nat: Hey. Teachers have highly stressed jobs ok?
Nic: I’m coping fine.
Nat: That’s because you already have a permanent fuck buddy.
Nic: That’s all I need.
Me: I’ll give you their numbers. You contact them yourself.
Nat: Ok!
I gave her their numbers, Andrew and Adrian (esoterics1984), and left their fate in her hands. I hoped she was not secretly a succubus.
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Succubus ??? LOL too much Diablo 3 ???
Definitely too much diablo…
Natalie left the room, leaving Nicole and me alone. She lay down and I followed suit. She caressed my face, neck, down my body and stopped at my groin.
Nic: You don’t mind right?
Me: Mind what? Being your fuck buddy?
Nic: Yeah.
Me: No. But I still don’t understand how we went from not talking for a decade to this.
Nic: I don’t understand either. But I don’t really care. I’ll never forget how you took my virginity, but I already said I forgive you. Maybe now it’s payback for you. But I’m enjoying it.
Me: You’re taking revenge on me for fucking you, by fucking me?
Nic: Sounds like it.
Me: Sounds crazy.
Nic: Yeah. You’re gonna be my slave till I decide otherwise.
Me: That’s not very fair.
Nic: No one asked you to fuck me, then my sister, then disappear for ten years.
Me: You’ve had all this hatred inside for so long?
Nic: It’s not hatred. Never was.
Me: Ok.
We kissed for awhile, and she climbed on top of me, pinning my shoulders to the bed with her knees.
Nic: You know what I want.
I struggled out from under her and repositioned my head under her pussy. I spread her legs and attacked her bald pussy, which was already wet. She reached around and grabbed my dick, wanking it slowly.
Me: 69?
Nic: No.
I continued licking her, teasing her clit with my fingers and tongue. Suddenly she turned around and attacked my cock with her mouth.
Me: I thought you didn’t want to 69?
Nic: Changed my mind.
We continued pleasuring each other for a while longer and she got me to full hardness. Running her wet pussy down my body, she mounted me in reverse cowgirl and started riding.
Just then, her door opened and Natalie strolled in nonchalantly.
Nic: What the fuck bitch!
Natalie did not bother and went in front of Nicole and started frenching her while playing with her nipples. She stopped riding suddenly, leaving my dick in an uncomfortable position.
As much as she showed displeasure in the shower earlier, Nicole actually responded to Natalie and started caressing her body as well, while resuming her ride. I tried to sit up and grab Nicole’s boobs, but the position was rather weird and my dick popped out of her pussy. They stopped frenching.
Nic: Nat you bitch!
Nat: You were enjoying it.
Nic: Why are you here?
Nat: Warming up.
Me: For?
Nat: Your brother is on his way. He better be cute.
Me: What?
Nicole turned around and was about to re-insert my dick in cowgirl when Natalie grabbed it.
Nic: Hey!
Nat: Let me use him for awhile la.
Nic: Fine. Whatever.
Me: What?
Natalie slid down. She was not very wet, and depended on Nicole’s juices for an easy entry. She was still as tight as I remembered. Tighter than Nicole.
Nicole lay down next to me and we started frenching while Natalie rode me hard and fast.
Within five minutes or so I felt the urge to cum. I think Natalie felt it too and rubbed her clit hard against me while my dick probed her cervix. Soon, she screamed in ecstasy. I tried my best to hold in my shot and it worked. Natalie dismounted and began wanking me while massaging my balls. A third hand joined her in stroking my cock. I could not hold it in any longer and fired off. The stream landed on our faces while we were still kissing and Nicole gleefully introduced my semen into my mouth. Natalie kept wanking, as though she was trying to force everything out. She succeeded and another shot oozed out.
They both collapsed beside me.
Nat: Jie, why does he come so easily?
Nic: How would I know? He usually can last longer with me.
Nat: Maybe I make him hornier than you.
Nic: Maybe he enjoys fucking me more so he makes himself last longer?
Me: How about maybe we should stop debating about this and go shower again?
I did not think it would have been wise to tell Nicole that it was because Natalie was so much tighter than her that I was able to cum so soon.
We went to shower again. After that, the twins ordered KFC while I hung around in my no. 4 pants. I must have looked really weird.
I sat in the living room and turned on the television, channel surfing until Natalie came amd sat beside me.
Me: I thought you said my brother is coming over.
Nat: I lied.
Me: What?
Nat: Do you think Nic would have let me fuck you?
Me: I don’t know. Maybe if you asked nicely.
Nat: She wouldn’t. Unless she wasn’t around.
Me: Then why?
Nat: I threw her off rhythm.
Me: Right. So about my brother… Or cousin…
Nat: I only texted your brother. He didn’t reply. I don’t think you cousin would be comfortable. Especially if it’s a threesome…
Me: Are you serious?
Nat: Not really. But at least I get to know more guys…
Me: My brother is still young. Don’t take advantage of him.
Nat: Yeah. He’s young, probably fitter, maybe harder. Possibly hornier…
Me: What…
Nat: You gave me his number…
Me: Maybe I shouldn’t have…
Just then my phone beeped. Andrew was calling.
A: Bro. Some girl just texted me, said she’s your friend, and you’re in trouble, and I’m supposed to come over?
Me: Right. Erm. Did she say what for?
A: Nope. But she sent me a pic of herself in a t-shirt. What’s going on?
I glared at Natalie.
Me: You sure it’s not a prank? You sure she’s a girl?
A: Well unless she stuffed oranges into her t-shirt, I’m pretty sure those are boobs.
Me: Come over and find out then.
A: Now? I just finished work. Still in uniform.
Me: So am I.
A: What’s going on? Some costume party?
Me: You’ll see when you get here.
A: What… I’m supposed to go home for dinner.
Me: I’ll send you home later.
A: Well, ok.
He hung up.
Me: Nat. What the fuck.
Suddenly she raised her t-shirt and took another self-pic of her breasts.
Me: What are you doing now.
Nat: Showing him my oranges…
Me: You could hear our conversation?
Nat: You weren’t very discreet.
Me: Whatever.
Suddenly Andrew texted me.
A: !!!
Me: Buy condoms.
A: WTF is going on?
Me: Juz a crazy bitch.
A: Lol. Ok. Ur FB?
Me: No. Urs…
A: Wow. K. Hw u noe I’m single?
Me: I dun. She dun care.
A: Nice. Tk cab nw.
I turned to Natalie.
Me: You crazy slut.
Nat: Well, since you can’t satisfy us both…
She got up and headed up the stairs.
Nat: Let me know when he’s here.
I did not reply. I hoped Andrew knew what he was getting himself into.
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Wow, bros on twins. Possible 4some in the future updates.
Don’t get your hopes up. Nothing of that sort happened. Really…
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enigma, how does the twins looks like? any celebrities that look similar?
That’s a hard one to describe. Erm. I can’t think of any celebrities at the moment.
Andrew arrived a while later and we had a smoke in the garden.
A: So. What’s this about?
Me: Why did you come if you didn’t know what’s it about?
A: How can I turn down free sex?
Me: How do you know there’s sex?
A: Why would a girl show me her tits?
Me: Cos she’s psycho.
A: Right.
Me: But you came anyway.
A: Yeah. So how do you know her?
Me: Actually I don’t. I know her sister.
A: And?
Me: Let’s just say a very long time ago, the three of us got very drunk…
A: You had a threesome with sisters??
Me: Twins.
A: Oh my god. Bro. You rock. You’re sleeping with them again?
Me: Not really.
A: What about Shirley? Or Jenny?
Me: Erm. Let’s just say I’m only sleeping with the other sister.
A: So why- Oh I get it. You can’t handle them both.
Me: Maybe. But I wouldn’t want to anyway.
A: Bro. Twins. Threesome. Free sex. I would do it.
Me: I guessed just as much.
A: You must be crazy not to.
Me: I don’t know what happened to you. But I’m guessing it happened after we both fucked Jenny.
A: Somewhere around there I think.
Me: I’ve turned you into a sex maniac.
A: Nah. I can control it if I wanted to. Is she hot?
Me: You saw the pic.
A: She doesn’t look very hot. Nice boobs though. Any chance I can have both of them?
Me: Over my dead body.
A: Should I kill you now then?
Me: You could try. Mr. blue belt.
A: Hey. You’re a blue belt too.
Me: I’m stronger.
A: Not anymore. Not with all your injuries.
Me: Ok. You win. But no. I won’t allow it. I’d really like to develop a real relationship with her.
Nic: You do? Wow. I’m touched.
Nicole suddenly appeared, cigarette in hand, dressed in FBT shorts and a t-shirt, without a bra. Andrew was definitely checking her out. He extended his hand.
A: Hi! I’m Andrew.
She took it.
Nic: Nicole. It’s my sister who wants you. But you’re kinda cute. Cuter than your brother.
Me: Hey!
A: Thanks.
Nic: And I see that you outrank him.
Me: I’m injured. Passed over for promotion.
A: Yeah. Quite a sad case.
We stubbed out our cigarettes. Nicole took Andrew by the hand after he removed his boots and socks.
Nic: Come on. I’ll bring you to her.
Me: I guess I’ll watch TV…
They headed up the stairs and into Natalie’s room. I heard them exchange pleasantries, and the door slam shut. I was pretty sure I heard Natalie squealing in delight. Then the door opened and Nicole came back down the stairs and joined me on the rosewood sofa.
Nic: Your little bro is damn hot.
Me: Thanks for making me feel good about myself.
Nic: I mean his abs. Wow…
Me: Thanks again. Why don’t you join them?
Nic: I see you’re jealous.
Me: No. I could join them too.
Nic: But you’re not.
Me: I don’t wanna be that person.
Nic: And yet you don’t mind if I join them?
Me: We aren’t together.
Nic: You’re developing feelings for me?
Me: I think so.
Nic: You know I’m not interested.
Me: They don’t have to be reciprocated. I only want to treat you the way you want me to. Do the things you want me to do.
Nic: And you could have done all this ten years ago and yet you didn’t.
Me: I was young and stupid and never cherished what I had. Eventually it became one big downward spiral.
Nic: Yeah. Your lifes been pretty fucked up.
Me: So why aren’t you with them? You just said my bro is hot.
Nic: Nat can have him. This way you’ll be all mine.
Me: Maybe you have feelings for me too?
Nic: Maybe. But don’t be too optimistic.
She lay her head on my shoulder.
Nic: All I want now is someone who will satisfy my physical urges. We’ll leave the emotional aspect for later on. Ok?
Me: That means you like me.
Nic: Keep dreaming.
Me: You know it and I know it. But this arrangement works for now.
As we cuddled on the absurdly uncomfortable rosewood sofa, we heard the faint screams of Natalie coming from her room. Nicole turned up the volume of the television.
I kissed her forehead. She did not react.
Maybe this time I was being given a chance to make things right with her. I hoped I would not screw it up.
Andrew returned after almost two hours. He looked extremely satisfied. Natalie was still in her room while Nicole was lazing on my lap watching TV. The balance of the KFC, Natalie’s share, was on the coffee table.
Nic: I see you had fun.
A: Erm. Yeah.
I caught him checking her out again and I shot him a disapproving look. She did not seem bothered.
Me: Well, I’ll be sending him home now. Means I’m going as well.
Nic: Ok.
Me: Do you want me back?
Nic: Up to you.
I wondered was wrong.
Me: Ok.
I grabbed my uniform top, put it on, grabbed my bag and exited the house. Nicole did not see us to the gate so I assumed she would lock up later. We got into my car.
A: Bro. I-
Me: Spare me the details please.
A: Ok. You’re jealous right?
Me: Me? No….
A: She’s so much hotter than her sister.
Me: So?
A: Maybe her sister is a better fuck? I didn’t get to find out though.
I did not want to agree with him, nor encourage him. But he was right. Natalie was a much better fuck.
Me: Don’t you dare try.
A: Just wondering why you’re so into her. She’s like the not-so-hot twin.
Me: So I gave you the hot twin. So you better be satisfied. Stop probing.
A: Ok. But is it gonna be a long-term thing?
Me: How would I know what your arrangement with her is?
A: Right. She’s how old again?
Me: My age.
A: Well, she behaves like a teenager. A super horny one. Then when she put on her blouse, skirt and specs. Wow.
Me: Really. I don’t want to know.
A: She’s like the teacher you always wanted to fuck while you were in school.
Me: Andrew! Enough!
A: Ok. Ok. I’ll stop making you jealous.
Me: I’m not.
A: I sure hope not. But I don’t know how I can thank you.
Me: Please don’t. Thank her instead.
We reached his place and he alighted.
Me: Take care bro.
A: You too.
I headed back home. Glanced at Shirley who was watching TV. As expected, she did not acknowledge my presence. Maybe it was time to move out again.
I headed to my room and flopped on the bed. Then my phone beeped. Nicole had SMSed me.
Nic: She says he’s like the 18 year old you.
Me: Good for her.
Nic: Don’t worry. I’m not about to follow suit.
Me: Doesn’t bother me.
Nic: I know somehow you like me, but it’s not something I can accept. Not now anyway.
Me: I know. I don’t know why it’s like this.
Nic: Seriously, don’t wait for me. But we can still fuck yeah?
Me: Yeah.
Nic: Ok. I’m gonna sleep. Good night.
Sleep? It was barely 9pm.
Me: Ok. Rest well. I’ll see you soon.
Nic: I’ll be free tomorrow. Come over if you want.
And that was the last message. Maybe I misread her intentions, but I jumped out of bed, took a shower, changed and headed back to her place.
I messaged Natalie instead in case Nicole was really sleeping.
Me: Yo. Lemme in.
Nat: Andrew with you?
Me: No.
Nat: Then no.
Me: What the fuck?
Nat: Just kidding.
She came down and unlocked the gate after around 5 minutes. She was wearing the same t-shirt as before.
Nat: I think she’s sleeping.
Me: I know.
Nat: You know what that means?
Me: Yes. But no. You have my brother. Stop bothering me.
Nat: What?? I’m insulted. Who wants to sleep with you??
Me: I’m sorry. I thought-
Nat: Haha! Tricked you again. But yeah, Andrew’s sooooo much better than you.
Me: Thanks.
Nat: Well, she’s in her room. Spare me a stick?
Me: Do you ever buy your own?
I passed her one anyway.
Nat: Sometimes. Most of the time. Now I’m lazy to go out.
She lit it and we smoked. After the stick, I headed up to Nicole’s room. She really was sleeping. I removed my t-shirt and berms, leaving my boxers, and crept silently into her bed. She stirred.
Nic: Hmmm???
Me: Sorry. Did I wake you?
Nic: What are you doing here?
Me: I thought I’d come over and cuddle.
Nic: Really?
Me: Yeah.
Nic: Ok. But go brush your teeth first. I can’t get back to sleep smelling your tobacco breath. Spare toothbrush in the bathroom cabinet.
Me: Ok.
I got out and headed to the bathroom. I met Natalie along the way again.
Nat: Could you stop walking around my house naked?
Me: I’m wearing boxers.
Nat: Half-naked then.
Me: I’m just going to brush my teeth.
Nat: Right. Don’t make me drag you into my room.
Me: Not gonna happen.
Nat: Well, good night then.
Me: Night.
I brushed my teeth and headed back to Nicole. She appeared to be fast asleep when I lay down next to her. As I put my arms around her, she shifted so that her ass was on my groin. I could not tell if it was deliberate but I left it there anyway.
Soon, enough, I fell asleep too, still spooning her.
I awoke the next morning with Nicole’s face buried in my chest, her arms wrapped around me like I was a bolster. I stroked her hair and face. She stirred.
Nic: Morning. Why did you decide to come over last night?
Me: Why not? You said you were free today.
Nic: Didn’t expect you to come last night.
Me: Well, you did want to cuddle right?
Nic: Yeah.
Me: So I came to cuddle.
Nic: You sure you don’t want anything else?
Me: Nope.
Nic: You’re really trying to turn this into something more?
Me: Perhaps?
Nic: What if it doesn’t work out in the end?
Me: Then it doesn’t work out. I can’t control these things.
Nic: I don’t want to be responsible for your heartache.
Me: Neither do I for yours.
Nic: You already did the damage then.
Me: Is that why you’re so unreceptive to the idea?
Nic: Maybe.
Me: And all you want now is just sex?
Nic: I really don’t see what’s wrong with this arrangement now.
Me: There’s nothing wrong with it physically. But all we’re doing is expanding the emotional void we both have.
Nic: And who do you think created this void?
Me: Probably me.
Nic: Then?
Me: I don’t know. I felt something for you back then. And I’m blaming it on teenage hormones that screwed things up.
Nic: Keep blaming it. I shouldn’t have led you on then.
Me: So maybe we can start afresh?
Nic: I don’t think so.
Me: Why not?
Nic: Because I like you too.
Me: Huh?
Nic: I like you too. And I don’t want to suffer the hurt of you running away again. This way we’re both free from emotional commitment. There’s no hurt.
Me: Wait. You like me but don’t want to get together? Doesn’t make any sense.
Nic: What if one day you decide you prefer Shirley? Or Jenny? Or some other random girl you happen to meet? Then what?
Me: Why would that happen?
Nic: You never know.
Me: Then what if you decide you like girls again?
Nic: There’s a possibility of that…
Me: Right. So that’s why this arrangement is better for you.
Nic: Yeah.
Me: I’ll have to respect that I guess.
Nic: Good.
I cupped her face and brought my lips to hers, kissing them gently. I think she was surprised but did not resist.
Slowly, our mouths parted and she traced my lips with her tongue. I resisted turning it into a full-blown French kiss, continuing to kiss her gently instead. She ran her hands down my shoulders and to my groin but I pulled them back up and placed them on my chest, letting her feel my heartbeat. She stopped.
Nic: What are you doing?
Me: Trying to change your mind about me.
Nic: Nice try. But it’s not working.
I ignored her and continued, planting gentle kisses on her forehead, face and lips. She pushed me away.
Nic: Stop it!
Me: What’s wrong?
She sat up, turned away from me, and hugged her legs to her chest.
Nic: I don’t like this.
Me: Why?
Nic: It’s not the you I know. The you who would be ever ready to stick your dick into any hole.
Me: I’m not that person anymore.
Nic: It’s already imprinted in my head.
Me: Remember the coffee? Or the cyclist? Remember how you rubbed the aloe vera gel onto my burns? We cared for each other.
Nic: Don’t bring up the past.
Me: Remember how we kissed for the first time? How you said I might have done something right?
Nic: Shut up!
She covered her ears. I pulled her hands away.
Me: Nic, I’m serious. I only want to remember the good memories we both shared.
Nic: YOU DESTROYED EVERY SINGLE NICE MEMORY I HAD OF US WHEN YOU FUCKED MY SISTER!!!
This time I remained silent. I got off the bed, put on my berms and t-shirt, grabbed my stuff, and left.
Nicole remained seated on the bed, seemingly emotionless.
I let myself out and climbed over the gate as I did not want to throw the key back inside. I got into my car and drove off with no destination in mind.
I guess I screwed things up again.
I drove until I reached my favorite spot at East Coast beach. I headed straight to the breakwater and sat down, ignoring the growls of my stomach.
The sun’s rays beat down on me as I stared into the horizon. The beach was rather empty for a Saturday morning. I took the time to enjoy the solitude.
Perhaps I should not have left so abruptly, but that was how I usually dealt with all this. I guess my flight or fight mechanism was tuned more to flight.
I must have stoned there for pretty long, chain-smoking my entire pack of cigarettes before my phone rang. It was Natalie.
Nat: Hey. Thought you were here?
Me: Argued with Nic.
Nat: So that’s why I heard her shouting.
Me: You were awake?
Nat: Not really. But I heard stuff.
Me: How is she?
Nat: How would I know?
Me: She’s not home?
Nat: I woke up and wanted to see if you two wanted breakfast. But both cars were gone. She didn’t pick up my call. So I called you.
Me: Hmm.
Nat: So I’m guessing she’s not with you?
Me: Good guess.
Nat: Ok. So do you wanna have breakfast?
Me: It’s almost time for lunch.
Nat: Brunch then.
Me: But where’s your sister?
Nat: Who knows?
Me: You’re not worried?
Nat: Nope. She can take care of herself.
Me: I hope so.
Nat: So brunch?
Me: Nah. I think I’ll just stay here.
Nat: And do what?
Me: Reflect?
Nat: On?
Me: Things?
Nat: Looks like you two had a bad quarrel.
Me: I wouldn’t exactly call it quarrel.
Nat: Well, I’m hungry, and your brother didn’t reply my SMS. So if you wanna talk about it, I’m free.
Me: It’s ok.
Nat: I’m not going to ask you to sleep with me. Just eat.
Me: I don’t feel like it.
Nat: Just meet up to chat then?
Me: Nah.
Nat: Fine. Suit yourself. Bye.
Me: Bye.
She hung up and I resumed my staring out at the open sea.
I probably sat there without moving until the shadow cast by the sun was almost invisible. The humidity levels were not helping either. I decided to head home.
Upon reaching home, I realised that Shirley was not alone. Before I opened the door, I heard her chatting and laughing with someone. I entered anyway. Diane was over again.
I did not greet either of them but went straight to my room, took off my sweaty clothes and lay on the floor, not bothering to even take a shower.
I overheard Diane telling Shirley how rude I was and that she should kick me out of the house. Strangely, Shirley shushed her and said that I was having some problems and she should leave me alone for awhile. Did that mean that we were ok?
I plugged in my earphones and closed my eyes, trying to shut out the rest of the world around me.
I really needed to reflect on everything that was currently happening.
Apparently, I was so tired that by the time I eventually awoke, it was already night. Given a choice, I probably would not have wanted to wake up. But my mp3 player was out of juice, and my stomach had begun to digest itself.
I slowly sat up and stretched, my back aching a little from sleeping on the floor. As my eyes adjusted to the dark, I caught sight of a figure on my bed. I thought I had locked the door. I turned on the light.
Shirley was asleep on my bed, hugging my bolster. Her t-shirt had hiked itself up somehow, revealing the side of her body, and a little underboob. She was not wearing a bra.
I wondered if I should wake her. I was also surprised that she was not cold as the air conditioning was on and aimed directly at the bed. I covered her gently with my blanket, grabbed my towel, and headed to the bathroom.
After my shower, I rummaged through the kitchen cabinets and fridge to see if there was anything to eat. There was none. I headed back to my room and shook Shirley gently.
Me: Hey. Do you want dinner?
She awoke, and stretched like a cat.
S: And suddenly you’re talking to me again?
I ignored her.
Me: Why are you in my room.
S: This is my house.
Me: I know.
S: I can throw you out anytime.
Me: I know that too.
S: So why can’t I be in your room?
Me: Never mind.
S: You didn’t come out so I thought you died. Then I saw you sleeping on the floor. I sat on the bed to watch you. Guess I fell asleep as well…
Me: Right. So what do you want to eat?
S: Anything.
Me: Ok. I’ll go to the hawker centre.
I got dressed and headed to the hawker centre. I walked around for a while trying to decide what I wanted to eat but I realised that I was bored of the food there.
In the end, I bought a packet of Hokkien mee and a packet of Char Kway Teow and headed home.
Shirley was already sitting on the sofa watching TV when I got back. She decided to take the Hokkien Mee. I went to the kitchen to see what there was to drink.
Me: What do you want to drink?
S: Water.
Me: Ok.
I poured her a glass of iced water and grabbed two beers for myself.
S: Why are you drinking?
Me: Stressed.
S: Give me one too.
Me: You sure it’s ok for you to drink?
S: Why not?
She grabbed a can, opened it, and took a swig.
Me: Never mind.
S: So what’s been troubling you?
Me: Nothing.
S: Then why are you stressed?
Me: Just stressed.
S: It’s the girl you went to Batam with.
Me: Maybe.
S: You like her?
Me: Erm.
S: Look. I know we haven’t really been on the best of terms, but you’ve been here for me when I needed you. Let me do the same?
I wondered if I should tell her everything.
Me: It’s complicated.
S: We’ve got all night.
Me: I knew her even before we got together.
S: I guess just as much.
Me: I had a very bad breakup and we somehow ended up drunk.
S: How old were you?
Me: You were still in Lower Secondary.
S: I’m not the focus here.
Me: We got drunk, things happened.
S: Then?
Me: I quit school after that.
S: Because things happened?
Me: Other factors contributed to that.
S: Then?
Me: I went to her house on her birthday to pass her a gift.
S: Lemme guess. More things happened?
Me: She has a twin sister.
S: So you slept with the wrong one unknowingly?
Me: What makes you think I slept with her?
S: You said things happened. So I assumed…
Me: I slept with both of them.
S: Wow. Speechless. Then what happened?
Me: I regretted it. Disappeared from their lives. Until recently, when I bought my computer. Bumped into her sister.
S: And you started sleeping with both of them again?
Me: It didn’t happen instantly. We met up for coffee to catch up on old times.
S: Then everything changed when you went to Batam?
Me: She’s a very different person now. It’s scary.
S: Did you enjoy yourself?
Me: I’d rather not answer that question.
S: It’s not just about the sex. I know you’ve been very stressed these few months. Because of me, work, and other things.
Me: The trip was a nice getaway.
S: You see. We still can talk. Confide in each other.
Me: I don’t want to give you the wrong impression.
S: About what? You already said things are different between us. It’s not something I like, but I’ve to accept it. I made my fair share of mistakes.
Me: My feelings for you are different now.
S: Mine are still the same.
Me: That’s what I’m worried about.
S: But I don’t own you. You have your own life to lead. Being part of mine as my brother is enough for me.
Me: I’m glad you feel that way. I’ve caused you enough hurt. Starting over may not be the best thing for us.
As I said that, my thoughts immediately filtered to Nicole. This was what I probably should have said to her instead of forcing her to accept me.
S: At least we are on talking terms again.
Me: Yeah.
She moved closer to me and hugged me. I hugged her back.
S: Kor, thanks for coming back.