Act Four, Scene Three
Saw my first blue tape in my life.
Octoberguy
She didn’t answer me if she will be my girlfriend that day. We cleaned up and I went home only to give her a call to inform her that I am home and nothing else.
The next morning I was woken up by Jaime on the phone and told to go to Mathilda’s place to chill. I reached there finally slightly after noon as I fell asleep and was greeted by Jaime at the gate.
“You certainly took you own sweet time to come.” She said. “Come on, we got something to show you.”
That day, we watched like 4 blue tapes together and talked and laugh about it. It was more like a distressed session and Mathilda had borrowed them from Kelly’s home without her knowledge. I wondered what her dad will do if they found his tapes missing.
This is the first time I finally get to see the elusive “Blue tape” and I must say its the most enriching sex education in my life. No way, I am going to know so much about the art of fucking in another way.
Already, I am impressed by some position and techniques to satisfy a lady as illustrated in some of the scenes. The Caucasian porn star does have huge cock, but Jaime pointed out that mine is almost as big and thick but looks cuter; I wonder what that means.
I was also wondering if I will be lucky today to score against the girls; with the blue tape and sex talks, we sure feel the heat. But it was more of a chilling day with lots of talk and laughter about the content of the sex films then anything else. Perhaps the lack of alcohol?
We went for dinner some place near Mathilda’s place and call it quits for the day as Jaime and I headed on home. On the bus, we chatted and I told her that I kind of like some girl in school and had heavy petting with her. She seems surprised about my sudden confession and she seems preoccupied after I told her that.
“You better not let Linda knows about this man, she will be disappointed” Jaime said.
“Why? She didn’t seem too interested towards me except that I had my cock in her and we talked more than usual after that” I replied.
Well, as I found out from Jaime that night was that Linda had just broke up and she was much more sentimental than the others, hence, she was still recovering. Secondly, was that Mathilda was showing too much interest in me and Linda wants to be clear about what Mathilda’s feeling towards me were.
I was stunned by the revelation and Jaime added: “Mathilda is like our best sister kind, and she takes care of us. If she likes you, we will have to hands off, you know. We treasure our relationship and will not lose it over a guy. Only thing is that Mathilda haven’t been clear about you till now. Linda and I were quite confused too.”
I had a little argument with Jaime while walking to her place about how I felt like I am a toy in this whole episode and very accurately Jaime pointed out which left me speechless: “But you like it didn’t you?”
Damn, she was sooooo right.
“Do you like me? We talked most of the time and we can click pretty well. Do you like me? I asked
“You are cute and I like you” She replied matter-of-factly.
“Then why didn’t you show?” I asked
“Show how?” She turned and looks at me at the void deck.
“Like tell me, ask me out or being close to me, it’s always Mathilda taking the initiative that we ever went out.” I said looking into her eyes.
“What’s the difference, we still went out and had fun right?” she said softly “Then do you like me?”
“Yes I do” I said instantly.
“Right, you player, you.” She laughed and turned and continued walking home
-—————————————————
Act Four, Scene Four
“Sex is like a gun, you aim, you shoot and you run.”
Octoberguy listened and deep in thought
After that day, “O” Levels went into full swing and spoke less. My relationship with Ivy had not progressed except for the occasional call. The day of the last paper, I invited Ivy out for a movie after the paper but was declined by her as she had prior arrangement with her friends.
Called everyone including the three girls but all were engaged and I dreaded the thought of spending my first freedom of stress with my male mates.
We, nine guys including me, in our uniform, strolled down Orchard Road planning a late night of watching movie, shopping, play billiards and talk lots of cock. I wasn’t really in the talking mood but was obliged to at least be involved in the guy’s talk.
One of my guy friend whom has been my best of friends had just been hitched with one of the Secondary Three girl was blabbering about his experience with her. One thing I remembered about his monologue while most of us listened wide-eyed was: “Sex is like a gun, you aim, you shoot and you run.” Although I heard that somewhere before; perhaps on TV, that statement held more meaning to me as I was thinking about Ivy and I most of the time that day.
“Should I now run from Ivy?” I thought, I do have a soft spot for her but I don’t think that’s love. That day ended with the guys talking a lot of teenager’s perspective of love, sex and what we going to do next.
I had briefly told my mate about Ivy; about how I kind of like her and he strongly suggested me to keep my options open. He said something along this line: “Fuck all you want, but don’t forgo the entire ocean for one fish.”
His rationale was simple. We are soon going our separate ways in our Secondary school life and Ivy wasn’t exactly pretty, sexy or whatever compared to the girls I always been hanging out and I was easily the sharpest guys in the school and if I played it right, I could easily hook up almost anybody.
We bided farewell and went home late that day. I had decided to call Ivy out the next day if not soon.
I met Ivy at her place the next day. In her room, we chatted about the papers and what we going to do after secondary school. It was then she asked: “Have you thought about why I had not answered you about being your girlfriend? Or you just conveniently forgot about it after you get what you want?”
I didn’t. In fact I am thinking about it all the time and I asked: “Why did you withhold the answer? Why didn’t you answer directly then?”
“Because you just broke up with Jessica, and because you just want to do what you did to me and I knew you are not sincere.” She said.
She was absolutely right. I just wanted to get into her pants then. It was great for her to understand that. In my mind then, I kept saying to myself: “Sex is like a gun, you aim, you shoot and you run. Run, run…Octoberguy tell her that.”
“So you like me still?” She asked
“Yes” I said, pausing and kept telling me to break it off.
“So you still want me to your girlfriend?” She followed.
“Yes” I said almost without hesitation. I cursed myself after saying that. I just couldn’t bring myself to be a bastard.
“Okay” She said smiling and touched my hand “Don’t let anyone in school know will you. We are leaving soon, so we keep our relationship in wraps. Don’t want all sorts of rumours in school.”
My face lit up with a smile. That’s not a bad arrangement I thought. “Sure!”
We hugged and went through our usual routine of heavy petting without any breakthrough but were enjoyable as she seems more relax now the emotional baggage was settled.
Ivy is a nice girl and I took a liking to her despite my deep desire to keep my options open. But she treated me very well and I grown to love her and the freedom she gave me. Till now, nobody believes that I am with her for a total of 3 years before we broke off.
During our relationship, we spent many memorable moments together and my love for her blossom. She went to a respectable JC while I went to a private school to take my ‘A’ Levels as I did not do well enough to be admitted to any JC and did not want to go to the polys.
She gave me lots of freedom and never did question my activities or the company I keep. That attribute was key to our enduring three years, we had many good times and I had many fucking good times outside as well but I always go back to her when she needs me.
-————————————-
My next writing will be in individual episodes of the wild and unpredictable three years as my memories of those times were blurred and I could not imagine myself writing in exact timeline. It’s just too messy and intertwined.
The ‘Beginning of Everything’ Scene 1
“I am going to fuck you one day”
Octoberguy
The holiday and my relationship with Ivy began with a week of non-stop fun. I had a date with the three convent girls to East Coast Park midweek and the class chalet coming up during the weekend.
I was free of thoughts and burdens and Ivy was busy with something. I went shopping alone for a pair of nice swimming trunks I long wanted to replace the one I am using since Primary 6. It’s just too ugly to wear that sort of trunk out now. I need something nice, something trendy and something to show-off my asset.
I got a nice light blue speedo; tight and flattering to my body tone. I seriously need to put on some weight and muscle, I thought. I had purposely tried out the trunks and ensured I got a size down. I had wanted to show-off my big cock and the trunk had to fit it just nice and when I got an erection, my cock will prop up the fabric and cast an undeniable impression. I am sick but I wanted to be bold and be proud of what I have.
I had nothing to do that day after getting the trunk and the public pool was right where it should be on my way home. I decided to go there for a visit. As I went to the pool, I could not believe how quiet it was except for a few small groups. I thought it will be great confidence booster to try walking around with my obscenely fitting trunk.
I emerged with my new trunk feeling uncomfortable. I started to regret buying something so revealing and my confidence in the dressing room was gone as my self consciousness took over. Just then, I saw a group of two girls lounging near the pool looking at me. Chest out and chin up, I walked towards the canteen stall and bought myself a towel as I steal occasional glance at the girls.
“Be bold, be bold!” I told myself as I walked towards the table closest to them and the pool and put my towel down when I heard: “Hey you, Octoberguy.”
“Shit, they know me, who are they???” As I walked over, looking at them and trying to figure out who are these two girls. They look ‘lianish’ and I seriously can’t recall I knew anyone around the neighbourhood who falls into that category.
“Hi there.” I said trying to be as collected as I could and sat on the water edge as they stood on the shallow end of the pool.
“Diane la” she said “Diane and Jasmine from your primary school remember?”
“Oh,.. hi, sorry can’t recognized you all, it’s been too long and you girls had turned into beauties. So pardon me.” I tried as smoothly as possible.
“No worries, you still look the same as last time ar. Here alone?” Diane said while I caught Jasmine looking at my crotch.
Feeling self-conscious but not daring to look down to check my crotch, I answered: “Yeah, nothing to do so thought of coming for a swim and fancy bumping into you girls here.”
We updated each other about our life since Primary school while I remained seated with my obscene trunk facing them while the two were in the waters. Diane was the talkative one with a slender body, ample breast and lovable looks but was the more ‘lianish’ of the two with golden hair and a ‘lianish’ slang to match.
Jasmine was busty, so busty that the swimming costume could hardly cover the fats coming off the sides of her arms. Even discounting the parallax error, I could tell that it’s huge! Jasmine was a plain Jane, not ugly but definitely not pretty; average at best.
Speaking to them, I automatically switch to ‘beng’ mode which I sometimes used with my male mates, so as to be in the same frequency as them. I have a nasty thought. Be close with them and maybe I can have some hanky panky so near to home and what was best is that they were of totally different social clique and frequency that it will just be between us.
Feeling confident and horny, I flirted with them a bit. I finally found a chance to look down at my crotch without them noticing and realised that while in sitting position, my trunk tightens around my cock and the fabric wraps around the shape of my cock amplifying the size of it. My cock head was pushed up against the elastic string band. I wondered what the girls think of my huge member.
Diane was close to me and resting her arm on the edge beside my thigh while Jasmine was directly in front of me, in the water. I bet they would have seen what I wanted them to see and another nasty thought came to me. If I have an erection now, would it be obvious and would my cock head that was already pushed to the tip of the waistband be exposed.
I smiled and try to imagine sexual scenes with the two to get myself aroused. Diane kept talking about the good old times and was disturbing my train of thoughts. In fact, she was quite vulgar, using profanities as frequently as adjectives and punctuation.
How I wish to shut her up by shoving my cock up her mouth, and that was it, a rush of blood rushed to my cock and with all my might, trying to be cool at the same time, let my cock erect quickly and then I felt it. I knew my cock head was out of the elastic waistband but acted as if I knew nothing of it.
I steal a glance at Jasmine while acting to be attentive to Diane, knowing that Jasmine will definitely be in the right position to catch it first. I am right! She saw and looked away, while I caught her looking at it a few more times.
“Wei, you zhao geng (exposed) already.” Diane said.
Feigning to be shy about it, I quickly slipped into the pool and adjusted my trunks.
“Opps…. Paiseh paiseh (Sorry Sorry).” I said.
“Wah lan, you lan jiao tua ki leh (You cock big man)!” Diane said and punched my shoulder.
“No la” I replied “Normal ma, you never see cock before is it?”
It was then I thought to bring it to the next step: “I am going to fuck you one day” I told myself looking at Diane.
The ‘Beginning of Everything’ Scene 2
“I am going to fuck you one day”
Octoberguy
“You girls going anywhere later?” I asked
“No, why?” they answered
“Come my house chill out?” I asked.
“Go you house kum lan (suck cock - Figure of speech)” Shot Diane
“Wah lan you so vulgar leh” I responded and added: “If you want, you can kum my lan lor (Suck my cock).”
“Wah lan, tan ku ku la you (wait long long)” said Diane.
We washed up and walked towards my place; I have to somehow ditch one of them if I am going to see some action but lacked any form of solid excuse. The girls hanged out in my room as I went to get them drinks.
Nobody’s home till evening and I got plenty of time to perhaps bored one of them to go home as we continue to chat and looked though my primary school photos. I was starting to think this is a bad idea as my threshold of tolerance for Diane’s loud and vulgar way of speaking was tested to the limit. Only Jasmine’s loose top and huge boobs provided the reason why I did not cook up some excuse to chase the pair home.
“I need to go.” Said Jasmine
“Sure let’s go.” Replied Diane
“Damn!” I thought. “Let me walk you home, I need to get something at the shop.” I quickly said.
Jasmine broke ranks and went the other way as Diane and I continued to her place. She invited me up to her place and I obliged. Her place was nicely furnished and she shared her room with her younger sister. Her sister, a year younger than her, was doing some stuff in the living room and I noticed that she was the prettier among them.
When we entered her room, she closed the door behind her. Sensing something might still worked out for me today, I asked her teasingly: “Close the door kum lan ar (figuratively speaking: Why close the door? To Suck cock?).”
“No la, so we talk my sister can’t hear loe” She said
“I see.” I said
“Kum lan, you dare to take out your cock then I will suck loe.” Came her reply.
Without any hesitation, I said: “You asked for it.” And I dropped my burms and underwear and out sprang my cock, dangling in the air as I spread my legs slightly.
“There you go, come and suck it” I commanded
“Wah lan, siao la, really meh!” she stammered.
“Don’t dare ar?” I challenged.
Diane walked towards me and took on my challenge as she dropped to her knees and proceeded with licking my cock head. Feeling especially domineering, I held my cock and shove it into her mouth. She took it like a pro and start sucking it like a lollipop, quickly covered my cock in her layer of her wet saliva. One hand on her head, I pushed my cock deeper into her mouth as she was just scraping the surface, and I had no patience for light foreplay.
I bend over and pull off her T-shirt and un-snapped her bra in one swift motion. She was in the mood too as the momentary separation of her mouth from my cock while the T-shirt came off was replaced by her hand jerking me. I held her up and French her and guided ourselves to one of the bed. I pulled off her shorts as we sat there going at each others face and neck, all the time, she was jerking me and something about the way she jerk my cock makes me feel like cumming.
I stood up and using one hand to guide her head to face my cock for a second round of sucking. She was as hungry as the wolf and gobbled my cock, sucking as deep as she could. I grabbed her breast and tickled the nipples as she suck, gag, moan and slurping me to heaven. I pushed her back and lifted her legs up to my chest and push her panties aside.
This is to be my official fuck. I brought my hard cock to her wet virginal as she struggled a bit but offer no verbal and any real resistance. My cock head touches the entrance of her love hole and her wetness was guiding me in. I thrust my cock into her enthusiastically and she let out a very audible scream. It turned me on even more and I thrusted my cock in and out of her with a speed that I only know how.
I saw in the sex tape; where the male porn star will fuck the lead actress so hard that she asked for more and that’s what I did. My whole cock was inside her and I felt heavenly, the muscles of her inner walls tightening around my cock, my cock head felt layers of tissue protecting the love hole as my cock forced its way into the inner realm of her. I was unstoppable.
Diane was fucking loud! The profanities just flowed like her cunt juice.
“Arrgghhh.. Na bey, Arggghhh, fuck me harder, arggghhh..” she will say.
Her vulgar moaning was turning me on and turning me off at the same time. On, because it’s loud and complimentary. Off, because it’s like I never heard, coarse and vulgar like a slut. Anyway, it’s my first time and eager to impressed, I pumped her without skipping a beat.
She came and I withdraw my weapon from the war zone. I was surprised that she came before me and I was able to hold it in. I sat beside her and held her in my arms as was still breathing heavily and sensitive to my touches. She lay on my chest and said: “Chee bye la, you fuck me so hard, want me to die ar.”
I kept quiet to that comment and pushed her head to my cock indicating to her to finish me off with a blow. As she blow, I aided her by thrusting my cock into her mouth. I came not long after into her mouth and she swallowed it all. She lay beside my cock and held fiddled with it while we recovered. I playfully place my cock across her face and she smiled and said: “Fucking big cock, shiok.”
As I left her place, I passed the living room and said bye to her sister; knowing very well she must know and heard everything.
“I am going to fuck you one day” I thought; as I took one last glanced at her sister.
-——————————————