Ep 12
I saw them first and froze.
They had already removed the door between the 2 rooms and even if I ran back into the room that I had just exited from, I could not lock myself in. On top of that, they had completely cleared everything in my office. There was not even a pen that I could use to protect myself.
I remembered how they were lusting after me yesterday when I was wearing a T-shirt and shorts. I was dressed like a slut now and with us being alone on this level, there was no need to even think what they would do to me. I was terrified and my heart had started to beat rapidly. However, I knew that if I panicked, I would be in deep trouble.
Just at this moment, they saw me. The 3 of them looked surprised for a moment before their eyes went down to my body.
My hair was tied up and not blocking my ample cleavage at all. My slim mid-drift was exposed and was all on display to them. My tiny skirt was barely covering my bottom and coupled with my heels, my smooth hairless legs were calling out to them.
I could see the crazy lust in their eyes and I knew I had to quickly make the first move.
Me: Ah Lim is meeting me and just told me that he will be here in a few minutes….
I waved the phone which I was still holding in my hand.
Me: …. but why are you 3 still here? you’re not supposed to work after 6pm….
Rah looked at the 2 younger guys and spoke to him in their language which I did not understand. Both the younger guys nodded and Rah turned back to me.
Rah: we are not working but just cleaning ourselves in the toilet.
He took a step towards me and I was starting to tremble but I will myself not show it. In the wild, if a prey showed any signs of weakness, the predator would pounce immediately.
They were like the hungry Hyenas and I was a Gazelle except that I had nowhere to run.
They were standing between me and the entrance of the office and they didn’t try to close the door because even if I screamed, there was no one else on our floor to hear it.
I knew I was in deep trouble but still I wanted to delay as much time as possible until the inevitable happened.
Me: I see…. but Ah Lim said that the meeting is between him and me… he didn’t say that he will need you… so you guys can leave first….
Rah stopped directly in front of me. We were of the same height now because I was wearing my 3 inch heels and I could smell his stinky breath and the stench from his stale clothes.
He looked into my eyes for a second before turning his head down to stare directly at my cleavage. At that instance, I had an intense urge to pull the collar of my singlet up to protect my modesty but that would be a clear sign of weakness. I suppressed my feelings and continued to look straight into his face.
Me: Rah I’m your client and it’s rude to stare like this….
He didn’t answer and started to walk around me. At this moment, Tah took a big detour into the office in the opposite direction from where Rah was before turning back and started to walk towards me. The 3rd guy remained at the entrance. The 3 of them were at 3 opposite directions and I could not keep my eyes on the 3 of them at the same time.
From the corner of my eyes, I caught Tah making a quick sudden movement and immediately turned my head to the left to look at him. When I saw that he was not doing any funny thing, I turned my head back to the front to look at the guy at the door to make sure that he was still there. I was about to turn my head to the right to see where Rah was when he suddenly whispered into my ear.
This time, I jumped.
Rah: Giselle, why are you not wearing your undies?
He whispered softly and I was sure that the other 2 guys did not hear what he was saying but I was shocked. In the short span of time when I had turned my attention to look at the other 2 guys, he must have looked up my skirt when he was behind me.
I took a step away from him but he did not follow. He knew I had nowhere to eascape. He merely grinned and said something to Tah. Tah stopped his advance towards me. Rah turned back to me.
Rah: I want to tell you another thing now…. but I don’t think you want me say it out loudly….
I looked at him and the 2 younger men and back at him again. I didn’t know what he want to say but could sense that it would be better for him to tell me softly.
I nodded and he said another sentence to the 2 workers before walking up to me. He once he was standing next to me, he whispered softly.
Rah: I want you to turn to face them first….
I turned my body so that I was facing the 2 younger guys or at least I tried to. Tah was about 45 degrees to my left while the other guy was 45 degrees to my right.
Rah then moved slightly behind and stood very close to me before whispering into my ear once more.
Rah: the boss texted me just before we came in…..
The aircon in the building had been switched off for the day but suddenly I could feel a chill running down my spine
Rah: I told him that we are still here… he said if we see you here, he asked me to tell you that he will be late because he is in traffic jam….
My heart was in my throat now.
Rah: my workers still don’t know yet…. shall I tell them?…
As he said that, he put his dirty hand on my butt.
In that moment, I suspected that I understood the reason why he had wanted to share this information with me secretly. He was using it to threaten me. He wanted me to follow his instructions so that he could have me for himself and not share with the 2 other guys.
He began to caress my butt gently and I was feeling extremely disgusted but I did not push him away and remained still. It encouraged him and after squeezing and caressing my butt, his fingers began to crawl at my skirt, lifting the back of it upwards.
Rah: you know, those 2 are very horny guys… they go Geylang until the girls are scared of them…
I had been wondering why he was so secretive because he seemed to be their leader and the younger guys appeared to be following his orders.
Now I knew the reason. If they were so horny and desperate, once they knew that Ah Lim would be late, they might lose control and attacked me first even before Rah could get his hands on me.
Suddenly, I felt one of Rah’s fingers on the bare skin of my butt. He must have gotten the back of my skirt up.
The 2 guys in front of us remained calm and waiting and I was thankful that Rah had managed to only lift up the back of my skirt and not the front as well. If the 2 guys knew that I was not wearing anything underneath, I would be in trouble straightaway.
Rah: what do you think will happen if I tell them that the boss will be late?
From behind me, his filthy finger had found the entrace of my pussy but since my legs were still standing rather close to each other, he could not insert his finger. I turned my head to look at him before replying softly.
me: no… don’t tell them….
Rah: but they will not leave because you are here and the boss is not here yet.
Since he was trying to be discrete, he gave up trying to insert his finger into my hole and instead went further forward and found my clitoris.
I was still extremely terrified of what they would do to me. I was also tremendously disgusted that Rah was touching my privates. However, that was what my mind was feeling while my body was acting completely on its own.
My body was still horny as it was only about 7 minutes ago since I left the toilet. When he began to rub my nub with his vulgar finger, it instantly sent an unwanted electrifying jolt up my body and I almost moaned.
On a primal level as a reproduction mechanism of nature, my body began to prepare itself for copulation. I could feel my nipples turning hard and the remaining warm feeling in my womb from earlier had brought a fresh gush of lubricant into my pussy. I could not deny that the finger of the foreign worker whom I was disgusted with since yesterday was getting me aroused now.
He must have also felt my pussy getting wet because his fingers gathered some of my love juice that had flowed out from my hole and brought it to my clit as he began to rub me with more vigor.
I didn’t want it to happen but the pleasure was building up rapidly within me especially with the fact that I had 2 horny guys staring at me while I was fingered and yet had to pretend that nothing was happening. I didn’t know how long I could control myself before I let the cat out of the bag that Rah was touching me secretly.
I had no choice but to plead with him.
Me: please find a way to make them leave….
He knew that he had won and grinned.
Rah: I paid money to bring them to your country…. so they will listen to me…. but they will still want to be pleased….
I was starting to feel the all too familiar craving of needing to bury something into my vagina and started to breath heavily. Perhaps Tah noticed that my chest was heaving and he started to rub his cock from the outside of his pants. I could see that he was getting impatient.
Me: no…. please…. I’ll let you do what you want with me but ask them to leave….
He smile and turned to his guys and said something to them. The younger guys nodded reluctantly
Rah: I told them that I will show them your breasts…. and then they will have to leave….
I didn’t want to show these guys my breasts but I knew I had no alternative. I could only nod in agreement.
He removed his hand from my pussy and using 2 hands, he lifted the bottom of my singlet. Once he got the fabric over my breasts, he left it sitting just above them before cupping his hands over them.
As he squeezed my poreclain breasts, I knew what was about to happen next and prepared myself to suppress the feeling. However, when his filthy fingers began to tease my erected nipples, the pleasure was too much for me and I finally let off an uncontrollable moan.
Me: aahhh…..
Rah laughed and I watched in horror as the 2 younger guys started to approach us.
Ep 13
6.45pm
The 2 younger guys were only about 2 meters in front of us when I heard footsteps in the corridor outside the office. The guys seemed to have heard it as well because they stopped.
I screamed.
Me: HELPPPPPPPP!!!!
Rah shouted his command and both the younger workers immediately ran towards the main door.
Me: HEEEEELPPPPPP!!!!
Rah was still grabbing my tits from behind and now, he tried to cover my mouth to prevent me from screaming. I managed to turn around and tried to push him away but in the process, I tripped on my heels and fell backwards onto the floor. Fortunately the floor was carpetted and I did not blacked out. However, I was still dazed and he was on top of me instantly, pressing his hand onto my mouth.
At the same time, from the corner of my eyes, I saw Tah reaching the main door and was trying to close the door. Someone had appeared at the entrance of the office and the other worker was trying to stop him from coming in. I realized that it was one of the security guard from downstairs whom I had saw earlier.
The guard was bigger and taller than the renovation worker who was trying to prevent him from coming in. The guard placed his hands on the worker chest and with a mighty shove, the much smaller worker fell backwards onto his butt.
In the meantime, Tah was trying to close the door on the guard. Since the guard was already halfway into the office, the door was only banging against his arm. The guard pushed the door so hard that it sent Tah flying as well.
The guard took another step and saw Rah sitting on top of me.
My singlet was still sitting above my breasts and my boobs had remained exposed. In my struggle with Rah, my skirt had hitched up to my hips and my pussy was exposed as well. The guard froze when he saw my half naked body. I could only watch in shame when his eyes went from my breasts and down to my naked pussy.
Suddenly, from behind the guard, I saw another person entering into the office.
Ah Lim: what the fuck??!!
Upon hearing the voice of another person, it woke the guard up. He took a quick look at Ah Lim and immediately determined that he was not with the workers. He then turned back, pointed at Rah and shouted.
Guard: get away from her!
Rah knew that he was in trouble. Without hesitation, he let go of my mouth and got off my body.
As I sat up, Ah Lim ran over to me. He squatted down and helped to pull my singlet and skirt down. At this moment, somehow the adrenaline from my fear disappeared completely. Although I knew I was safe now, I started shivering. Tears started to flow down my face and I grabbed onto Ah Lim and cried.
Ah Lim: it’s ok now….. it’s ok now….
He hugged me and patted my head but I just cried and cried.
I had no idea what had happened in the 5 minutes when I was crying but eventually I started to calm down.
Ah Lim: here…..
He passed me a handkerchief and I considered for a moment because I had not seen one after my granddad passed away.
Ah Lim: it’s clean… take it….
I cleaned my tears with it.
Ah Lim: are you ok?
I nodded and he helped me up to my feet. I felt a very bad pain on my left ankle and grimaced. I realized that I must have sprained it when I was struggling with Rah earlier.
I could not put any weight on it and continued to hold onto Ah Lim’s arm for support. He looked concerned and put one of his hand behind my waist to hold me.
Ah Lim: what happened?
I spoke softly.
Me: I think I’ve sprained my leg….
He nodded and didn’t ask me anything else.
I noticed that the 3 workers were huddlede in one corner and the guard was watching over them.
Ah Lim: we’ve called the police…. they are on their way… do you want to go into the other room and have a seat?…
I didn’t want to stand there looking at those assholes and nodded. Ah Lim supported me as I hobbled into the other room. Behind us I heard Rah begging me for forgiveness but I ignored him.
Once we were in the room, with my back against a wall, Ah Lim helped me to get seated on the carpetted floor.
Ah Lim: can you straighten your legs?….
I did as he said and he put his writing pad on my thigh. I knew he was covering my modesty.
Me: thanks…..
Ah Lim: I’ll go out and help the guard to watch over the guys until the police arrived. you be safe here…. ok?
I nodded and he stood up.
He left the room and I heard his workers begging him for help.
A short while later, the police arrived. There were a lot of them and a lady officer came to speak to me. I knew that the question about why I was not wearing my undies when the workers found me in the office would surface and so I told the police officer truthfully. If she was surprised, she didn’t show it.
During that time, I had found out why the guard had came up to my office. It was pure luck for me because someone had complained to the guard about the worker’s lorry. As the guard had not seen the workers leaving the building and their permit for renovation was only until 6pm, the guard had came up to check on them. The moment he heard me shouting for help, he knew someone was in trouble and dashed in. I was thankful to him for saving me.
When I was crying in Ah Lim’s arm, he had instructed the guard to call the police. The workers had begged for their forgiveness but Ah Lim insisted that the call must be made.
About an hour later, the 3 workers were arrested and the police left.
The guard also went off and only Ah Lim and I remained in the office.
He did not hear what I had told the policewoman about my undies and so did not know anything about it.
I had removed my heels and was standing bare footed on the floor and holding onto a wall for support when he came over.
Ah Lim: Giselle… er… I’m sorry that this happen because I’m late….
By now, I was fully calm and didn’t blame him at all.
Me: no… it has nothing to do with you. in fact, I want to thank you for helping me…..
Ah Lim: er…. ok…. erm…. shall we leave?….
Me: ok. but I’ll need help….
Ah Lim: sure… but before that… er….. er…..
He looked awkward and uneasy and I knew he had something to ask.
me: what is it? Just say it….
Ah Lim: you sure?
me: yes….
He took a deep breath before speaking.
Ah Lim: erm… they must have tore your undies…. shall I help you to buy one before we leave?….
I shook my head and took his hand and placed it on my hip. He looked puzzled for a moment as he did not understand what I was trying to do. When I slid his hand down a little along my hip, he raised his eyebrows in surprised.
Ah Lim: where did you get these?
I exhaled loudly.
Me: It’s in my bag…. I wore them when you left me alone in the room earlier….
He looked shocked and I could see from his eyes that he had many questions. Even though he was a creep and a pervert, for once, he showed his empathy and did not ask me anything.
8.15pm
When we were at the ground floor, Ah Lim turned to me.
Ah Lim: is Peter coming to fetch you?
me: he’s still overseas…
Ah Lim: oh…. er…. your leg looked really bad…. If you don’t mind, shall I bring you to a doctor?
Me: hmm…. it’s late… will the doctor still be opened?…
Ah Lim: yes….
I nodded and he helped me to his car. He wanted to put me in his back seat but I told him that I’m fine sitting in front.
Before we left for the clinic, he went to the provision shop nearby and bought me a pair of slippers there was no way I would be able to wear my heels. I was grateful for his caring thoughts.
On the way to the clinic, I noticed that he was stealing peeks at my legs. By right, I shouldn’t feel offended by him any more. However, as I just had an unnerving ordeal, I was still frightened and rattled even though the perpetrators had been arrested. As such, I placed my bag on my lap as a protection. He seemed to realize it and stopped staring.
We reached the clinic and I noticed that it was a TCM. He helped me into the consultation room. After a painful session with the sinseh, my ankle was wrapped tightly in a bandage.
9.15pm
I made the payment and he helped me out of the clinic.
Me: thanks for everything…. if you don’t mind, just help me to the drop off area…. I’ll call for the taxi there….
He shook his head.
Ah Lim: I can’t leave you here like this…. let me send you back….
I knew he would insist and agreed to his suggestion. I gave him my address and Ah Lim helped me back to his car.
Perhaps he remembered that I had felt uncomfortable when he stared at my legs earlier and this time he insisted to place me in the backseat.
Ah Lim: aiyah… it’s more comfortable back there as you have more space for your injure leg…..
I didn’t protest and agreed.
At the backdoor of his SUV, he supported my weight outside the car due to my injured left leg while I placed my right leg first into the car. Without thinking too much, I sat down. My short skirt raised itself up readily to expose my undies. I felt embarrassed and blushed but he had already turned his head away.
He did not look at me until I was properly seated. He closed the door and went to the driver seat.
9.25pm
After screaming my head off when the sinseh worked with my injured leg earlier, I had gotten most of the steam off my head.
As Ah Lim drove in silent, I recalled that the last time when I sat in this exact seat, he had given me an orgasm. I wondered if he realized that as well. Of course I was not such a hussy to bring it up and ask him about it.
9.50pm
We didn’t speak until he stopped at the carpark of my block. He switched off the engine and came to the back and help me down the car. I was a little surprised that he still didn’t peep at me.
He stood on my left side and I placed my hand on his shoulder. He had placed his right arm behind my waist as he supported me all the way to the house of my door.
After I opened the door and he finally let go of my waist.
Ah Lim: I guess you’ll be fine at home…. I’ll make my move first….
If you think that I would ask him to stay, you were wrong. I was a lot better but I was still shaken. I merely thanked him and he left.
I had a missed call from Peter but I told him that I was helping my mum with some things today. I was tired and wanted to rest. I didn’t tell him what happened today and he stopped bothering me.
I ordered delivery for my dinner and as I was eating, I thought if it was my fault for acting like a slut earlier. If I had not dressed like a loose woman, perhaps Rah and his gang would not attack me. However, I also remembered that the previous day when I did not wear so sexily, they were already lusting after me.
Unable to know who to push the blame to, I began to drink some beers to try to calm myself down. I ended up drinking a lot, got drunk and fell asleep.
Ep 14
19 August
Saturday
10am
My phone rang and woke me up. I had a very bad headache but still I answered the call.
Me: urgh…. hellow?
Ah Lim: er… sorry to disturb you… er…. are you ok?…
me: yes…. what is it?….
Ah Lim: how’s your leg?….
me: It’s fine….
Ah Lim: have you had breakfast?
I was trying to control myself but he went on and on and I lost my temper.
me: sorry but I have a fucking bad headache now…. so what is it that you want? is it about the renovation? if so, can we speak later in the afternoon when I’m feeling better?
Ah Lim: er…. ok….. sorry to disturb…
I hang up the call.
I laid in bed for another 10 mins when I finally forced myself to get up and head to the toilet in the kitchen.
10.20am
After I washing up, my head was still hurting badly and I knew I had drank too much last night. I popped 2 aspirins and drank 2 glasses of water before I went out to the living room sofa and sat down to rest. I closed my eyes and fell asleep on the sofa.
11.45am
My doorbell rang and woke me up. The aspirins and few glasses of water that I drank earlier had worked. My headache was gone and I was feeling much better.
The door bell rang again and without thinking, I got up and hobbled to the door.
I opened the door and there was a young delivery guy, maybe in his early twenties. The moment he saw me he looked stunned. Perhaps it was because I was frowning as this was the 2nd time I was woken up from my sleep by external factors this morning and it made me grumpy.
Me: Hello, you’ve got the wrong address, I didn’t order anything….
delivery: er…. miss… the address is correct… see….
He showed me his phone.
me: but I didn’t order anything….
This was then that I realized why he looked so shocked.
This morning when I was washing up, I found out that I had vomited on my T-shirt last night when I was badly drunk. I had removed my soiled T-shirt and threw it into the laundy basket while briefly cleaning up my body with the face towel to get rid of the smell. As I was still having a really bad headache, I had forgotten to wear a new T-shirt and went to sleep on the sofa.
When I woke up, the door bell was sounding incessantly. In my daze and haste, I had forgotten that I was topless when I opened the door. I was showing the delivery person my naked tits.
I started to get really afraid as I recalled what happened yesterday when suddenly, the delivery guy placed the food bag on top of the cabinet outside the house. He turned and ran down the stairs.
delivery: I don’t know!….. and I don’t care!…. it’s already paid!!…
His unexpected reaction shocked me and instictively, I slammed the door in fright. I looked through the peephole for about a minute but he did not return. Still unsure of what was happening, I hobbled back to my room and wore a T-shirt first.
It was then that I noticed my phone on my bed which I had forgotten to bring it with me this morning.
I picked it up and saw that Ah Lim had texted me earlier to say that he had helped me ordered some food as he knew that I had mobility issue.
I remembered that I had been rather nasty with him this morning.
I apologise for that and thanked him for the food. He asked if my headache was better. I told him I was fine now although my leg remained the same. I asked him if he wanted to discuss about the renovation and he admitted that there might be some delays because he was short of workers now. I assured him that it was fine.
He told me that since I was unable to travel, he would head down to the site later on his own and make some decision on my behalf. Once he he had the actual design, he would show it to me before sending it to the carpenter. I agreed and placed my phone down.
I hobbled back to the door. Although I was just wearing a T-shirt without a bra, I opened the door since Ah Lim had confirmed that the food was from him. The bag of food was still left exactly where the delivery guy had placed it.
As I collected the bag of food, I recalled what happened earlier. Instead of ogling at me, the delivery guy wasn’t staring at me at all even though I was topless. In fact, he ran away in fright.
This got me into another train of thoughts. Last night, Ah Lim also did not ogle at me while sending me home even though my panties was exposed to him when I was getting in and out of his car. Despite that he was a pervert, he still had some respect for me and did not to ogle at my body after what had happened.
Suddenly I came to the conclusion that Rah and his gang were just some scums. There were still nice and decent guys around and so it wasn’t because of how I was dressed.
Feeling satisfied that I had cleared my doubts, I closed the door and hobbled into the house with my food.
When I had finished eating, I texted Ah Lim to thank him again but told him not to order any more food for me again.
2pm
I received a call from the police and they asked me some questions.
6pm
I prepared some instant noodles and ate on my own.
9pm
Peter called and we spoke a bit. I didn’t intend to tell him about what happened to me. After we hang up, I went to bed.
Ep 15
20 August
Sunday
10am
My phone rang and it was Ah Lim
Me: hi
Ah Lim: morning…. I’ve completed the design….
me: so fast? I thought you went down to take measurements last night?
Ah Lim: yes…. I did and managed to complete the new design last night…
me: oh wow…. you don’t need to rush actually…
Ah Lim: it’s fine….
I thought he would want to meet me but at that instance, my phone buzzed. He had sent me the design.
I took a look at the design and told him that I was agreeable to the changes. He told me that he would send the request to the carpenter. After that, he asked me about my ankle and I told him that I was much better now. Even though Peter was no around, I could still manage. We hang up after that.
In the past, when my family was well to do, I had many friends and was always busy going out with them. However, after my dad’s company went bust, I took a financial hit as well since I was working for him and also helped to take up some of his debts. As such, I was unable to attend the meetings with my friends any more and since then, almost all of them had disappeared.
I was feeling bored and lonely and after a simple breakfast, I went back to my room to pleasured myself with the dildo that I had bought not too long ago. I had an orgasm but somehow it didn’t feel enough. I still felt lonely and it had just made me even more frustrated. Annoyed with how I was feeling, I got up and went to take a shower to clear my mind.
I stayed at home for the remainder of the day to look for a new place to stay.
Peter called me that night and gave me details about his return flight tomorrow but I didn’t offer to pick him up from the airport.
21 August
Monday
10am
The web design company called me and since my ankle had almost recovered, I went to meet them.
Ah Lim didn’t called me about the renovation and neither did I call him. Since he had just sent in the design to the carpenter and he was short of staff, I assumed that nothing had been done today.
7pm
Peter arrived home. The moment he entered the house, he wanted a hug but I didn’t do it.
I knew he was tired but I decided to break the news to him. I told him what Rah and gang did and he was furious. When I informed him that my assilants had already been arrested, he did not say anything. I knew he wanted to have sex with me when he was back but I told him that I was badly affected by the incident. He looked worried but I wasn’t going to be con by him any more.
We slept in separate rooms that night.
The next few days passed by peacefully for me. Peter did not touch me but still pampered me. Ah Lim just gave me tiny updates on the slow progress of the renovation and I understood the reasons.
I went to the police station once more.
Over the weekend, I went back to visit my parents. They told me that their case was progressing well. They would be getting quite a substantial amount back.
29 August
Tuesday
11am
I told Peter that I was going to the police station. He wanted to send me there but I told him that I would be fine.
Instead, I headed out to the pharmacy and bought a test kit before going to the toilet. My period had been late for 5 days and it had never been so late before.
Sitting on the toilet, I made sure that my pee hit directly on the cotton stick before capping it up. I pulled up my undies and skirt and waited. Even though I prayed to no particular god, I knew I was fucked.
The last person I had sex with was Ah Lim and counting back, I realized that it was during my ovulation period. Even though it was only once, he had shot in me. I should have remembered to eat my morning pills but so many things happened after that and I completely forgot about it.
A few minutes later, I looked at the aparatus, there were 2 lines on the small window.
Just to be sure, I went out and bought another 3 sticks. I tried 2 of them over the course of the day and they both came out positive. My worst fear had came true and that was the reason why I had ended up divorcing Shane. Perhaps this was my retribution.
6pm
I returned home solemnly.
Peter was sitting on the sofa playing his games. He looked up and could see that something was wrong.
Peter: dear, what happened?….
I didn’t reply him and took out the plastic bag that contained the 3 used test kits from my bag and dropped it in front of him. He looked at the contents and then up at me in surprised.
He was about to speak when I took the last stick that was still unwrapped in its box and went to the toilet.
When I came out, he was waiting outside the toilet for me. I raised my hand and showed him the stick that I just used and turned to walk away.
He followed me.
Peter: it’s Ah Lim right?
I nodded.
Peter: what do you plan to do?
I didn’t stop walking. I grabbed my bag from the armchair and headed towards my room.
Me: sorry…. I need some time to think…..
I was glad that he didn’t try to follow me.
It was an extremely tough night on my own. I was scared but I knew I deserved it as I had been a slut and didn’t deserved any pity. Ah Lim didn’t came into my mind at all because I don’t see a point to tell him about it.
I cried and calmed down and cried again and calmed down again. Eventually I made my decision.
30 August
Wednesday
9am
Peter was sitting on the dining table with a cup of coffee. He looked like he did not sleep.
I didn’t sleep as well and I could feel my eyes were puffy. I didn’t even bother to wash up and sat on the opposite side of him.
Me: Sorry, I don’t think I am able to continue the relationship with you….
He nodded.
Peter: I’m expecting that…. Will you…. keep it?
I nodded and he exhaled loudly before speaking softly.
Peter: Will you tell him?
I shook my head.
Me: no… The renovation will take about 2 months… after that I won’t need to see him any more….. so please keep it from him…. I don’t want him to know….
He frowned but didn’t say anything.
Me: and I’ll move out once I find a place of my own….
Peter: I’m fine if you want to continue to stay here….
Me: I don’t want to inconvenient you…..
He kept quiet and showed no expressions.
Me: I’ll return you the money when I managed to get some….
He shook his head.
Peter: no…. please don’t… you earn it…. and you’ll need it for your….. your baby….
I considered for a moment before nodding my head.
Me: ok…. and the company…. what should we do about it?….
Peter: from the first day we started, I’ve said that I want you to manage and run it…. if you are still up for it, then we’ll continue it and I’ll be a sleeping partner….
me: ok…. got it…. I’ll make it successful…. and thanks for everything….
He nodded, smiled and reached out to squeeze my hand.
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