My Story about my younger self


    Chapter #11

    By the time I woke up it was already noontime, my head was still feeling kind of fuzzy from all the alcohol I had last night. Luckily my parents did not notice anything amiss, I washed up and saw there was text from Douglas, I spent my Saturday lazing and recovering from my ordeal last night and texting Douglas for the rest of the day, he asked me out for a date tomorrow which I agreed. I met him for lunch on Sunday and I thought initially it would be awkward for us but compared to the other few guys I had went out with I felt comfortable with Douglas the quickest, not sure if that has anything to do with the fact that we were already intimate with each other.

    Regardless, after lunch we spent the whole afternoon together till it was evening time and we had our dinner together again. After dinner we went for a stroll and Douglas asked me to be his girlfriend, he told me I can think about it before giving him an answer but I agreed on the night itself much to his delight. After agreeing to be his girlfriend Douglas held onto my hand immediately as we continued our stroll, it was already past 11pm on a Sunday night and we walked so much we reached the end of the park, there was a few benches overseeing a pond but the whole area was pretty much empty except us.

    It was a cool and windy night so we decided to sit down on one of the benches to rest our tired feet from all the walking. Douglas had his arm around while I rested on him, his right hand stroking on my crossed leg as we enjoyed the cool breeze. It did not take long for Douglas to move his hand up my thigh and underneath my polo dress, I know what was coming next and it was making me feel excited again, I looked up at Douglas and leaned forward to kiss him, he hugged me closer as we embraced each other and started frenching and making out fervently. Due to the polo dress I was wearing Douglas could only fondle my breasts through the dress, it was cute seeing him try though, he undid all the buttons on the top of my dress and try to extend his hand inside but all he could access was my cleavage “hey don’t spoil my dress ah…” “okok sorry…nvm I can do something else” Douglas replied with a grin.

    He got up from the bench and squatted in front of me, he stretched both his hands inside my dress and pulled down my panty all the way down to my ankle “what are you doing!??” “don’t worry there is no one else around…and I don’t think anyone will come here so late” Douglas finished removing my panty by tugging it off my ankle and placed it on the bench, he spread my legs apart and started playing on my already wet pussy…

    “so fast wet already ah”

    “hmph! I cannot help it ma” Dougles sniggered at me…

    “I can make you feel even better…want to try?”

    “really? Ok lor…”

    The next moment Douglas raised both my legs up onto the bench and spread them wide apart…

    “what are you doing!??”

    I looked around frantically…

    “relax…if there are people coming from behind I can see…also cannot see anything from the back…only I can see your pussy from the front heh!”

    After he finished speaking Douglas dived his head straight into my pussy, immediately I could feel his tongue toying with my pussy, the slurping sound he made while my pussy juice continued to ooze out from my vagina and if that wasn’t enough, he started fingering me while licking on my clitoris. “HMMMM…ENN.ENNNNN” I tried my best to keep my moaning sound to the minimum as I orgasmed for the first time in my life via oral sex. Douglas was right this felt way much better than just him helping me to masturbate. Once he was done, I was already anticipating in my mind is it my turn to try giving Douglas a blow job…

    “phew that felt good right? You were so fucking wet Amanda…hah”

    “don’t make fun of me ah!”

    “I’m not…as long as you enjoyed it” Douglas replied me with a smirky look on his face. He sat back onto the bench and held my hand so that I can feel the bulging crotch in his pants…

    “Do you want to give it a try as well?”

    “I won’t force you if you don’t want” Douglas told me seeing that I was a bit hesitant…

    “ok…I try…but…I don’t know it will be nice a not…”

    “maybe you will be good at it?”I rolled my eyes at Douglas as I slithered down in between his legs. I assisted him to pull his pants and underwear down all the way to his ankle and when I look back up Douglas’s erected cock was already staring right at my face. As we have been outside for more than 10hours, I could smell the musky odour from his cock, Douglas probably saw my reaction and told me he can clean himself before I start however I declined and told him he did it without me cleaning myself earlier on so I should do the same…

    “you sure…?” Douglas confirmed with me again…

    “yes I want to try it like this”

    “ok…just start on the top and slowly…until you feel comfortable then can go deeper…”

    I have no idea how to start so I just followed Douglas “instructions” I stroked his cock a few times before I mustered my courage and enveloped his dickhead just with my lips first, he told me I can make his cock wetter using my saliva so I started letting my saliva trickle out of my mouth and onto his cock. Once I was ready, I parted my mouth apart bit by bit and slowly the whole of Douglas’s dickhead was inside my mouth already, at this moment the smell and taste the stench of his cock felt even stronger and repulsive and my instant reaction was to get it out of my mouth but what stopped me was this crazily strong and overwhelming erotic feeling of sucking a man’s cock.

    The more I suck on Douglas’s cock the hornier I become even though I just cummed minutes ago, it was only my first time giving a blowjob but I already “worried” that I’m might get addicted to it. After getting a hang of it I started swallowing Douglas’s cock deeper into my mouth, since his cock was the first one I had in my life I had no idea whether his was considered big or small but in hindsight now actually I think it was relatively small at around 3.5-4inch. Maybe due to the size I was able to deepthroat his whole cock down inside my mouth…

    “ahh…you are fucking good at this Amanda…for a first timer…siii…ahhh”

    Douglas leaned his head backward on the bench as he moans in pleasure, while I was sucking his cock I kept looking up at his expression and the more he moans and looked like he was enjoying it the harder and deeper I continued to suck on his cock. Maybe he was right that I’m a natural on giving a blowjob even though it was my first time I pretty much knew I was doing a good job and that makes me want to work and suck even harder to please him till he cum…

    “im cumming im cumming” Douglas frantically tried to pull my head out of his cock but we were not fast enough and his cum shot all over my mouth, lips, face and neck. “ahhh…ah…im sorry…sorry” I thought I would feel disgusted but on the contrary it felt kinda good, it was a feeling which I can’t really put into words. I reassured Douglas it was ok and I was not angry as I cleaned his cum off myself also I swallowed some of the cum that was in my mouth but I kept it a secret and did not tell him…

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    Chapter #12

    Once we were done cleaning up, Douglas called for a taxi to send us home, while we were waiting…

    “Amanda…you sure its your first time giving a blowjob? It was fucking good!” he teased me

    “what do you mean? Really it was my first time trying! Maybe those girls who

    blow you last time not good?” I retorted

    “where got so many girls blow me before?”

    “how I know?”

    “Oops…okok don’t angry la I am just kidding with you”

    Douglas spent the rest of the trip back home trying to sweet talk me but I was just playing with him. Well after that night I was officially attached and had a boyfriend for the first time in my life, but I guess our relationship were just like any other normal couple, eating out, watching movies etc. I only informed my parents and my close friends about my relationship with Douglas after month we got together but I lied to them I got to know him through a mutual university mate instead of at the club.

    Even though I was already 20 years old and my parents was ok with me getting a boyfriend there still set some pretty strict rules for me to abide, example no staying over at his house, and no locking of my room door when Douglas is here. While over at Douglas side he had 2 other siblings and his parents were always at home so the house always feels very crowded. Because of all these reasons we barely hang out at each other house and due to the lack of privacy. Normally when we wanted to get intimate it will be at public places instead but I really don’t mind that as after a few times I found it more exciting actually, for example Douglas had made me orgasmed several times at club.

    Although we were already attached we still join some of Douglas closer friends to club, particularly Jacky and Wei Wen(WW), however since both of them were single back then usually I would be the only female. I remembered last time they would often jokingly accuse me of stealing Douglas away from both of them and I’m responsible to help them befriend other girls when we go clubbing, in rare occasion I might succeed but most of the time it would just be the 4 of us in the end.

    It was a bit strange and awkward for me when Douglas and I made out in front of them for the first time but afterwards I have gotten used to it and typically clubbing with the 3 of I would feel safer to get a lot more drunk especially since Douglas was around and because of that usually I wouldn’t be in a state where I care if others were looking while the 2 of us were kissing and touching each other like crazy. If I’m wearing a short skirt Douglas would stick his fingers underneath my skirt and finger me till I cum and I’m sure Jacky and WW were aware of all these instances. There was even this 1 time when Douglas was fingering me from the back, I had to hug Jack who stood in front of me until I cum so I don’t lose my balance and they made fun of me for weeks after that incident it was so embarrassing yet so sexually arousing.

    It was probably around 3 months into our relationship, Douglas’s family went for a vacation leaving the house empty, Douglas was not involved in this trip as it was his final year in university and he was supposed to stay in Singapore to focus on his studies. Since we were both having exam around the same time, that week that Douglas’s family were away we had the whole house to ourselves for 10days and we planned for a few mugging sessions together. On weekend I would reach his house at around 10am and we would study till lunch time then after lunch we would chill for a while before resuming to study till around 4pm and rest/nap till evening. After that we would have dinner, then review what we had crammed for the day before

    relaxing till 10+pm and Douglas would help me book a taxi home.

    Since this was an important exam period for both of us especially for Douglas I tried to dress modestly so he or should I say we could focus on studying, however since we were progressing really well on the last 3 days I decided to wear clothes that were more revealing just to tease him if not its so boring just studying for 10days! During that 3 days after we came back from lunch and after I showered I would change into clothes like booty shorts, oversized singlet or top with low neckline with no bra and wow Douglas would come onto me so strongly it felt like he was borderline raping me, it was as though he was releasing his 7 days of sexually pent up frustration on me but I thoroughly enjoyed it and I work as hard as possible to please him.

    It was also during these 3 days I had penetrative sex for the first time in my life and lost my virginity to Douglas. However, pardon me as I won’t be writing in details about how I had sex for the first time or how I lost my virginity. Yes we had sex multiple time during these 3 days but except for the 1st time where I was really felt excited and curious about having sex, overall at least for me I thought penetrative sex felt lackluster as compared to other intimacy acts, for example I just don’t feel as aroused physically and mentally while having sex versus let says I am blowing and sucking a man cock. Maybe it was my own issue or maybe it was with Douglas, often he would ejaculate when we were having sex before I was able to orgasm. And of course this left me unsatisfied and to make things worse most of the time Douglas would be too exhausted to continue where he left off and I had to do it myself later…

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    Chapter #13

    Over the next few weeks we did not meet up much due to exams and after both our exams were over, we met up way less often as compared to few weeks ago. Douglas would often give excuses he was meeting with his other group of friends whom I don’t know very well or he would be busy preparing himself, looking for his 1st job and enter the workforce which I total understand and respect his decision. But when we finally met up after 2 weeks he asked me to go his house and we just watched Netflix for like 1 hour before he started touching me, got horny and asked me to give him a blowjob. Once he cummed he just continued watching Netflix and used his phone like nothing even happened.

    After we were done with the deed I was super pissed and angry with Douglas, I stormed out of his room and the house, he half-heartedly tried to stop me to no avail. For the rest of the day and the following day he never even sends me a text to ask me what was wrong, end up I had to text him first instead. However ever since that day a crack seemed to have appear in our relationship and our feelings towards each other started to deteriorate and we broke up not long after. I wasn’t terribly affected by our breakup and moved on rather quickly, the same goes for Douglas as I found out he was attached within a few weeks after we broke up.

    It was also the beginning of my 3rd and final year in university and I told myself I could do away with the distraction of being in a relationship. Then again it turns out this was also the year that I’m turning 21 along with many of my friends as well, so there were almost endless back-to-back birthday celebrations and partying all year round. It was during one of the birthday celebrations my friend tagged us on social media that we were heading to a club later that night. I think he must have saw the tag as I received a private message from Jacky around an hour later…

    “hey Amanda its been a long time! Saw you heading to xxxxx later?”

    “hello Jacky yea been out whole day with my friends for birthday’s celebration then going there to continue the celebration lor lol ”

    “Oh nice! Most prob I’m going there tonight as well with WW(Wei Wen) see me must say hi ah!”

    “wow so qiao ah…okok will say hello to you guys if I bump into you all later haha!”

    “Yea can text me when you are there also

    The night went on with my friends and it was a crazy night and we had a lot of fun at the club, it was almost 2am when most of us were already either too drunk or too tired to carry on. I had totally forgotten about Jacky and I also did not saw him or WW at the club until he texted me…

    “you still at xxxx or go home liao?”

    “oops sorry forgot to text you…but also never see you or WW leh. We are done and leaving soon le. How about you guys?”

    “We still here ah, want come find us awhile or we can go over too.”

    “oh…but I v tired already maybe just gonna head home too”

    “huh? catch up a bit la for a short while only, since we are here already”

    “okok I tell my friends to go home first then come over…wru guys?”

    “we at the bar near to the dance floor.”

    I told my friends I am going to find Jacky and WW and bid them goodbye. I went over to where Jacky and WW were and they “welcomed” with a customary drink immediately. We chatted as we drink and seems like they were tactful not to mention anything about Douglas in front of me anyway we have broke up for months already and it doesn’t bother me one bit…

    “no luck with girls tonight again ah? haha”

    “walao after so long see us suan us already…but you wrong leh, we got girl tonight”

    “huh…where the girl? She go toilet”

    “you lor…at least we got you, you girl ma. Correct? haha”

    “I where got count?”

    “ehh…we very sui bian one you also count la”

    “roll eyes”

    Jacky and WW they are average looking just like Douglas but Douglas was tall whereas Jacky and WW were not very tall only a few centimeters taller than me maybe at around 170cm? Jacky is also slightly overweight and WW sometimes can be quiet and doesn’t not talk much, so even though they were pretty nice and funny guys to hang out with but just based on looks and first impression alone usually it’s quite hard for them to hook up or even know girls at club. After we finished our drink, I can feel my eyes getting heavy, even though I’m not drunk and was fairly sober, physically I was exhausted and feeling sleepy. Although I told them I wanted to go home but Jacky and WW were insistent and they managed to convince me to join them at the dance floor for the last half an hour or so before the club close.

    We were pretty close to the dance floor from where we were drinking but we were lazy to squeeze with the crowd to move in further so we just danced at a corner near the edge of the dance floor. That night I was wearing a short and tight-fitting mullet skirt, for the guys who don’t know what that is, it is a kind of skirt where the front is shorter than the back. It was one of my favorite skirts which I kept and wore for long time, it’s very comfortable and looked super sexy as the front hem exposes a lot of my legs and just barely covered my panty, as for my top I was wearing an off-shoulder crop top which flaunts my flat tummy but nothing too revealing.

    I think I danced for only a few minutes and afterwards I was too tired to move, my feet were also super sore after being out whole day with heels. I think most of the time my eyes were closed and I was basically leaning or resting on WW who was standing behind me, while Jacky who was at the front tried to hype me up by holding and swaying my arms while he danced and yelled at me…

    “cmon wake up leh Amanda!”

    “don’t tell me you really falling asleep??”

    My eyes were half opened when I smiled at Jacky gingerly, I mouthed to him “okok” and signaled him to come closer and wrapped my arms around his neck as he closes in, using Jacky as a support I dragged my upper body upward towards him and swayed myself half-heartedly to the music. My arms were still wrapped around Jacky’s neck when I closed my eyes and rested my head on his shoulder as we continued to dance, It was quite comfy and I felt like I was really going to fall asleep but after a short while suddenly I could feel the warmth from Jacky’s hands when he placed his hands on my exposed tummy, I could also feel and taste the alcohol smell from his breathe as he breath down my neck and shoulder…

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