The next day, as usual I went to work. I am both puzzled and extremely satisfied. It’s like wow I finally did it with a woman that I truly love but… she got a bf isn’t it? Why is she doing this? Is it because she knows Im a virgin and therefore she is just trying to fool around with me?I get more and more depressed as I walk towards my office’s lift.
Her: Ouch! Watch where you are going!
I looked up immediately, “sorry sorry”, feeling apologetic. “Ohhh its you arh”, she laughed.
I smiled as I glance at her from the top to bottom, examine every part of her physical appearance. The memories from yesterday still printed very clearly in my head. I can visualize her standing naked right infront of me.
Out of a sudden she knocked on my head, “hey reach already la.” She said as she walked out of the lift.
When I finally settled down on my office chair, I received a message from her, “Dear, I love how hard your didi was last night =)” I feel so excited and kept smiling to my hp like an idiot.
Days passed by without me thinking about my first making love session with her.
On 1 Saturday midnight, I received a message from her, “can I meet you? I miss you and I wish to talk to you.” I immediately agreed and ask her to wait for me at xx MRT station.
Once again I quickly get myself changed and rush out. When I reach the MRT station, she was already there. She wore a pink and white spaghetti strap with a plunging neckline. She already seduced me in and out from afar. She sit at the MRT stairs with her short mini skirt, it’s already very dark so I can’t get to see what’s panties she is wearing.
I quickly went up to her and apologized for being late.
Her: can I go your house?
Me: Of cos can. Aiyo. So late le and you sit there alone wearing like that. Come… (I took out a windbreaker from my motobike boot and ask her to wear it)
Her: Thanks you’re so nice. I thought you will get horny or what
Me: No la. You know I’m not that type of person.
Before I open my house door I warn her about my house being very messy.
Her: hmmm ok la. Not very messy. Only the table are full of newspapers.
Me: Hehe. My room is here. Come.
Her: Ok.
So we went into my room…
Her: don’t need to switch on the light
Me: Oh ok.
She then sat down on my bed.
Her: Hmmm… Actually that night I’m suppose to tell you hmmm perhaps my story? Hehe. But I’m too excited to see you and your didi.
Me: Har? Haha… (feeling damn paiseh)
Her: Hmmmmm
The mood start to get alittle down.
Her: Actually, Im going to break with my bf but he just doesn’t want to break up with me.
Me:
(thinking to myself) Wao lao! So still with bf, why want to fuck with me.
Her: I have been with him for going 3 years and I don’t love him anymore. He didn’t treat me good. For all the things I have done for him, he always take it for granted. Whenever he wants sex he will just push me into the bed and do it.
Me:
(thinking to myself) WTF! So she already lose her virginity to a lucky bastard?!
Her: I have never enjoyed sex with him but I feel so good doing it with you. (Looking at me with her sad and sorrow expression.) I feel so connected with you. (she said this as she smile a little to me)
Me: (start to pity her)
Her: The first date with him, he already brought me to a dark area and finger me. He suddenly just took out his cock and wanna fuck me. Luckily I stop him! What a bastard right? After that day, I try to ignore him but he keep saying sorry and promise he won’t do it again.
I gave my first time to him… I so regretted. (She let out a loud sigh)
You can say I’m xia jian or whatever because I’m also a very horny person so sometimes I need to satisfied my needs too. I won’t find other guys to do it so I will just let him fuck me whenever he wants but still… I never enjoy it.
He always fuck me very hard. Sometimes I even have intense pain and ask him to stop but he wouldn’t. He thinks its fun and high to see me screaming and shouting for him to stop. He basically treats me like a porn star.
He will never let me ride on top of him. He said I’m lousy and I should just lie down and let him fuck.
I also can never forget the day where he brought me to a staircase and force me to bj for him. He didn’t warn me that he is about to cum, he just load them into my mouth. You know I went to toilet to cry after that? By the way, that is also the first time Im doing a bj. He always wants me to bj for him but he never want to suck my pussy. What an asshole right? I don’t know why I will be with him for so long. Im so stupid.
He never makes me cum before. I never orgasm when I did it with him. Sorry that the last time I did it with you. I said I was about to cum. I actually lied. I never know how is it like to obtain the highest level in sex. I fake it. (She sighed again)
There’s even one time he finger me till I bleed… That day whenever I go toilet to pee, my vagina there is so painful. (She said as she let out another huge sigh again)
I did not say a word but continue to hear her pour her heart out.
Her: I want to leave him. I don’t want to let him abuse me anymore and……… I don’t wish to talk about him anymore.
As she said, I removed my specs and pretend to rub my eyes. In fact, I’m actually sobbing inside but I refuse to show her my emotion. I totally feel for her. After what she said to me, I feel like I want to protect her and take care of her for the rest of my life. I love this girl, I don’t want to see her in pain or let that bastard bully her anymore.
I love her not because she took my first time away, it’s because I truly love her. She is so cute and adorable on the outside, so sexy and horny on the inside. She is like total full package of what a man wants! What’s more? She is only 20 years old for goodness sake! I wanna give her my full protection, never will I allow any men to take advantage of her.
She suddenly leans close to me and hug me tightly. She then whispered to my ear.
Her: You know, you’re the most gentle man I ever met. I feel very comfortable whenever im with you. Please wait for me ok?
I was stunned for a moment but still I managed to voice out, “I will wait for you. no matter how long I will wait for you. Even if you going to take years….”
She looked up at me with watery eyes and slowly pulled up my tshirt and start licking my nipples. Gosh… This girl is definitely a horny 1.
I stood up, pulling her up along with me and as I did so I can feel my cock trying to squeeze out of my shorts. I kissed her gently, our hands start caressing each other’s backs. My hand found the clasp of her bra and I try to undid them. I was clumsy, I did it for a few seconds, her bra is still intact. She giggled at me and she removed her bra on her own allowing it to fall to the floor. She reached out and pull down both my shorts and boxer and began massaging my cock, while I remove her top and her mini skirt and threw them in a corner.
After hearing how her bf cause her to bleed while fingering her I carefully rubbed the lips of her vagina. I was very amazed with her wet juicy pussy. “Are you always so wet?” I asked her curiously. She nodded and pulls my foreskin backward and forwards over the head of my penis. I start nibbling her hard and round nipples, slowly trying to lie down on the bed, clasping her buttocks pulling her down to lie on top of me.
I kissed her and slowly lead my tongue into hers. We started to get more and more intense. I felt the warm and passion in our kiss. As we kiss, I feel her dripping cunt directly above my hard cock. “I can’t wait anymore, my pussy is calling out for you”, she said as she lifted herself up slightly and pull my cock and thrust it into her juicy pussy. “Oh my god, your so so so wet.” I said it with max pleasure.
As my cock went deep inside her pussy she lifted herself up until my penis came out of her. I was so hard that she didn’t need to hold it in position and she lowered herself down, went straight in again. When she reached the bottom, this time she kept the tip of my dick inside her so she could go down again quicker.
I slid my hands up from her waist then to her bouncy breast. I slowly message and squeeze a little as she moved up and down, she then began to move faster, moaning softly with pleasure. I slide my hand to her neck, slowly pulling her lower so I can nibbled and sucked on her nipples to arouse her even more. I licked her neck and chin before forcing my tongue into her mouth. I was on the verge of ejaculation, so I quickly moved my hands down to her buttocks and lifted her up.
Me: Let my didi rest awhile. (that time my cock always very fast want to cum
)
Her: Hehe sure.
Me: Come, you lie down.
As she lied down she absent-mindedly spread her legs and fingered her clitoris, so I knelt down and began to lick it for her. Her pussy was still looking juicy and without a second thought I thrust my tongue deep inside her, then returning to her clit. I slowly slipped two fingers inside her, feeling for her g-spot until I found the slight lump, then I began rhythmically pressing and rubbing it.
Me: Let me know when you about to cum. I want to see how is it like. Will you squirt?
Her: hmm I don’t know. I never try it before.
Me: Ohhh… ok
Her g-spot swelled between my fingers, and she began thrusting forwards with her hips, humping my face as I licked harder and harder. I innocently asked her, “are you cumming.” “I don’t know? I think so?” She replied.
After doing for a few minuites, I must admit my tongue & fingers get really tired.
Me: Sorry I can’t make you cum.
Her: Hehe. Its ok. (she said as she gently touches my face.) Your so cute. Hehe.
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Her: Come fuck me now.
She winked and putting her little finger into her cherry mouth….
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Originally Posted by
larnaryar
You guys actually buying this story -.- There are so many loop holes. Very obviously fake, but good attempt either way.
Next time you write make sure you make it more linear! She can’t be flying to Taiwan and bringing you back mickey mouse candy from disneyland! These is no Disneyland in taiwan.
I have already mention this in previous post so please read! Plus that time she went with her ex and not me and I don’t like to remember her past anymore. Anyway it’s up to you to believe.
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Originally Posted by
elephanto
the way u write, can tell you still very fresh, not tainted by commercial sex & also not like FR-writing style…
Talking abt how you chatted overnight….
wah, bring back my memories of an innocent time….
Write on bro, although i think tis gal more experience than you… but better to have loved & lost than not to have loved at all, right ?
FF to today, u still wif her, hv u bashed up her ex tat won’t let his sex slave go
?
she my 1st girl and now my gf so I must treasure. I bo bash up her bf la. I’m quite short n small built how to bash ppl up
Hehe. She of cos more experience than me and very horny one. I scared I cannot satisfied her
I stood up grabbing her legs pulling up with my hard cock pointing straight at her wet pussy. I knelt down and held her hips and slowly pushed my rigid dick into her. Once my cock was deep in her, I slowly started to pull it all the way out and shove it all the way back in. I could feel my dick tighten as I enjoyed moving in and out faster each time.Her swollen clit was teased by the slap of my sack each time I pushed into her hole. I pounded her harder and harder till I couldn’t take it anymore.
Me: have you enjoy enough? can I cum?
Her: Hehe. can.
I give it a one last shot, pounding her even harder. My cock slide in and out of her juicy cunt and I pull it out and release all my cum load onto her stomach.
I pant as I lied down next to her…
The next day back to the office
Everyday is like waiting for miracle, hoping they break up asap. I wonder how is her and her bf doing. Are they going to break soon? How long am I going to wait? I can’t keep my mind concentrate on my work. The thoughts of her is making me nuts.
During one of the lunch time conversation…
Her: Hey! (give a pat on my shoulder) Today we lunch in ok?
Me: Oh sure.
As we walked to xx hawker centre…
Her: Btw hor. How arh. I think the A also like me leh. All your fault!
Me: Why me? Im innocent. Easy la. Just tell him that you choose me and wanna be with me and you love me like crazy. Hehe
Her: Haha. Yaya. Then my head will roll first.
Me: Or just tell him, you are already my dearest darling! Heex.
Upon hearing this, I felt more confuse than ever! A is a much better looking guy than me. He is a degree holder and currently earning more money than me. To me, he is better than me in every single department. What am I? I’m just like a ugly uncle
“Did she tell me this to hint me that she no longer interested in me?” I wondered to myself. I couldn’t think further, I have this sudden mind block that kept me silence for awhile.
As we eat, a few colleagues joined us. I pretend to look alright and trying hard to act as normal and join in whatever conversation they were talking about.
After lunch, I help my colleagues to dump their ta bao-ed food.
KK (female colleague from J’s department): Hey you, come here come here. (pointing at me to go to her at a corner of the pantry.
I walked over to her.
KK: Don’t think I don’t know ar. I know you like J right?
Me: Huh? Since when?
KK: Don’t forget im her good buddy. She got show me some of your messages to her before. Can you stop your nonsense anot?
Me: (looked at her with a blank mind)
KK: She got bf 1 la. Can you don’t so mushy to her la. You think you got chance meh? I think she will like A also won’t like you. Aiyo! ( she looked pissed as she walked out of the pantry)
My heart was further damaged by her heartless & insensitive words.
I walked to the gents with my face down. I turned on the tap and began to splashed the water on my face. I looked up at the mirror and questioned myself, “Did J sent KK to tell me to buzz off? The game is over?” Deep inside me, I feel like crying my heart out. I never know I am such a weakling. Her love may be sweet, but it drives my eyes red, making it torn and shattered.
I dried the water on my face and walked out of the gents. As I stepped out of the gents, it’s J, standing near the vending machine.
Her: Wah. You go toilet bathe ar?
I did not answered her and walked straight back to my desk.
I then sms the following to her:
Hmmm someone told me about something. Sorry. if the things the I said or do makes you feel comfortable do let me know ok?
She did not reply me and I felt like it’s the end of the world. Both us suddenly became a total stranger within the few seconds.
Later that night, I went home with my broken heart. Even she might be miles away from me, I can feel her right next to me. I wanna feel her again but she is not here with me. All these while, am I just her fool to her?
I switched on my computer and checked my email and so happen that someone forward a email to me with the following msg.
爱是百分之百，你无时无刻多在想，思念着他。
喜欢有百分之八十，你常常都会想到他，思念他。
而欣赏只有百分之六十， 你只有偶而会想到，和思念着他。
欣赏会让人积极，喜欢会让人开心，但爱会让人伤心。
当你欣赏一个人，你不见得会喜欢他，也不见得会爱上他。
当你喜欢一个人，有可能你只是欣赏他，但你也有可能会爱上他。
当你爱一个人时，你一定是基于欣赏，慢慢变成喜欢，然后最后成了爱。
I became emo after reading it. I off my computer and lied on bed. Just when I’m about to fall asleep… There comes a message from her. What could she send me?
I fearfully clicked on her message… It’s a long message from her.
“When I read your message, I don’t know why I feel so stun and scared I really don’t know what to do. I felt so uneasy. Don’t ask me why. I just have this strange feeling. I didn’t know if I have done anything to hurt you but I know you looked sad and hurt. I dunnno why I felt so hurt & awkward when you ignore me. I really dun wan to lose you…as a friend. "
My heart sank when I saw the word, "
FRIEND
!”
Well, I still decided to pick up my courage and called her…
Thanks GeMiNiZzzzZzz for those comment man! Too bad I can’t up you now. Also thanks to bro who like my story
I like this phrase 小丑也有出人头地的一天。 Haha! Very well said!
Anyway I shall continue…
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Her: Hello?
Me: Eh hi…
Her: Actually I…. I don’t what’s going on and I know KK went to say nasty things to you. Just don’t care about what she said ok? *sigh* You know, I already broke off with my bf. Well, I already don’t care about him.
Just now you ignore me, I suddenly feel so hurt you know. Well, *sigh* love too much that’s it hurts.
Me: What you mean?
Her: I mean I love the person too much that’s why hurt so much.
Me: You talking about me or your bf or err ex?
Her: The person taking to me lor.
Me: Har… Me?
Her: So do you feel the same way as the person who is talking to you?
Me: Huh? Feel what?
Her: You know what I mean…
Me:
girls are so confusing (thinking)
We have long conversation and we chatted for hours. We clear our misunderstood and I realized KK was just out there to cook out story and mess us up.
Just before we were about to end our conversation
Her: Actually…. Are you really serious about me? What you really treat me as? And since when you like me de?
Me: Very serious. I love you my dear darling. Ever since I saw u! Wat else u wanna know. U can just ask me anytime. Cant think of it? You wll have plenty of time because you are mine! So do u wish to be with mi for lifetime?
(Now I recall back, I feel that I sounded abit overboard and crazy. Haha. When she ask me that question… I keep on rambling nonsense as its the first time that a girl asked me this and my mind keep come out with funny words… Im simply too excited)
Her:… Heheh Yes!
Me: Your my darling in my heart. But your things not settle yet. I will let you settle everything with him first ok? All i can say is each and everyone has their prob. I have mine too.
Her: What is your problem?
Me: Mine prob is yr prob lo. =)
That night was supposed to be a horrid night but it turn out to be the sweetest dream ever…
The next morning, I went to office with a big wide smile on my face. No one can ever beat a man’s mood when he is in love.
In the evening, she was having OT and so do I. I looked around the office and not much people were left in the office so I decided to leave a message to her, “darling… want some ice cream?”
“Hmmmm yum! I’m quite hungry for it”, she replied.
“Office toilet?” I suggested. And of cos without hesitation she replied me with a firm Y.E.S!
I checked the time on my watch, it’s 8:30pm. I pretend to take a longer route to the gents so I can pass-by her desk to signal her that i’m all ready.
Once Im in the gents I sent her a message stating that “ALL CLEARED!” She got my hint and carefully she strolled her way into the gents.
she followed me into the last cubicle. She had me sit down in an toilet seat. She then sat on my lap, facing me, and sort of clutched my legs with hers and started move her hips round and round against my crotch. My cock was already hard at this point. She held her lips about an inch from mine, we were both panting as anyone might just come into the gents at any moment!
She then pull down both my boxer and pants. She pull up her skirt and once again, I get to see her beautiful clean shaven pussy. She sat down on me, thrusting my hard cock into her wet pussy. (I was 1/2 disappointed as I thought I sms for some “ice cream session” Haha! But it’s better than nothing)
Suddenly someone came into the toilet…
I put my finger on her lips as my cock stayed inside her dripping pussy…
Colleague D: Hey Al, what you think about J? She quite pretty hor.
Colleague Al: Haha. Ya
D: You lucky la. You always get to eat with her and her group of lunch khaki.
Al: Haha.
D: can I join in anot?
Al: Of cos can la
D: You know, everytime I see her I feel playing with her sia
Al: I also like to play with her. She is very fun to be with
D: wao lao brudder, you know what’s play anot? I’m not saying about normal teasing and chatting le.
Al: Ohhhhh, knn u cb sia.
Then both laughed loudly in the man’s toilet.
I was fuming mad about D’s comment, my enthusiasm about the hardcore sex immediately died down and I can feel my cock got soft too. Sensing my angry face, she slowly stand up, letting my angry soft cock out of her pussy. She seems very piss off too.
D: You know la, my department no chio bu except for QQ but her neh neh not as big as J le. See J’s neh neh feel like going to teh her neh neh. Hahahaa. Should be kan pua song.
Al: Wao lan eh you. My department worse la. All aunties!
D: Haha. Btw you got see what J wear today? See liao want to lift up her skit and pia her from behind. Imagine she shouting and screaming for my name, “oh D… D…. I want more” (trying to sound like girl)
They both laughed hysterically!
I feel like charging out of the toilet and give 2 of them a punch on their face but I know I can’t do it so I pretend to clear my throat loudly, “AHEM!”
D: Eh… Last cubicle got ppl sia. We go out talk.
Al: Jia lat sia. Gogogo.
After I hear the door closed, I stood up from the toilet seat and wore back my boxer and pants. This incident really spoil my mood and I’m both furious and worried for my girl. Even thou at that point of time I am still not her bf, I’m afraid that D the chee hong kia will take advantage of her when I’m not by her side.
I went out of the cubicle and ordered J to stay inside. I walked out of the gents and stay around the pantry and I saw the 2 bastard from far taking their bags and moving off from the office. I then quickly went to back to the gents and signal J to come out.
“Don’t bother about what they 2 said ok?” J said to me with a smile. I looked at her and I tell her that Im ok. We both then packed up and left the office.
Matter of fact, I was more disappointed that our toilet mission fail more than D’s comment!!! Well, I can only tell myself that, “better luck next time”
TBC
For bro who interested to see her pic… Pls wait la.. Wait I finish my story liao den post
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Originally Posted by
teamilk
wow….this is the only story i read from first page till last page!
well done bro! very original writing style. i like!
really wanna know whats the ending like….but if shes ur gf, will there be a definite ending?
i upped u… (i hope i did cos this is the first time i up someone?) lol
Thanks bro! Will continue the story tmr or Mon. Need to accompany gf during weekend
Btw your right… There should not or NEVER be an ending for the both of us bcos I want to be with her forever. Haha! I will end the story @ the part when…. Read on to find out!
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Originally Posted by
bigtaukay
brother . Well written . Sadly , my path of love is almost the same with you.. part 1 nia. no gf even till now. 20 liao.
anyway , keep it up man . though no power up you , i mutual support you !
Bro you’re only 20!! I 26 then got 1 gf!!!! She is 5 years younger den me… Lucky she never hiam. Sg girls these days… choose bf, their age usually can’t exceed more the 3 years gap
Anyway bro, still got a long way to go for you. Cheer up!
I place it in my mouth, and feel the automatic minty flavor. It starts to melt, melt, melt. And eventually dissolves…
“ahhhhhhhhhhhhh”, I screamed as all my sweat rolled down my terrified face. I just woke up from the most horrid dream ever! How could I ever dream of my own cock in my mouth and and…. I quickly went to the toilet and wash myself up and get ready for work.
1 month has passed, I am still waiting patiently for J to be ready to accept my love. I did not want to jump into a relationship with her immediately as she just broke up with her bf not too long ago and I don’t wish to deem as the 3rd party. Well, my poor dicky is having a dry-spell for this 1 month as I have not been having any kinky sex with her due to our busy work schedule.
Boss Q: Ah boy arh! Later please go to XX building to retrieve documents.
Me: Oh ok sure. I will do it after lunch.
Another boo boo day for me, I hated Boss G. She always ask me to do “sai kang” for her but well what to do she is my superior. So after lunch, instead of going back to my office, I strolled my way to XX building.
“Another day to slack outside office. Wahaha”, I thought to myself as I opened the small storeroom at XX building where all the documents were kept.
I spent about 1 hour inside the lonely room and began to think about J again.
Suddenly, I have the baddest plan in my mind. I took out my hp and smsed J:
“Hey J, hows your workload today? I’m at XX building today. Wanna come over and accompany me?”
I placed my hp on the desk and continued to my work. I went over from shelf to shelf to retrieved those stupid documents. When I walked back to the desk, I saw J’s replied.
She’s coming over! Woohooo! And I looked at the time I received this msg was 10 minutes ago, which means she is going to reach here anytime soon.
my hp ringtone rang…
Me: Hello?
Her: Where is storeroom?
Me: I guide you… it’s at blah………………………………………. …….
………………………………………….. ………………………………………….. ………………………………………….. ………………………………………….. ………………………………………….. ……..
Her: Oh… Ok I think I’m here? Can you open the door?
I slowly opened the door and take a little peeped outside. Oh she’s here! I opened the door further and wave to her to come in quickly.
Her: Wah this room is so stuffy!!
Me: Ya. I feel like a bangala wearing shirt, pants and a pair of leather shoe.
Her: Hahaha! at least your the upgraded version ma
We both laughed.
I get her sit down and relax while I continue with my stuff.
Her: Wah wah wah… You look so serious.
Me: Huh?
Her: Nah. Im saying you look good when your in serious mode.
Me: Haha! Really? *ahem* (pause my work for awhile) I think Im yandao by nature la.
Her: Oh really? (walking towards me)
Suddenly, I felt a hot rush all over my face. I feel like I can sense something from her. She walked closer and closer to me and gave me a tight hug. Slowly she lifted her hand from my back. She ran her little fingers from my back all the way up to the top my head then to my face. Her fingers stopped there and her palm were on my face, slowly touching me and gave me a little kiss on my burning red cheek.
She then started kissing my lips very hungrily.She puts her tounge in my mouth and started sucking my tounge passionately. Our saliva transferred into each other.The taste of her beautiful mouth, the heavy scent of her perfume and the way she was acting had my cock bulging behind my zip and when she reached down and squeezed it She was wearing a dark blue dress, I moved my hand quickly into her panties and inserted my two fingers in her cunt. I got her clit and gave it a rub continuously. She cried out in ecstasy.
“Shnnn…” Not so loud, I whispered in her ear and licked her earlobes. She chuckled a little and moved her hands to my belt and unbuckle it. She gently pulled down my pants and boxer as she slowly go down on me.
She gazed up at me with a innocent look and took my cock into her mouth. First she taking about 3 inch of mine for a few second and then she went faster and faster go deeper each time.
Suddenly she slowed down and lowered the intensity of her sucking and licking. I said, “Faster!” But I don’t think she heard me. “FASTER!”, I shouted. And she started moving her head faster, but did not increase the intensity of her sucking.
“Suck it, baby! Suck it hard!”, I said as I was holding her face to my pubes, with my cock shoved into her mouth. I could feel her swallowing against it as it hit the back of her throat. I released her slightly and let her move almost off my cock and then pulled her back against me again. I continue to held her head steady and began fucking her mouth as hard as I could till I load everything inside her mouth.
“Oh gosh…”, I exclaimed with satisfaction. She looked at me, still with my cum in her mouth. “oh you need tissue to spit it out?” I asked and started searching for tissue. However there’s no tissue around in the room.
She then pat on me on my shoulder, I turned back and she swallowed my cum.
Me: Huh? You swallowed it?
Her: No tissue ma
ops:
Me: Wait awhile more ma. Maybe there’s tissue somewhere.
Her:
ops:
ops: Never mind la. Hehe. Anyway it’s my first time swallowing cum.
Me: (look surprised) You never swallow your ex’s before?
Her: Nah… His really stinks! I always spit out. Yours got bad taste or smell and no tissue so I swallow lor >.< (She looked very shy as she said that.)
Her: Btw, I gotta rushed back to office le. If not they think Im taking a super long tea break.
She said and wave bye to me. I quickly opened the door for her to get out. She stood at the door for a moment, I grabbed her back and gave her a soft and long kiss. She looked stunned and her eyes started to get teary…
Me: What’s wrong? Don’t cry please. Is it that you think I’m bullying you?
Her: *sob* no.. no…. Bcos…. last time…after I bj for my ex… he will never kiss me… cos he thinks my mouth is dirty…. *sob*
I pulled her back into the room and closed the door
Me: Don’t cry okay. I sayang you.
Her: Thanks (she said as she gave me a tight hug)… Sorry for the emo mode just now. (wipe off her tears) I gotta get going.
Me: Gimme a smile ok?
She smiled and I opened the door to let her go off…
As I see her walking further and further away from me, I sensed a huge ache in my heart, “how could a man be such a beast and bastard to a sweet young girl like her?” The more I think of it, the more I wish to take her in my arms and protect her for the rest my life… but can I do it?
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That’s all for today! Bro & sis have a great weekend!
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Originally Posted by
elephanto
knn lucky dude, tis kind gf where to find !
People complain abt wife/gf frigid,boring won’t bj, won’t swallow ….here yr gf very horny & kinky sporting, u sipei kio-tio-gulan man !
Gong gong jia tee-kong !
My gf bo swallow that day is the only time she did it. Haha. But I must say she very sporting.
On a certain date in December she told me that she is all ready for my love and she has already settled her things with her ex. I was both excited and confuse which I don’t know why. As previously I have encounter many insincere ladies, I just couldn’t believe that I am going to have my first girl of my whole entire 26 years of life.
I suddenly began to question myself if I should take this relationship seriously. I ponder about if I should give my all for this relationship. If I put my all in this relationship will I be happy with her? Will I get my karma as bcos I fuck with her when she was still with her ex. I began to get more and more vex but I kept this random thoughts to myself.
Last year Valentine’s day, a colleague of mine sms me, “Happy V day, dear!” I replied back the same thing, saying, “you too my dear”. I have no bad intention or anything as I thought it’s quite common to just address someone as “dear” and she happen to read it… She was very upset and thought I cheated on her. She cried and wanted to leave my house immediately. I kept on explain to her and assure her that it’s nothing. I am not sure but she do keep telling me that I have left a scar on her. I know whats done cannot be undone. But my conscience is clear. I know I didn’t cheat on her
For the first few months with her, I make her shed tears for me alot. I didn’t treat her as good as how I did before I became her bf. It’s not because Im sick and tired of her but I suddenly lose my confidence and dare not commit. In my heart, I love her alot. I am willing to do everything and anything for her… but I am afraid of losing her and therefore I shortchange my love for her. I know I am very contradicting.
Simple request from her, I couldn’t do it. For things like hugging in the MRT, I refuse to do it as Im no longer young teenage boys, I feel very embarrassed about it. I know she is not happy about it as she is only 21, she still want to do what normal teenagers are doing. I am always NOT the one who initiate to hold her hand, its always her. I hide all my affections for her to myself as I am not a very expressive person. and I know I have made her feel like I don’t love her but I don’t know what else to do to let her know that I love her alot.
She is also always the one coming over to my house on the weekend and sacrifice her time with me and my family going to XX to eat lunch and go Sheng Siong to buy groceries, then back home to rest awhile and went XX to eat our dinner. I admit I have a super boring life and I am being controlled by my family as a “Slave driver”. I am like a loser at home due to certain reason and therefore sometime when Im in bad mood, I tend to “accidently” scold her for some very little minor mistakes that she made. I really appreciate her for accompanying all along and never complaint one bit about it and I feel like a bastard for not treating her nice enough.
She make me change my hairstyle and buy new clothes for me as she feel that my dressing and style makes me look very 30+. All thanks to her, now my colleague thinks I am 2-3 years younger than my own age.
She always buy me expensive gifts and initiate to go out have a dinner n our Month-sary. I am never the one to do romantic things for her. I don’t buy many gifts for her as I always gotta pay for my car & bike … this and that…so I don’t left much money and during the first few months with her, I always spend my money on car - change exhaust pipe etc.
She is always full of surprise for me and I am really happy to have her. What have I done to deserve someone so good like her?
6 months later…
(On the phone)
J: We break up bah… (sobbing)
Me: Huh why? What happen?
J: Im already very tired. I already did all I could to gain your confidence. I did all I can to show that Im serious and not fooling around with you. You make me do all the work… and I did… What about you? You know I love you alot and I put in effort in whatever I do but what about you? I can see you never put in your 100%
Me: Im sorry, you know I am just lack in confidence and…
J: Don’t say anymore. Im really tired. I feel im not appreciate… You just keep thinking that I am like any other girls that you used to meet. You never treat me as someone special.
Me: Im sorry, please give me one more chance.
J: You know, from the start… how much have you make me cried for you? You make me wait @ XXX for 3-4 hours and you didn’t turn up!! Then after you said you forgot about it! You know how sad I am? Yet I choose to forget you.
Whenever I go eat with you family, you always throw me behind to walk with your mother… I feel so unwanted and do you even care about me at all?
Me: Yes, I do! Sorry I just don’t know how to be a good boyfriend. Maybe you can teach me… Just don’t leave me please. You know Im inexperience…
J: Don’t say anymore le. Im tired… Your just like my ex or what? Maybe worse. You know I didn’t even want to compare but you force me to… at least he don’t make me cry so much…
Me: Sorry I didn’t mean it… You wait for me at home ok? I will go over now.
J: Don’t have to, gd nite.
Me: hello? Hello?
(sound of the dead tone from the phone)