- She is James’ ex. , James is known to F. Around
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After talking to James, I was in no mood to sleep, wake up, brush
my teeth, took my shower, make coffee, nothing at home to eat
except cup noddle. Not in a mood to eat cup noodle at all.
The phone rings,
Fusion : Yes
Guard : Sir, there is someone looking for you called Fane
Fusion : okay, let her in
Guard : okay, bye
Few minute later, the door bell ring and I open the door and Fane was
standing looking fresh and radiant. How the hell did she managed to look
so fresh and radiant with only a couple of hours sleep and after what happen
last night.
Fusion : Did J called you?
Fane : Who is J? I have already erased, purged his name from my memory.
Fusion : you want some coffee, help yourself while I change
I went into my room to change, took out my short and was about to wear
my pants when the door open and Fane was standing there….
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Fane start to push her spagetti strap off her shoulder and her dress
dropped to the floor.
She was wearing a pink half cup bras and pink G-string which get me
all aroused. She continue to unstrap her bras and hold it with her arm.
I like gal doing that, it make them look so sexy, want to shows you and shy.
I just stand there like a statue and she slowly walk toward me….
Fane : I cannot stop thinking of you the whole night and I get wet
remember the way you french and fucked me. Pls fucked me again
This is the most difficult story to write because it bring back too much memory.
Did I make a right decision then?
Is friendship more important than love?
Did I fall in love with her?
Writing a story about your fling is easy but if about a relationship is difficult.
I have never regret my decision about not starting a relationship with Fane because
there is just too many things that will go wrong, too many bad memories…
But as I start to write about it, I begin to doubt my decision.
Even though I know it was the right decision, she is better to be with someone
who do not have the burden to know the “rape”, who do not have the burden
about her relationship with James.
If we are together, then you will not read about this. Then one day, when we
quarrel, will I blurr out the incident and hurt her even more? Will I feel awkward
when I meet James?
So many question……… With no answer….. It was the right decision to treat
her like a FB with no feeling tied down…..
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Fane move both her spagetti strap off her shoulder and her dress drop to the
floor, she was standing there in her bras and panties. I did not really have a
good look at her last night - she was really beautiful with a beautiful figure.
For a second, I fall in love with her.
She unhook her strapless bras and holding on to it as she walk toward me.
I was stunk by her beauty and that we can start over with no memory, no james,
no David.
I know myself, I will not be able to forget, I will not be able to forgive myself.
How I wish I could turn back the clock and rewrite the whole story again..
Can I ?
She kiss me with her eyes closed and if not for my defliciency, tears would have
rolled down from my eyes (I have a deflicient tear gland - which means I seldon cry).
I looked at her closed eyes and I closed my eyes and kiss her back, for a minute
I forgotten everything, I rewrote my memory… I know her by myself…I am
in love with her.
She kiss my neck, my ears, move down to my chest, my nipples, play with
my once proud 6 loaf of stomach muscles which I have trained now to be one.
She lick my cock (lick the surface of my underwear) and wet it with her saliva.
She use her mouth and push her mouth from the top of my underwear and
her tongue touch my dick head and it send a tidal wave of current all the way
to my brain and my cock extend itself to meet her mouth.
She swallow my whole cock and push my underwear down and her tongue
lick my cock head inside her mouth. She increase her speed and she was
holding my waist and going up and down and she was sucking my cock like
the train piston and the train blow it whistle and I exploded inside her mouth.
She swallow everything like it was honey, I can see it in her eyes… There was
love…. Anything from the person you love taste and smell good…
I have never seen that expression again from other Gal - there is lust but
never like her …. LOVE…
At that moment, I know, I will hurt her…. and I do not want to…
Thinking of it now it seems so fresh, will I get tired of her blowing me now
if we have been together?
To her, I can only say sorry as I cannot live with my guilt, if I see
her, I will alway feel guilty. It is better this way, both of us has good memory.
there was never love in our relationship as least we never admit it, it is alway lust.
So when another boat come along, we part and move in different direction
as if our path never cross each other and nothing happen between us.
Pg 19 continue
We went to the toilet/bathroom to clean ourself up.
Fusion : We should not be doing this, this is unhealthy for you.
Nothing will come out of our relationship, you should find a nice
guy that is suitable for you. I know that no one can guarantee
you that they will marry you, but for me, I already tell you nothing
will come out of it.
Fane : Let not talk about future, let me enjoy our relationship as of now.
I was thinking, woman are strange creature, knowing that nothing can
come out of the relationship, she still want to continue.
I have no money, just came out to work not long, monthly salary hardly
able to last me through the month (probably because I am spendthift).
I am also not a hunk or super handsome - just a normal guy.
Not very sure if my weapon is super “good”, never compare before.
Anyway, I already told her my thought if she still want to stick to me,
that her decision.
Maybe I should tell her the reason, maybe by telling her, I can put down the burden,
maybe she will hate me for it, it better than now, she think too highly of me, then she
can move on. What if she cannot take it and jumps down or become like another
Famous Singaporean that break whole record in fucking too many men in one day.
Will I be more guilty?
Then when should I tell her? Will I be able to continue feel so cold toward her
What if I fall for her and eventually marry her and later breakup because of the stain
Mark in her life.
Eventually I did tell her and I not sure if she hate me for it, but she never call me again.
I only find out about her from James that she was happily married and where she
is working. I went to wait for her one day and saw her husband pick her up,
she was pregrant and she really look happy. The husband look like a very nice guy,
those that do not flirt type.
I was happy for her……. I miss those happy short sensual day, we have together.
This is the end of this thread, as I do not want to do anything that might hurt her again.
Thanks all Bros for your support and encouragement.
Woman think,
Man like to avoid the problem by running away from it
And
Woman like to know get to the bottom of thing.
(They do not know the truth hurt more than not knowing)
When I told her the truth, Did She regret asking/pestering me
for the real reason.
I definitely regret telling her to this day.
If I did not tell her, We probably could still be friends today.
At least, I could still “accidentally” bum into her and maybe
we could rekindle our relationship.
Thanks
Hi Bro Suilou18,
You must be cantonese, did you read the whole thread.
The reason : 1. She was raped, I was there, I did not stop it, she enjoy it.
I think she is a slut…
When all the excitment died down, all the memories will float up.
Dirt is lighter than water, when the water is moving, the dirt will stay buried
or at the bottom. When the water is calm, it will float up.