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Sex can fill your bed. It cannot fill your soul.
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The quietest women often hold the loudest truths.
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Regret is a more faithful companion than lust.
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No orgasm is worth an empty morning.
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You may forget her face, but never how she made you feel.
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The body remembers what the heart tries to deny.
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Desire without tenderness is hunger.
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If you must lie to feel powerful, you’re not.
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A woman faking pleasure is not flattering; it’s survival.
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The most dangerous seduction is the one that feels like healing.
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Don’t confuse her stillness for submission.
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Ask if she came. Ask if she’s safe. Ask if she wants to be here.
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The mirror will not forgive you for who you pretend to be.
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Being wanted isn’t the same as being loved.
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Ego is loud. Intimacy whispers.
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You’re not a saviour. You’re not special. You’re just next.
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Some women remember you kindly. Some remember you at your worst. Both are right.
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If you feel nothing while she’s moaning, just stop.
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Closure doesn’t come from another body. Only your own honesty.
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Love isn’t a conquest. It’s a quiet decision, repeated daily.
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She isn’t yours just because she said yes.
Epilogue 2: A Letter to the Ones I Once Loved
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Disclaimer: This letter is fictional, inspired by the lived experiences and inner reflections of the protagonist. Any resemblance to actual persons is purely coincidental.
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A letter to all the women I once loved… or thought I did,
Some of you I knew only for an hour.
Some, for a week.
Some stayed long enough to leave something permanent.
A breath.
A bruise.
A name I couldn’t say without closing my eyes.
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To the ones whose names I’ve forgotten but whose scent still lingers in my memory:
You didn’t owe me softness. But many of you gave it anyway. I didn’t always deserve it.
To the ones who whispered in foreign tongues:
Thank you for the brief lessons in beauty, culture, and the rhythm of unfamiliar bodies.
To the ones who laughed after sex, or cried, or simply slipped into sleep beside me:
Your humanity grounded me, even when I pretended I was untouched.
To the ones who looked up at me with longing I didn’t return:
I’m sorry.
To the ones I used without realising I was using you:
I see it now. The performance. The withdrawal. The dissociation behind the eyes. I should have known better. I should have been better.
To the ones who used me:
I don’t blame you. We were both looking for something that couldn’t be bought.
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To my Angela,
You were my first real taste of deep, unfiltered longing. We were young and unfinished. And you, perhaps, were the first woman I ever truly mourned.
To my Elya,
You taught me what staying looked like. What it meant to grow with, and grow apart from, someone who sees the softest parts of you and still holds them gently. You were not just one of the women. You were
the
woman. And I let us end by forgetting that.
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To all of you:
Whether you came to me out of love, survival, thrill, or loneliness… I remember.
Not always your names.
But the feeling.
The moment.
The weight of your presence against mine.
You weren’t conquests.
You were mirrors.
And somewhere in that long procession of bodies and voices and silences,
I found my reflection.
Broken. Still becoming.
But real.
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What I’ve Learned
(21 lessons from an ex-Casanova, a man who mistook desire for direction)
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I wrote this story not to redeem myself.
But to
remember
.
And to remind the next man:
Don’t wait until she’s gone to finally see her.
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Mirror Site:
Final Note from the Casanova
To all my loyal readers who have followed The Casanova of Singapore through its 150 chapters, a big, final thank you. This has been a long, intimate, and often cathartic journey. Writing this story has lifted a weight off my shoulders; it has been both a confession and a release, allowing me to revisit and finally lay to rest a part of my life that spanned love, lust, and discovery from the 1990s to the 2010s, across time, cultures, and the many faces of Singapore and beyond.
This will be my first and last book of this genre. I will be moving on to other pursuits, in writing and in life.
For those curious, I have edited out about 20–30% of the original manuscript. Some scenes and themes were removed out of sensitivity, especially those that might have crossed cultural or religious lines in our diverse and often conservative region. Others were trimmed for repetition, and some were shaped to pursue a clearer artistic direction. I should have written in more of the enigmatic character Raven, and how she influenced and affected the Casanova in the final third of the book. And perhaps shared more of the intimate moments with Angela and Elya, to fully flesh out the depths of those relationships. Still, what remains is true to the spirit of what I wanted to tell.
I probably won’t be revising this story further, though, if there is genuine interest, I might one day return to refine it. But honestly, I don’t expect this story to go viral. The world has changed. People scroll through TikToks and reels more than they sit down with prose. And that’s fine… every era has its own storytellers.
Perhaps the next generation will take the torch.
Maybe an Indian brother will chronicle his fiery journeys of desi lust across the subcontinent,
or a young modern Casanova will pen his digital sexual conquests in the world of sexy influencers, Tinder swipes, and K-pop fangirls.
Or perhaps it will be a woman this time… a female Casanova seducing a world of clueless Asian men.
Whoever you are, and whatever story you choose to tell, write it bravely.
Before I end, I should also share this: many of these chapters were first conceived along a bar in Clarke Quay, with a single pint of beer in hand and the river moving slowly beside me. That place became a quiet companion to the memories, sweet or painful or plain ridiculous, that shaped this book.
If you ever find yourself sitting at a bar in Clarke Quay with a pint, know that in some strange way, across time, you’re sharing a drink with me… at the very moment these stories were born.
With my best wishes to all of you,
— The Casanova of Singapore
The Casanova of Singapore — Final Contents Page as of Dec 2025
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