Satiated, I rolled over to lie flat on my back as we enjoyed the quiet moments together like we always did. Li Zhu arose first to wash up. Sliding back into bed, I gently asked her why she did not perform fellatio on me. She knew that I loved fellatio. Her answer was vague. I expressed my disappointment to her and she flared up. She accused me of being too demanding. I tried to placate her by assuring her that I would never resort to coercion but had hoped that we could compromise.
We left the hotel in a huff, hardly speaking to each other. I was completely baffled by Li Zhu’s attitude. Just what was going on?
My soul was in a turmoil. I wondered how long I would have to endure her capricious nature. It was the same old story of her blowing hot and cold again. I really could not understand Li Zhu at all.
It was not the first time that she had thrown her tantrums. I had forgiven her for her willfulness many times before during our tumultous courtship but now my patience was stretched beyond tolerance. Each time, Li Zhu had begged for forgiveness and promised to turn over a new leaf. Unfailingly, because I loved her wholeheartedly I would accede to her.
I had enough of her obstinate character. I resolved to thrash it out with LI Zhu once and for all. As usual, I gave her time to cool down. It was no use talking to her when she was in one of her moods. I waited for an opportunity to have a heart-to-heart talk with her.
Out of the blue, Li Zhu called me, sobbing over the phone as she informed me that her uncle, her mother’s younger brother, was stricken with cancer. I consoled her. “Life is unpredictable”, I told her. She wanted to see me as she claimed that she missed me terribly. I had mixed emotions; on one hand, I missed her but on the other hand, I was still angry with her.
We met for dinner. I looked at her; she was an enigma to me. During dinner, she excused herself to go to the Ladies. Worried that something had happened to her as she did not return for some time, I went to look for her. I found her at the balcony, having an animated conversation on her mobile phone. When I went near her, she walked away.
I went back to my seat and waited. “Who were you talking to?”, I asked her when she returned. “Oh, it’s my boss……some work matters”. I had an uneasy feeling as she averted her eyes when she replied.
After dinner, we normally would retire to our love nest for our private time together. That night, she said that she was tired and had to attend to some urgent work early in the morning. “Oh…is that so….?”, I replied with a tinge of sarcasm in my voice.
The calls became lesser; mostly, Li Zhu would text me and mostly to say that she was heavily inundated with her work. During the few times that we spoke on the phone, she seemed indifferent, cold even. It was only after a couple of weeks that we met up after work for dinner. When I suggested that we adjourn to our love nest, she was hesitant in her reply.
Shower over, I kissed her. Her response was lukewarm. My mood was affected. I kissed her breasts and capping myself, inserted my swollen penis into her. Within five minutes, I had discharged myself. Li Zhu got up to go to the bathroom. I rested in bed, deep in thought. The faint sound of her voice emanated from the bathroom and I found her talking on her mobile phone. She walked out as I went in.
I returned to bed but could not find her. The room door was ajar and I saw Li Zhu at the corridor, talking away on her phone, oblivious of my presence.
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Thanks for your support, bro.
Will continue soon.
Some time later, she returned. " Your boss again?", I asked. She didn’t need to answer. I knew.“Work again?”, I queried. “Errr… Just chatting….”
I couldn’t contain my frustration anymore. I cross-examined her.
“Your boss….how do you see him?”
“He’s my mentor?”
“Only a mentor?”.
“Well, also a friend……”
“Oh….I see……”
“What do you mean by that?…”
“Well….here I am by your side and you choose to chat with him?'
“You don’t understand……”
“Please explain so that I can understand!”
“You are only interested in sex!…..You don’t care about me!”
“Hey….stick to the subject, will you?”
Silence……..
That was my weakness….I couldn’t bear to see her sad…..I loved her too much. With Li Zhu still pouting, I softened my stance somewhat. I reminded her of the times that I had helped her when she was in emotional and financial distress. She hardly responded.
I couldn’t take the suspense anymore…..I had to find out.
“Is it you don’t love me any more?”
“Yes! I don’t love you! I don’t love you! I don’t love you!”
My world came crumbling down! The words resounded in my ears. I was stunned. I was dumbfounded. I bit my lips.
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Thanks. Please continue.
You are most welcome, bro.
Will conclude in the next 2 posts.
Hope that you have enjoyed reading my story.
When I found my tongue, we had a flaming row, the worst we had since we met. We called each other all kinds of 4-letter words.
I stepped out of the room for a smoke. I returned, with remorse and apologised to her, wanting to bury the hatchet.
“You know….we have known each other for 5 years.”
“5 years….10 years….20 years!…. so what!”
The words hurt me deeply, much more than a surgeon’s knife stabbing my heart would! Tears flowed down my cheeks.
Silently, we left the room that fateful night. I was filled with anguish as I drove her home.
That night, I resolved to break up with Li Zhu. She texted me continuously for the next 2 days but I did not reply. I was saddened with the events of that night. On the third day, I texted back to her the following message:
“You said you don’t love me any more. What more is there to say?”
“It’s only a joke. I really love you.”
“I am deeply hurt. Let’s break up.”
“Think over what you said that night.”
It was a soul-wrenching experience for me. On and off, we exchanged messages and calls during the following month. Li Zhu desired to reconcile with me. She reiterated that she still loved me. She requested me not to dig up the past. She accused me of being more obstinate than her. I was wavering in my decision because I still loved her.
I really tried my utmost to put the past behind me but somehow, I was too deeply hurt…….I just couldn’t bring myself to forget what happened that night. Her callous words haunted me. I had doubts over her relationship with her boss, couldn’t bear her cold treatment of me, despised her change in attitude towards me. I doubted whether she really loved me at all despite her assurances. I had questioned her about her change in attitude. At first, she said that she had changed for the better. When I insisted that I prefer her old self, she had suggested that we mutually change and revert to what we were previously. I thought deep and hard. Should I continue with Li Zhu?
To me, love and trust are inextricably intertwined and if the trust had been broken, the love will be similarly shattered.
With tears welling in my eyes and a heavy heart, I send Li Zhu the last message. It read:
“It is impossible. We can never revert to what we were previously. Too many things had happened for the past few months. I still can’t forget them. Our personalities do not match and our opinions clash. It’s better that we break up. Let’s take it that we are not fated to be together. I wish you and your lover eternal happiness. Do you agree?”
Li Zhu’s final answer:
“I agree. Even if I don’t agree, we will still break up. It’s better that I agree.”
I became sceptical of love. Once a person has been scarred by a failed relationship, it would take time for the wounds to heal. Will I ever find love….true love? Only time will tell. Until then, to me, “Love is also a 4-letter word.”
The End
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Thanks for your support & point, bro.
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Thanks. Can write another one?
Thanks for your support, bro.
Another story?
Well, bro…. it seems that you are one of the few who appreciates my story. It’s not that popular, maybe due to my style of writing or content or whatever.
Will consider writing another in future when I’m free to do so. No promises though.
BTW, did you check out my previous stories? You can access them by doing a search on the threads started by me in the Adult Discussions Forum.
Years ago, when i was working as a fastfood chain to fund my studies. i hv to work late and everynite reach home after m.n. My partner will wait patiently and hv supper readi. Let’s face it, couples fight. However it’s LOVE that bring us together and c us thru good times and bad.
Now -FUck is different. While in the same working environment, many young waitresses like to go back early or may like some favours. Many do ot hestiate to fondle me or let me hv a go at them in xchange . That is Fcuk.
So don’t get confuse with these two 4-letters word.
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Thanks. If you do write I will also support you.
Thanks for your support, bro.
Ok, will consider writing another story again.