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kiko
To me , love is a very special word . In my opinion when i love a person , i really give 100 percent, means love the person every heart and soul. I give in my all to the person . I will never forget my gal’s birthday and valentine day, and do something special for her!
??? 愛情骗子 become Romeo ???
As I will be concluding the story soon, I have decided to repost an edited version of the story so far for easier reading by viewers.
Since the maximim number of letters has been limited to 1,000 words per post, the posts will be in broken up into parts.
DISCLAIMER: The characters & events in this story are strictly fictional & any resemblance to actual people, whether living or dead & actual events are merely coincidental.
The story so far (edited).
I have always wondered why “Fuck” is considered a four-letter swear word, mouthed to express anger during a heated quarrel whereby the couple will orally fuck each other when during the throes of passion, they were physically fucking each other. Recently, I had one such row with my partner; she called me all kinds of four-letter words such as “Cock”, “Fool” and “Dumb” among other words. Not to be outdone, I had also abused her with “Slut”, “Cunt” and “Jinx”. Of course, the ubiquitous “Fuck” was the all-time favourite utterance. The verbal contest ended in a stalemate. It had always puzzled me why quarrels happened in a relationship and found them absolutely meaningless as words of no real significance are often thrown about in anger.
“Ah…. how different it was when we first met…. what lovey-dovey sweet words did we coo to each other then!” , I reflected with a wistful sigh…. “was it so long ago?”. I was a freshman in the University when I first laid eyes on her sweet smiling face. That fateful day when our paths crossed will forever be etched in my memories until my deathbed. Fated to meet but will we be fated to live happily ever after as a loving couple like in the movies?
It was in this pensive frame of mind that memories of yesterday came in a gush and engulfed me with both laughter and tears. I recalled that I had just completed my National Service and had enrolled in the local University to study Law. I had always harboured a deep ambition to be a criminal lawyer and settled down quickly to the routine of the 3 L’s, viz., Lectures, Lunch & Library. There were a few guys whom I befriended, the most memorable of whom was a guy from Penang called Richard.
When we went to the tutorial class, I was bewitched by a sweet looking girl whose smile lit up the room. “Wow! What a sweet babe!”, I thought to myself. At that time, I was pretty bashful and although I was instantly attracted to her looks and gentle demeanour, I was completely at my wit’s ends in figuring how to approach her.
What can I say about that magical moment in time when fate decreed that our lives will forever be intertwined in our brief span of time spent in this planet in the galaxy? Was it a beautiful illusion that never transpired in reality? Will I awake & find that it was all a concoction of my my mind? No… no…no!!! It was as real as you and me!
In my eyes, she was an angelic being who simply left me mesmerised and tongue-tied as I struggled to find the right words to say. Finally, in what seemed an eternity, I stammered, “Hi! You are also in this class?”. She smiled as her voice sang out, " No, actually I should have been in the earlier class." “Oh!” said I.
Well, the ice was broken. But nerves struck me again and I found myself at a loss for words in the presence of this celestial beauty. A long pregnant silence ensued as I collected my jumbled thoughts to articulate. I cleared my throat as I introduced myself : " Hmmm….. I’m Marcus and you are……". She flashed that sweet smile of hers, showing her glistening teeth and deep dimples in her cheeks before replying: " I’m Li Zhu….". " Beautiful pearl “….. her father had chosen her name well.
Was this love? Was it infatuation? I have no idea! But I only knew that I was feeling utterly all out of sorts. My heart was fluttering like it never did before!
Just then, the lecturer, a black lady in her early thirties, dressed in a white laced blouse and red skirt walked into the room and I hastily plonked into a empty seat nearby.The lesson was on the Law of Contract but half of the time, my mind was wandering about and I had great difficulty in trying to concentrate on what the lecturer was teaching. Her voice was authoritative, with just a faint trace of American accent. No blame could be laid on her; it was entirely my fault that I could not absorb what she was teaching.
The assignment was given out and class could not have ended a moment too soon for me. Li Zhu was packing up her bag as I anxiously waited for her to step out of the classroom.
From that day onwards, I resorted to every opportunity to get closer to her. Truth be told, I was obsessed with her…. my lovely Li Zhu. After many false starts, I eventually cajoled her to meet me for a movie date at the Capital Cinema. It was a horror flick….. if I recall correctly, the title of which was " The Bride of Frankiestine “. Li Zhu was all decked out in a yellow sleeveless blouse, low enough to reveal her milky white neck but not low enough for the cleavage to be seen and black pleated skirt, the hemline of which was just above the knee.
If I say so myself, it was a brilliant move on my part to have selected a horror movie. During certain scenes, Li Zhu was terrified. Instinctively, she covered her eyes with her hands and edged closer to me, resting her head on my shoulder. I was thrilled and could feel my heart pounding and some stirrings in my excited member. I was a 21-year old virgin then and had never been in such close proximity to a person of the fairer sex.
It was during one of those scary moments when her head was propped upon my broad left shoulder and the scent of her femaleness, accentuated by her floral perfume wafted to my nostrils that I had my sexual awakening. I lifted my left forearm to embrace her tender neck to hold her head closer; her long soft hair brushing against my cheek as I felt her shivering. I planted a soft gentle kiss on her forehead to reassure her that she had nothing to fear. “It’s ok….don’t be afraid…. I’m here….” She nodded silently in response.
After the movie had ended, she reprimanded me for the choice of movies but it had really taken me by surprise that she would be so horrified. She had felt embarrassed about being so frightened but at the same time, I could sense that she was pleased by the close physical contact that came about. Well, women are such contradictory creatures….as unfathomable as the deepest mysteries of the universe.
Unforgettable! It was indeed unforgettable…. that first date of ours when I had stolen a peck on Li Zhu’s forehead during the movie, culminating with me sending her home, with another good night kiss on her cheek for good measure. Ah….sweet memories…..how I treasure them.
Prom night came along that year after the examinations had ended. It was a time to let down the hair after all that midnight mugging, that tension, that excruciating cold sweat that one had to endure in the examination hall where you have to fight the battle alone. Oftentimes, I felt the senselessness of it all just to get that that scrap of paper that purportedly says that you have mastered the subject. Wasn’t there a better way?
Yes, prom night and LI Zhu… what would one be without the other! It was exhilarating to expend all that youthful exuberance on the dance floor during the fast numbers. It was wonderful to hold her in my arms during the slow romantic songs. Intoxicated by the wine and seduced by the music, we talked and danced; our conversations light and filled with laughter. We had a great time…dining, drinking and dancing. A magical night!
All too soon, the music died and the crowd started to disperse. I led my sweet Li Zhu by her hand as we made our way to the car park to my dad’s car. Putting my persausive powers of debate into use, I had somehow managed to convince my dad to let me use the car for the night. The strict law against drinking and driving had not yet been in force at that time otherwise, I would surely have not driven as the effect of the liquor started to kick in.
With my lovely Li Zhu at my side in the car, I was feeling as high as a kite as I drove her home. My left hand held her right whenever I could during the journey. There was some light bantering and laughter but mostly, we were enjoying the quiet moments of togetherness. I parked in a secluded spot near her house and grinned at her. Her dimples showed as she responded in kind. No words were needed.
My heart was beating strongly, my breathing grew heavier, my mind in an excited whirl, my lips puckered to meet those delicious pouting lips of hers as I bend forward towards her flushed face. Our mouths touched and I was instantly transported into the fifth dimension. My mouth quickly nuzzled her neck as Li Zhu murmured contentedly. My hands moved behind her back and located the zipper. Nervously fumbling about, my hands finally unzipped the dress and unclasped the brassiere.
In great excitement, I fondled her breasts and her nipples hardened from my touches. LI Zhu was my first love and being completely inexperienced, I relied on my animal instincts on what to do next. My member stiffened and begged to be released from the confines of my underwear. My hands moved to her thighs but she was formally dressed in a tight gown and I could not feel the cool soft flesh however much I wanted to. Lust took over whatever remained of my senses and I tried to pull her dress down from her shoulders. She pleaded….“No… please… don’t…….” Her voice trailed off as rationality came over me.
Rebuffed by Li Zhu, I quickly pulled back my hands and muttered an apology, " Errrr….I ammm sorreee…." Was it the liquor? Was it my lust? Wasn’t the sexual instinct between males and females normal? Had I gone too far? I had no answer. But the fact remained that she was not responding to my sexual overtures. And I had no choice other than accept that she was not ready yet. I accepted and respected her decision.
After that incident, Li Zhu avoided me and whenever I tried calling her or met her at the campus, she gave me the cold shoulder. But I could not stop thinking of her and tried many times to explain to her. She told me that she loved me but did not understand her. I was devastated by her cold treatment.
For what seemed to be an interminable time, she finally relented. We patched up but the relationship wasn’t the same as before. It was strained and although I attempted on numerous occasions to extract the reasons for her behavior, Li Zhu remained tight-lipped. I surrendered and put the matter on the back-burner.
Graduation day arrived and great excitement was in the air as the students reached the goal of obtaining that piece of paper that would open doors to the adult world of carving out a career and achieving financial independence. Relationship with Li Zhu was restored and although there was petting on our dates, sexual intercourse was not on the agenda after prom night had ended in disaster.
Our relationship was stagnating and I was in a dilemma on how to bring it to the next level where mutual understanding would prevail. I had identified the problem as a lack of communication as she had hinted to me that love involved more than sex and she needed to be loved for herself and wanted my care and concern.The message was loud and clear.
Li Zhu’s birthday was round the corner and I had promised to buy for her whatever her heart desired. On top of that, I had planned a romantic dinner celebration and arranged to meet up with a couple of friends, Richard and Alex and their girlfriends in a karaoke club after the dinner.
I picked her up on her birthday at home as she was on leave and she directed me to the jewellery shop where she had spotted a diamond necklace which she wanted as a birthday present. Li Zhu broke out in that cute adorable smile of hers as I adorned her lovely neck with the sparkling necklace. At the same time, I whispered to her that the gift represented my undying love for her.
The party ended and Li Zhu let out a wistful sigh, barely audible, and softly spoke out the words which I was longing to hear: " I’m so happy…. wish this night will never end….darling Marcus, I love you deeply forever and ever….." I was moved to tears and I just blurted out the first thing that came to my mind: “Then, let’s go and make love, my darling LI Zhu!” Huh? No response came. Did I goof again? Will she lose her cool again?
I turned my head towards her and smiling shyly, she asked in that sweet voice of hers: “Where?” “Well….hmmm…. let me think…..” In the car, I was thrilled to the bones but a nagging fear that she could get pregnant struck me. I stopped at the nearest corner cigarette stall to purchase a pack of cigarettes and at the same time, picked up a pack of condoms.
We landed up at a 4 star hotel where I had frequented with my clients for lunches. Excitedly, I kissed her deeply the moment we were alone in the room and she reciprocated. Impatiently, I stripped her. The dress fell to the ground, exposing her breasts encased in red half-cup bra and matching red g-strings. Li Zhu!… my beautiful Li Zhu! How I longed to make love to her!
In a frenzy, I tore the last two pieces that separated her nakedness from me. My hands moved over her silky body. Her proud breasts protruded enticingly. I groped them and hungrily mouthed them. Li Zhu moaned. She could not hide her sexual excitement.I hurriedly unbuttoned my shirt and unzipped my pants, my manhood already hard as a rock.
We moved together towards the bed which beckoned invitingly to us to indulge in our passionate love-making. I planted kisses all over my beloved’s face as I embraced her tightly. I couldn’t control myself much longer. Suddenly, I relaxed my grip and wanted to break from her to get the condom. But she would not let me go and hugged me closer to her curvaceous body. “Condom… getting the condom….”, I said. She replied, " No! No!… No need…."
In silence, I penetrated her virginal love-hole where no man had ever ventured. Li Zhu cried out in pain as blood trickled from her vagina. I slowed down my action. “Are you ok?”, I asked concerned that I had hurt her. She gave a muffled response, " Ok…ok….don’t stop…." I continued my rhythmic motion. Her body heaved up and down. She gasped, her face contorted and flushed.
My engorged member throbbed and I knew I was on the verge of ejaculation. In a few quick spurts, I emptied my load of sperm into her love cavity as she went into uncontrollable spasms. I laid on top of her and held her in my arms as her body stilled.
Our naked bodies laid next to each other, my lovely Li Zhu and me, both soaking in the afterglow of the passion which we had just shared. Her body had returned to normality but her face shone brightly with an air of quiet contentment. Me? Well, my breathing had calmed down and I too basked in the warm happiness that only love could bring to two hearts which had became one in a common bond.
It felt too wonderful to be true; was it a beautiful dream? Will I awaken to find that it was merely an illusion?
The urge to urinate was too strong to ignore. I glanced across my side to behold the angelic serene face of my beloved Li Zhu.
As I arose to relieve myself, she stirred and said, " You know why I asked you not to use the condom? " I shook my head. She replied, " Don’t worry…. it’s my safe period…." I asked, " Well, was it good? " She nodded shyly.
That night was the first sexual experience for both of us; a night which would forever be treasured by the two of us. It was also the first of many other nights. But somehow, the wonder of that first night could never be recreated.
Career wise, I was making a name for myself in criminal law and Li Zhu was increasingly getting busier with her work. There were nights when we could not meet when deadlines loomed and we were forced to cancel our dates. There were nights when all we could do was just call each on the phone and spoke briefly or only to say good night.
Was it merely a figment of my imagination or have Li Zhu changed from the amicable, loving woman of my dreams to an impatient, unreasonable stranger that I hardly knew at all? Had she been stressed out by the heavy workload? Her mood was most foul at times. It seemed to me that she was perpetually having her PMS. She had appeared to be more highly strung than normal whenever we had the chance to meet up and the sex was never as satisfying as that night when we mutually gave our virginity to each other.
Whenever I broached the subject, she would brush it off by remarking that that I was too sensitive and that I did not understand her. She would simply fly off the handle by an innocent query like, " Are you getting along with your new colleagues? " Li Zhu would accuse me of being too possessive. What? Was there more to her strong over-reaction than met the eyes?
Was Li Zhu right about me? Was I becoming paranoid? Or was she concealing the truth from me? It was by coincidence that I learned that she was not being that honest with me. I had bumped into our ex-classmate at the University who was her colleague and the way she asked me about how things had been between Li Zhu and myself spoke volumes that something was amiss. She hinted that LI Zhu’s promotion was due to more than her ability. My suspicions about her were aroused and I wanted to get to the bottom of things.
Playing the detective, I managed to discover that Li Zhu’s immediate boss, a partner in the firm had apparently shown more than a senior should in guiding her pupil. So, was I vindicated of the accusations which she had hurled at me? Was she really working over time as what she claimed or was there some hanky panky going on between her boss and her? I was perplexed by the unanswered questions. I needed to find out for my peace of mind.
I was miserable, really downhearted by what I had discovered - did my beloved LI Zhu betray me? My heart didn’t want to accept it; neither did my mind. I loved her too much to condemn her based merely on idle gossip. Anyway, my legal training had taught me that a person was presumed to be innocent until proven guilty. It wouldn’t be fair of me to judge her based on hearsay and pronounce her guilty.
It seemed to me that Li Zhu was busier than usual; what with overtime, her appointment with her hair stylist, her promise to her mother to run some errands, etc. I accepted her reasons reluctantly and couldn’t help thinking that they could be mere excuses to avoid meeting me. Was she trying to avoid me?
We finally met for dinner. I eyed her suspiciously, trying to find some tell-tale signs in her appearance and behaviour. She looked as usual, a bit tired perhaps. We made some small talk. I mulled over the questions which I would ask Li Zhu.
All throughout the dinner, I was in two minds as to whether I should ask her about the rumoured relationship between her boss and her. I was also figuring how to approach her on such a sensitive topic. I told myself that I needed to exercise tact otherwise knowing LI Zhu’s temper, a verbal battle of words could easily erupt. She was highly sensitive and the slightest remark could trigger her off. It was by no means an easy problem to solve.
I decided that it was best that I held back the questions until after we had checked into our love nest for fear of antagonizing her which would inevitably lead to a row and disrupt our love-making. Since that first night, we had experimented with many other sexual positions, including the famous 69 position.
My tongue explored her body, licking her from head to toe. She emitted soft sounds of pleasure as I buried my head into her beautiful well-trimmed treasure cove. Li Zhu loved it. But due to the fact that I was deeply bothered by the unanswered questions, I had a hard time in sustaining the erection.
Li Zhu loved cunnilingus. She squirmed a little when my tongue gently flicked at her luscious clitoris. I worked my tongue expertly around her precious female organ. Her natural lubricant flowed out in small streams. Her arousal restored my erection and I was expecting her to perform fellatio as she normally did. But I was disappointed.
With the condom on, I started off with the missionary position. Li Zhu had the first of her orgasms and I could feel that my climax was also approaching. I deliberately slowed down my thrusting and withdrew my penis from her vagina. I signaled to her to stand and kissed her. I led her to the dressing table and turned her round. She placed her hands on the table for support as my penis again knocked at the entrance of her jade cave. Permission was granted to the guest by the hostess to enter and I duly obliged. This was her favourite position as the penetration was much deeper. My hands alternated between squeezing her bountiful breasts and pleasuring her clitoris. Gasping, she came again.
My energy was a little bit sapped from the sexual activity and I flopped onto the bed. Li Zhu followed suit and asked, “Tired?” “Yup….” was my reply. “Wanna me to go on top?” " Of cos, it’s my turn to relax….." She climbed on top of me and inserted my manhood into her moist cavity. Riding me up and down, she restored my strength and my second wind returned. Soon, it was her who was exhausted, especially after her orgasms. We resumed the missionary position.
We exchanged kisses. As one, we were celebrating our love as we partook in our private carnal delight. I started off with short strokes and then, as we gathered momentum, I penetrated her deeper and deeper. She moaned with satisfaction. Our naked bodies moved together in quick unison. “I’m coming……” I uttered as I tightly embraced her quivering body.